Tuesday, February 11, 2014

Food @ Disney

I ate at the Rainforest Cafe.  Do you think it's better than fast food??  I got a coney dog and it was delicious!  They have sorbet and mocha and a bakery.  I don't like salad and dry sandwiches so much out.

Int'r'sting

I guess I just wanted to know about how anyone thinks I feel about Bella being Ellen's new favorite and baby.

TV

I feel I'm just waiting for Ellen fans to decide to k*** me, like so that I won't get her attention.. I mean that's the sorta thing I feel I'm secretly talking about.

I figured it out.

I am not encouraged to talk to Ellen but Bella is.  Talk, racist.
Forum

Suggestion

Hey Bella so does Ellen ever give you clips to watch~

I am so happy for you.

Puts coat on Bella and is glad Ellen thinks she's a good girl.

What Should I Do?

Kinda hungry for mebbe a chocolate graham crac - oh my milkshake!  Vanilla!

Feeling Bad

I feel I'm being poked and funned at alone for just watching and following online Ellen DeGeneres literally over Bella Thorne.

What I Feeear

So, I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" to talk @ others thinking I am inadequate, like I know the real Ellen as a real thing.  She's not.  She hides.  Go on with life.  I'm just saying.

It's nice to see Ellen, and it's so interesting that she does her show online, too.
Forum

Oh Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah

Ellen has to recognize generations and says that younger kids deserve to feel good more.  I don't feel good.  I need to do my strength training.
Forum

Creepy

I don't like that I can't feel confident.

You're not some group that gets to be everyone's dream.  Like people born 1960 and 1995.  But no one else.  Flower kids.  To be more precise, 1997.

Which is better?

1985 or 1995?

Problem

Ellen secretly likes Bella better and makes her feel good.  I just feel like she thinks I'm shit because of Tim Burton.  It makes me hurt to watch.  I just wanted to talk @ it, but keep it up, whatever it is you do.

I mean this is terribly inconvenient for myself to think people don't like me cuz I was born in 1986..

Message

Bella, I realize that maybe people following you all the time makes you self-conscious.  I just love coming on to see your pictures and what you have to say etc.

Question

If I didn't complain why would Ellen say I don't care @ others because they complain?  In the end, shouldn't I get the best?  I'm thinking @ my British mom.

Fed Up

I feel made fun of by Ellen when I watch the show.  I'm not calling the police, but that's how I've felt.

What the Feeling Is and Why

No, it's not something you just go and do.  She must be hellishly picky.

I just feel that it's already been said why things are how they are.  I just feel depressed @ the idea that Kate Bush controls my life.  She doesn't do it in the light.  Also, I don't even know if I'd like anyone who did it.  I am not calling the police but am not really afraid to in all ways.

Problem

I'm being m******* by someone I don't know in the privacy of my room!

Mobile

may or may not post

just going for a short jog probably

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Conclusion

I am the people's person.  I am not the fairy princess.

Problem

I AM GETTING MORE SECRET MESSAGES FROM A PARENT.  I hear them doing more dishes.

Because of Bella and Ellen I've lost interest in this person sending me messages depending on who they are.  If it's Kate Bush, I'm already mad.  I think someone lied @ her, though, and that'd be important!

I do like it, what if it weren't real??  It would be neat if you thought @ it if it was just some innocent people..  :)

Insane

I sense Ellen is overly sensitive to the nature of what I right.  Like, well, there's a pretend Ellen, and then there's real Ellen.  Like, when I post something I feel something will happen to me and like nothing I write is perfect enough and just some thing outta nowhere it just supposedly connects to an idea that I get punished.

Something to Talk About?

So what if I forgot what I said?  It's not funny.  I forgot if I let out my feelings about something.  I see people who promised to take care of me, my parents, and others who would have been nice don't have to and have their own problems with the world.  Watcha say?  Talk to me on my forum.  Don't know that there's anything to let @.  I'm about to work out but wanted to check my blog and see what I said.. have a feeling for what it was but don't really know what it is.

I mean.. I dunno I just don't care really, not in any concrete form about the more concrete, though.  I can do what I like.  You can try to arrest me, but you'll never get me, I'll escape.

Problem

You can't treat me badly cuz my parents darkened my hair.

Problem

My parents because of Nell Burton think they can call me inappropriate things in secret messages.

Dream

I rmemember the end.  It looked like the dock of Space Mountain.  My dad was gonna go to some stores with me and my young little brother.  I was trying to tell them, woudl be late, but I wouldn't care @ the fact we were escaping.

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

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Saying

Just so you know and not to joke around, I thought Ellen wanted people to watch her show.  I would like to find out among ourselves who really wants to meet Ellen most.
Getting tired sitting here htinkng.

Jerks

Why would I be inadequate to Ellen?  She's hte almighty.  Everone wants on her show.  I can back off.  However, I think I dserve her more than actors and actresses.

Real Question

I do like Kate Bush..but I just wanted to say she's under Ellen on my list, and my list isn't a request.

Annoyed

I am annoyed at Ellen thinking I have a dorky personality because my hair she thinks naturally has dark.  Also, this person keeps talking to me.  Isnt' that interseting?  That's mean to think that of me.  I dont' belive everyone should have white hair.  Ellen is just like htat, not in a weird way,m just saying.

B)

A Bone to Pick

I was good, but my parents always think they have something with me.  My life was ruined when my brother was born, but nothing against him etc.  Like, at the last moment, I'll find a smirk @ something.  Like family doesn't matter.  Why can't I forget who my parents were and go on??  I don't mean abandon them or whatever.

Something Rathu Tragic

Isn't what binds Bella to Ellen that they're bad?  Also, I'm into that kooky look Ellen explodes with, but I hold it in like a business man completely.  I mean, I got that it was "we don't care."  I actually think it's just a contest to meet a parental or big sis age figure.  I got you to know what I meant by bad, it means you accept people who were bad before and don't accept people who are good now, like me I was always playing by some rule in life and socialism.  Most everyone is either bad or crappy.

Report

I just wanted to let you know my Facebook just acted up..

Whatever it is

They are wasting my time.  I really am into this.

Problem

LOOK IN CRITICAL WAYS I LIKE ELLEN BETTER THAN KATE BUSH AND HTEY KEEP SAYING THIS IS HER - why wasn't this a few nurses?  What ar eyou doing here anywa

Why can Bella be safe with Ellen?  I don't want Kate Bush just because I can't have Ellen or because whatever..

Popularity

Girls romantically being involved with other girls and same with boys is a step outta the norm saying I don't believe you can talk to someone as close outta marriage..but you just go with the crowd and will please only for popularity.
You all jsut keep actine lik eI did something  I DO NOT AGREE

The Problem

It's that Tim Burton!  Is it my dad or him?

Problem

My mom won't stop saying I did something!!

ORLANDO

You people will never SHUT UP

You know sometimes in life there's a time when you wait for the next thing to happen!!

Problem

I have a reminder about that boy from England for a little while..  It's not in a good way, and he doesn't speak to me.

Mobile Later

may or may not post

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Insult?

Ellen is not fairer than me.  Tim Burton does not make her allowed to have other people crap at me for her.  These thoughts are permeating my mind.  It's what I'm interested in, and I chose not to seek out making crap posts.

So

Your made up Kate Bush is an inadequate form of being nice, and I chose not to get close to others who are taking advantage of me, usually fat, dark people.

Come on!

Why does this person keep saying they are Kate Bush and acting like her?

You're just pushing me to think Ellen is with Bella and chose to never speak to me though again.
I am an adult.

Don't you agree?

I have a right to be mad?  This person is putting messages in my head..

Problem

What if the only person watching me was Kate Bush?  I am being told that repeatedly.  It's stupid.  I chose to watch Ellen and to live as I have.

I thought..

..that big brother or sister was the other entity.  It's something I apparently have not felt.

So Then

Did you catch a sense of excitement in Ellen @ I'm too old to be her kid, about making her real kid?

This is a question to talk about.  If my life is just a lie of others I might end up having to walk out.  Why am I not the baby?  I'm not like that close to her age.  Who cares anyway?  She was 28 when I was born.  I like Sarah Brightman and she was 25 when I was born I think, if not 24?

Wut?

What right do you have to say how old my parents should be?  Ellen doesn't care.  Why don't you be quiet??

Question

Does pretend Ellen want you to sit in your home while they tell you that you're nothing to Ellen for no reason?  What about the hard times you gave me that you're still givin'?

I mean, didn't we already cover this ground?  You're just throwing up ideas.
Why do you like the English if they say shit?

Question

Why are you shitting|trashing me up?  You're telling me I'm something in a way no one wants to be.  You're making me out to be tacky.

breakfast

2 bagels w|cream cheese

tropicana fruit punch (I had Min. Made tropical be4)

Dorks

Did you notice people acting unfair acting like you have a temper when you don't really?

New Video

New Video of Baby TV - such a cute animated fox running!

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Attention

Why can't adults resist that?
ooorgan

food

2 boiled eggs
small cheetos
seaweed
carrot

Music

I think I could play the organ like this, but I had no teacher when I moved.

link
boiling eggs

Issue

WHY are people staring me down like it's not about the moment and so I come forth seeming jealous all the time and not them?

Figure Skater from Russia

This ice skater reminds me of Ellen DeGeneres.

link

Job Cuts

Florida has big cuts in jobs.  It also is what forced us to move.  It is sad we did not move back to Fort Lauderdale, but my aunts were there and I don't think we were able to visit quite so much.

Too Bad

Some people just wanna hurt people and some for their race.  They don't wanna make their lives better.  They see that they matter to no one.

Taking Care of Myself Well as of Now....

I guess I'll lie down and eat later.
banana

A Request from Gramma

She wants it to be all about those who "have it" like blonde hair and a ***y race.

Baby Duck

I just saw a mamma duck on TV act like "get that" as a duck having a fit on the floor like partly in a circle.  It was a big poised baby duck with yellow feathers.  It was clumpy and immature but old.

Question

Is my Bad Stuff page funny or inappropriate no matter how I was feeling?

Apology

I am sorry I was upset when I asked the question bc I know she isn't mean and that wasn't a thought out way to respond..

Support Group

I feel in the support group I'm currently in that they all just think the obnoxious 1s get all the attention.

Age of Celebrities

It's the older ones who are most valuable and possibly cousin-ing into families of those who are famous.

My Only Question for Any Famous People

Is why we are made fun of for wanting to meet them or wanting to know them?  I mean, they don't have blogs.

Messed Up

Romantic children say something either biting or aggressive if not accepted.  They cannot hide their feelings if a value is being violated.

A Discrimination..

Why does a full Chinese identify more with white people racially than me?  Chinese people overly identify as white and they continue to try to do it.  I mean, they must realize that mixed Chinese are being discriminated against..

Interesting) ) )

If you understand or can read music, this is interesting from 2005: link.

Cycles

I see that they were really strict with like are you a real serious singer?  I think the answer is I wanted too many things too late.

Decades Past

So, if I liked 1996-8 why am I long forlorn and it went away and no one cares cuz they know there are non-whites out there, maybe afraid of their own racial weakness and had to be the 1st 1 to speak for some wild fantasy.

See

1998 sounds good

link

Florida War

link

Ever heard of Lake Okeechobee??  Well.. it's well-known to real Floridians.  There was a battle there on Christmas day in 1837.

These wars in Florida were tight on the border of Georgia, where slaves escaped to free Florida, apparently.  The slaves were indians!

Evidence

There is a fight in the world of psychology for school not to even be hard because there are different types of children parallel to the fact there are different personality types of adults..

Clothes

I like blue and red.

link

Baby at Night

Has anyone else found the baby channel which plays Fantasia type things but at a different level and type at night?

People Who Moved Straight to the South

I celebrate Christmas like the US.  I think it's a priority.  It's so nostalgic.

New Video

Disney

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Eating Away

People feel I was so wronged and place their soul in mine and eat away at others.

I mean they know if they subject me to hatred that they will be subject to the same feeling.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was good, today.

I am so in love with the Facebook thing.

Bruno Mars was stunning.  I wish people would know people more, so he'd have a better support system.

The African American nurse was nice to see.. I think that Bruno's taking in of Asian-ness was why she was like no to him.  He's not bad.  I guess she thinks the struggle did not belong to anyone else.  It's true their skulls are slightly different from whites, but their noses are smaller and their jawbones and more in back.  I'd have to say white is the most basic culture.

Mansions

Do you ever dream you will 1 day go to a mansion, not a castle, a mansion, your things will be put in storage and it's just you to your room?  Or house?

I know!

Ellen DeGeneres can study me to see how bad I am cuz I'm int'r'sting!

While we wait for the drama queens to come out.

fyi

I have really exercised, for 5-10 minutes, my core, and a walk for like 2-3 hours.

Wish Me Luck

@ to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" or go to bed.