Friday, February 28, 2014
Yes I did
was thinking everything happens for its own reason-
:) always a good thing as long as no one is hurting
:) always a good thing as long as no one is hurting
Problem
Why can't I just live my life? It's so hard to be encouraged in Hollywood at this age. I have bad parents, don't like their emotion as much as others..
Problem
My parents also played a fantasy that they ***ed up my brother as an infant.. bad parents yes but I still exits
Problem
You can't just do whatever you want to me. You all are mean.
This is God Damn humiliating. My future daughter zonked in your selfish fantasy could be true? I did say you could imagine what you like, but I don't like this bombardment. Zonked away with others to be something that doesn't really function??
This is God Damn humiliating. My future daughter zonked in your selfish fantasy could be true? I did say you could imagine what you like, but I don't like this bombardment. Zonked away with others to be something that doesn't really function??
Problem
Why wasn't my daughter the way she wants with my dad? I don't wanna pretend this. It seemed to have an effect. Why does this happen just to me?
Problem
Ellen does things you aren't supposed to do, like if I think of something where I'm always bombarded I have to be punished heavily, for an unfair occurrence.
Problem
Well, Ellen don't wanna get mad at you, but guys you won't believe what's happened.. what are we gonna do? @ my future daughter. It's been overdone, like the life sucked outta her.
Problem
You're just punishing me now with Kate Bush, and you don't care @ her. I am right, you are wrong.
Like using her to punish me.
Like using her to punish me.
So..
*imagines Ellen crying*
Do you care that you are so judgemental? I will not be controlled by that! Like, hm am I stupid did I do something wrong after everything I think. You don't like that, do you..
Do you care that you are so judgemental? I will not be controlled by that! Like, hm am I stupid did I do something wrong after everything I think. You don't like that, do you..
Problem
Why are you suggesting Sarah Brightman is selfish to test herself ^spinning^ for space? Are you a sicko? I had no issue. Go figure it out yourself, you big baby.
I hope this has nothing to do with all the hatred that's been going around-
What, so I'm just bothered all the time? I am an adult and want my privacy.
I hope this has nothing to do with all the hatred that's been going around-
What, so I'm just bothered all the time? I am an adult and want my privacy.
Problem
Ellen supposedly has something to do with my future daughter. I said I don't wanna pretend my neighbors have her. It's like there's nothing left if life for me. I refuse to accept it. I was also made fun of for even taking care of this mess..
I didn't get to post this, but I laughed really hard when she showed a tan lady looking all forlorn. I think this may be after but probably not.
I happened to get upset and mentioned what it was that tipped me off and this is what it was.
What are you gonna do now? It's too late! I'm mad. Ellen is a liar.
I didn't get to post this, but I laughed really hard when she showed a tan lady looking all forlorn. I think this may be after but probably not.
I happened to get upset and mentioned what it was that tipped me off and this is what it was.
What are you gonna do now? It's too late! I'm mad. Ellen is a liar.
Well..
..Kate Bush is okay, but I can outdo Connie Francis and Celine Dion. Not everyone. Like normalk people
It seems..
..the only famous English singers are Kate Bush and Sarah Brightman. I am more dainty.. aren't they both kinda big
Problem
I can't seem to change cuz then I'd think I was more like Sarah Brightman or clearly not like Ellen. I am my own person, I am 27. I find myself having to be like her so I don't hurt someone.
The Difference
I'm smaller than Kate Bush and am possibly more muscular or have been more lately. When you always think @ her, it makes me think of someone big you don't want to hug you.
Well
If you don't want me to treat you in that weird way you've labeled Kate Bush, then maybe not acting like that would help. I see she too doesn't have just 1 personality. She may be schizophrenic, sorry to say, or seem that way, rather. Like, Ellen, "it's the hair."
My Post @ That Site
The Carpenters @ Facebook
I posted something that is technically okay to post @, but it's abnormal for most because they wanna keep you guessing. It's something older adults touch on to survive.
I posted something that is technically okay to post @, but it's abnormal for most because they wanna keep you guessing. It's something older adults touch on to survive.
Why did I have dark hair?
My hair is lightening now.
I mean I was born with brown hair and it got lighter in the sun.
I mean I was born with brown hair and it got lighter in the sun.
Problem
Ever since I was simply ousted from college indefinitely with a bunch of ideas that make no sense, I've not been on path. People are acting like they did when they ousted me, like they know what I'm really thinking all of a sudden. Base line is I'm actually not. It doesn't make me schizophrenic that I did what I was supposed to, while others are more social supposedly. They think I'm really thinking like ooh I got them good, but that's not why I do what I do, and I don't think it like that. If I did is none of their business. They weren't nice. They think I was stupid to do Music Education, but we do it so we can learn other instruments and about having fun like a kid.
How's It Feel?
How comfortable do you want to be having people barging in and getting mad at you, pushing you to feeling about something you don't want to feel about?
Why am I so fat after working out so hard?
Are you gonna say I'm talking @ something specific and get mad? Well, people do barge in, and some just get mad.
Is there actually something wrong with what I said? Why don't you think of me as I am? You just think I'm 1/2 Chinese. Well, not everyone. I was just talking with my dad, was okay. I told him how this fan page has been quiet with only my post remaining. A bunch of mad people or fans with no solution. I've gotten over her death, but it is kinda sad esp. for them.
Why am I so fat after working out so hard?
Are you gonna say I'm talking @ something specific and get mad? Well, people do barge in, and some just get mad.
Is there actually something wrong with what I said? Why don't you think of me as I am? You just think I'm 1/2 Chinese. Well, not everyone. I was just talking with my dad, was okay. I told him how this fan page has been quiet with only my post remaining. A bunch of mad people or fans with no solution. I've gotten over her death, but it is kinda sad esp. for them.
Submissions
Goosebumps
and a new singing show, like The Voice or America's Got Talent or The X Factor
and a new singing show, like The Voice or America's Got Talent or The X Factor
My Hair
My parents got it dark before I could barely talk. I didn't do it. I didn't have pretty skin.
If I were in with a famous person might be..
..Jonah Hill? The girl from "A Series of Unfortunate Events" as a liked person. Lindsay Lohan. Slightly older than her.
I can sum her up in a nutshell.
It's cool to reject the supposition of thinking seriously like a trap but to rebuttle with some snazz.
Ellen DeGeneres
Ellen DeGeneres
Problem
Why did Google add more things at the top? A red g+ share button and More?
What if it's because of me? The world hates me for being 1/2 Chinese. I don't need any of you.
What if it's because of me? The world hates me for being 1/2 Chinese. I don't need any of you.
Problem
I was posting on my blog and had to do something and I found my blog reloading. I don't wanna watch for this. It was also done in tacky spite. I can even see laughing hysterically.
Response
Sarah Brightman
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I think I need to accept that sometimes I can rest my voice and that I need to warm up more to get it to work.
It's nice to travel for a vacation. I hope you have fun with others you know, as well, friends, close friends, business friends.
I am fond of Middle Eastern as are most mature individuals.
Wow, this is a real test for you, seeing doctors all the time. I hated acupuncture.
Speaking of chorus in general I've been in it from mostly age 7 - 20. I am sure to land a role in a singing chorus on Broadway. I know how to dance but not advanced dancing like spinning around twice. I'd have to practice to get to spinning around once.
Have fun in Paris. I want to go to France and England but not necessarily like Paris and London. I assume with my love for the arts I would land in London since I'm American. If I were in NYC, I imagine I'd be a ballerina. They are treated so specially. I know I can always dance. Athletically, not been given the training, would need private coaches.
I simply ruined my voice with Johnny Depp's popularity, nuff said.
I'm sorry your aunt died. My great aunt-in-law died recently, as well, the night my aunt and dad and I went to a concert by Orla Fallon, an Irish singer with a French maiden name, Karron, from Normandy, I'm pretty sure.
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So, I think you're good to go, actually think of it as having something to look forward to that's a little more exciting and like a vacation. I think it'd be terribly uncomfortable up there 10 days thinking you wouldn't last a day.
link
I think I need to accept that sometimes I can rest my voice and that I need to warm up more to get it to work.
It's nice to travel for a vacation. I hope you have fun with others you know, as well, friends, close friends, business friends.
I am fond of Middle Eastern as are most mature individuals.
Wow, this is a real test for you, seeing doctors all the time. I hated acupuncture.
Speaking of chorus in general I've been in it from mostly age 7 - 20. I am sure to land a role in a singing chorus on Broadway. I know how to dance but not advanced dancing like spinning around twice. I'd have to practice to get to spinning around once.
Have fun in Paris. I want to go to France and England but not necessarily like Paris and London. I assume with my love for the arts I would land in London since I'm American. If I were in NYC, I imagine I'd be a ballerina. They are treated so specially. I know I can always dance. Athletically, not been given the training, would need private coaches.
I simply ruined my voice with Johnny Depp's popularity, nuff said.
I'm sorry your aunt died. My great aunt-in-law died recently, as well, the night my aunt and dad and I went to a concert by Orla Fallon, an Irish singer with a French maiden name, Karron, from Normandy, I'm pretty sure.
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So, I think you're good to go, actually think of it as having something to look forward to that's a little more exciting and like a vacation. I think it'd be terribly uncomfortable up there 10 days thinking you wouldn't last a day.
Problem
Why do I keep getting messages from annoying little men saying that things aren't okay with me. They aren't fit for being parents. I am nice, and they are mean to me.
Thye only are nice when they are cuz that could be them. They keep saying they "have" to be mean because something would happen anyway.
Thye only are nice when they are cuz that could be them. They keep saying they "have" to be mean because something would happen anyway.
Problem
I don't wanna be shit on by someone ..like I think something Johnny Depp is doing actually is thinking I'm not all that though everyone suggested that I was. I never asked them to but I don't wanna be called shit by someone prestigious.
Also, people freely mistreat me for being 1/2 Chinese all the time.
Why should my dad copy everything I do like I can't escape nor be my own person? He can take what he likes. I don't want to not be an individual.
And I never feel privacy while I'm not dressed with these people electing to talk to me via little machines in my room and house and even in other places.
Also, people freely mistreat me for being 1/2 Chinese all the time.
Why should my dad copy everything I do like I can't escape nor be my own person? He can take what he likes. I don't want to not be an individual.
And I never feel privacy while I'm not dressed with these people electing to talk to me via little machines in my room and house and even in other places.
Problems
Why am I getting messages from Sarah Brightman via my dad? I am not that close to him nor want to be in a way. Tim Burton cannot make us too close because he has a daughter.
I got a specific message that my dad deserves to speak Enlgish more, as an accent, than me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese from my mom and my mom learned real English, whereas he didn't care. I've already asked him a lot.
Also, I don't want my daughter even rubbed off too much from my dad, and here I have it my neighbor is feasting in her. My fish reminded me of him|them. This is from something supposedly Ellen did I think.
I don't know @ Asians. I thought they should act European. It's too late from the point I thought that to change anything. I've said it before, too. They seem to think they have their chance but didn't really take it, just said they had something in Asian that had to do with the difference, though China thinks you can be both easily but they don't ^need^ to and I can see why.
I got a specific message that my dad deserves to speak Enlgish more, as an accent, than me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese from my mom and my mom learned real English, whereas he didn't care. I've already asked him a lot.
Also, I don't want my daughter even rubbed off too much from my dad, and here I have it my neighbor is feasting in her. My fish reminded me of him|them. This is from something supposedly Ellen did I think.
I don't know @ Asians. I thought they should act European. It's too late from the point I thought that to change anything. I've said it before, too. They seem to think they have their chance but didn't really take it, just said they had something in Asian that had to do with the difference, though China thinks you can be both easily but they don't ^need^ to and I can see why.
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