I will not accept no.

Racism is abound.  Judging people as not what they seem and changing their opportunities.  I will never practice racism, but I am a racist.

My 1st Release

I just released a song to iTunes.

Now, I want my a fancier blog, like with my own Twitter but with a timeline, 1s that light up with special notices perhaps.

Problem

Someone is bowing down to someone for being mean to me.  For tricking me in attitude, maybe something a bit bad but more interesting actually.  I don't wanna submit to someone who's hurting me.

Problem

This person is saying annoying things in my room and it's not really worth talking.

Problem

This dumb person in the experiment said it wanted my mom.  I know that.  But you were trashy to her.  Isn't that what white people do?

Problem

I don't wanna be picked on for little incidences that are someone else's responsibility and already a displeasing topic.  Did I say it @ someone in particular?

Problem

My lame dad I think is hurting my mom ***.. for being nice to me sometimes.  Just tell her to stop being mean to me.  She doesn't need to do it.  No one needs her here.  You can't jump in and say you were nice to her, neither, cuz I know no one wanted her.  You were just on @ my dad and my race from my mom.  At least that's most foik'.  Can't find  areal example of an exception.

Question of a General Interest

Am I stuck in a situation?

Why I Was Really Mad

People gape at me for stuff.

Wasn't Enough

I am happy for people who have kids, not that I should have them, at least now, but anyway life's short.

Question

Why do you enjoy humiliating me suggesting you'll have a better baby?  Maybe, everyone I know will have a baby that's better than me.

Erm

Why should I care @ other people's babies, nothing to worry @?

Problem

This person over a mic is bothering me when I was trying to feel something!  They are acting like shit!

Well

What do I have to be happy @ now?

I'm getting annoyed at this person following me in my room cuz it's not my fault.

Problem

They bothered me again loading like a hurricane.

I didn't do anything.

Look at that evil grin.  I know.  I'm right.

Problem

Why are people picking at me for my every move?  I shouldn't be punished for feeling irritated.  I see someone has an evil smirk.

They just made my toe go more lose.  AH!  THEY ARE BOTHERING ME.

Oooh

Very interesting, to you a kid is what younger people are.  Guess I'm on top.  Ha ha did that hurt?

My Thoughts Exactly?

You just wanna hurt me to like other kids.

Problem

You think by magic I'd wanna be with my dad more than my mom for a certain reason of aesthetics.  I feel stuck with just him.  He needs his life, generally feeling.

So..

..Am I supposed to focus on something?  Not sure how, I only have Blogger and Twitter.

Did I do something to deserve to be poked at?  It is all very abstract.  What exactly is it?  I just like to talk @ my life, and this is my life.  You can do what you like and forget @ me, I'll be sad and wail and plea.

I now am just a failure but will not feel forgiveness.  I cannot believe that I ever even lived this.

Problem

Why does my dad linger that he's a sneed saying he's stupid fluff because he has me?

Something to Talk @

My dad is a sicko.  What if he told Burton to have Billy to affect me at a normal time in my life?  What a lame, good-for-nothing- thing.  If these women were all younger, they'd be able to have had babies supposedly.  I was only thinking of it so my baby would come when I'm a traditional fresh age, 27 not bad.  I am 27.  The baby would proceed to be more important than myself.  I was gonna not have kids unless maybe at 40 but now I'm thinking not, unless my life really changes.. wanted a boy and girl a year apart.  Hoping for this English boy.  So proppa (proper.)

I forget, I wanted to say something of the nature of Burton and Depp.

Animals

Won't say what's wrong..  sorry if you don't wanna be called shit.. don't think that's what I meant.

You just scatter out insults throughout my day and make me feel guilty when I wasn't.  You prolong when you discuss things of interest to just you.

Problem

Someone is alluring someone over me.  They can't get enough of themselves..  Who?  Well, you're not all that if you're mean to me.  You are not the only 1s allowed to be that way.

Problem

They want my mom to touch me for that.  NO.

WHY WON'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE @ THIS.

Problem

They called me a nigger.  THEY ARE BEING TACKY AND ANNOYING AND INVADING MY PRIVACY.  I HAVE FRIENDS IN THIS THING.  WELL YOU ARE BEING A BITCH.  YOU ARE NOT RIGHT.

And they said I'd never do some thing for a nigger.

Humph!

Wow, if this bothers you so much you must really be popular.

Problem

Yea, why should anyone care @ you?  Also, they called me crap like crap.

:(

Just waiting for the next attack.

I thought I had already put some thought into some mistake.  If you also like kids with the overly presentable parents, I thought you said my parents were good so I shouldn't have been born?

Rathuh Quiet

Wow, talk @ AC-DC.

Anything I say..

..make anyone hurt me?

In the Process

of applying to colleges out of home

Problem

My mom is trying to make me act like an Orlando person.  HOW SICK.  I don't know what to do, should I report her to a lawyer.  Cuz a police could talk to her and take me instead.

Also

Other factions are being annoying to me.  They are acting like shit, too.

Apology

Wasn't trying to be a nasty person.  As far as anyone saying bye if you want to you can but I see you didn't.

Also my mom keeps acting like I am just shit, what am I supposed to do?  I also loathe appealing to the people of Orlando.

What's this?

Your joking?  I don't wanna be placed under you!  You wanna say goodbye?  Guess I'm the only 1 ever in need.

Problem

Who wants to be waken up on any ole day?  I saw my Tweet and it looked like my head pops up.  Someone did that with someone else so it'd happen to me.  What a "crazy-ass" joker who doesn't get shit done to them.

What Whimps

Threatening my life and my daughter's?

Problem

I don't wanna play around either with the people of Orlando on "this case" of yours.

Problem

People are treating me badly for something I didn't do.  I was upset at something being rubbed in while I was tired while my mom was driving me!  I don't just get up and think at your command!  What're you doing now, trying to wake me up?

Problem

They are asking me inappropriate questions or something, too.  They are making me feel attestable to something I don't think.  I guess someone is really messed up and doesn't have to follow rules and thinks she can make you feel guilty.

Edit

I tagged my last post.

Problem

My mom and someone else are funning me for someone else just because of when they were born.  They are easily ticked and wanna use me for their fantasy.  They are princessing someone, and 1 person really glared at me that I "did something" when I'm guessing it was something minor that was pushed on me.  I also don't think it's in a way|like keeping track of shit.  Sorry if anyone thinks it's offensive.  Don't mean any offense.

Auditions

due March for America's Got Talent

E-Mail

I'd like to audition to be a singer.
Me
To auditions@madcowtheatre.com
Today at 1:46 AM
I'm pretty much a pro and recently even gave up learning music via piano, organ, etc., to focus on developing an okay voice.. I know classical music and was a huge fan of Broadway.

I've wanted to be a singer since I was 5, though, just shy to sing around others, like my parents.  I was in choir from @ age 7-20.

Please let me know how I may schedule an appointment, thanks!  Let me know of any contracts, like what I'd do for say a year.  I'm not sure exactly what the auditions are for, as I thought auditions remained open to the community as they came.  Can you explain to me what the auditions exactly are for?  Thanks!

Also, I've done ballet, so let me know - I just noticed you had auditions for this.  I did ballet for a span of age 5-21 and a bit in between then and now and plan to take adult ballet @ Orlando Ballet School starting with Basic Ballet.  My only problem seems to be memorizing.  I did gymnastics 1st more.  If anything, I want to focus on singing.  The ballet for me has to just be extra, and it teaches me to move when I sing classically or even in musical theater.  I know some places alot your time to different things, so I may want to be a singer and dancer.  Can you let me know how to be a dancer and what they do, thanks!

I had just been doing acting with Ginny Kopf @ Valencia.  I took all 3 of her classes and take voice from her in summer.  I am in a group that does some comedic activity when they're in the summer, too.

Yes, I was involved in theater before a lot, too.  I even accompanied some.

Thanks, so much!

Christina

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