Monday, March 10, 2014

Future Punishment

I may be corrected for a future that others have unpunished.

Problem

It's funny you say oh girls born in 1997 don't get anything. They come back begging that's a problem.

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

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Update

Website - 1st page - photo of me

Well..

I seldom do.  I'm usually good, but then I never get what I need in certain ways and then get mad.  I mean, like, I'm still treated like I'm bad and so I sorta go delusional and think maybe there is a risk in the future if I don't change my ways now, but why do I take risks?  I don't mean anything that bad.  Sometimes, it seems wrong not to because people make you think this and this is bad when it's not!

So..

..why not take risks in speaking when in private?

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

The rest is here.

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TV

@ Ellen, do you think like people are all into how she feels like a child but then don't care @ themselves being silly kids?

Catching Up

I am watching Ellen on her website for now.

To Address an Issue

Is anyone else on Blogger getting the posted by part to touch the edge on the left now where before it was formatted perfectly??  This happened to me on Firefox and a minor browser.  Opera works okay for viewing.

What do you think of..

..fighting in front of us but waiting for the great finale of teenagers today?  Why can't people reach out already?  So they can blame me?

Problem

I feel everyone is on me like I am the only 1 who's mean ever.

The Other Good 1 The Other Good 1

YouTube

1 more good 1 is coming up.

So..

..because we all love Johnny Depp I have no personality still?  I am the really nice 1, if I get mad or slip up and ya'll never give me a fair chance, you all get upset..and can't deal with anything I do thereafter.  It just gets worse, apology never accepted.  A real apology!  Everyone is in!

Are you the same

online as in life?

Videos

3 More to Go, but at least we have 2 good 1s up so far.. my computer keeps restarting for updates

Not Funny

So, I know you just think I'm shit racially, you can't lie.

I feel bad, I had chicken with sauce, Cheez-Its, and oreos without my extra cream in milk.  I have veggies for a snack.

TV

It's not working right now, have to do some stuff to it.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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big improvement, can produce a tone that comes through on the camera I know and sounds better in ways than sometimes before, videos with ratings out of 5 and descriptions of quality in title

Ridiculous

Orlando is shit, not these people.

Like, they are getting mad at me still..

cont.

Why?  They are ransacking me around socially because they think something I did was inappropriate a few weeks back, but they are annoying and the group is annoying and I didn't do anything really bad, just felt uncomfortable.

Problem

You all chose to call me Chinese if you think I make 1 little mistake as of a certain point in time.

You think you are literate online but are not.  Yer always bitter.  Don't you feel I'm actually telling you something's missing?

Yes my family and others are on my tail for no reason, along with the selfishness that permeates the perimeter of the support group I'm in until the end of the semester in May.

Problem

You can't just treat me so sickly.  You always do.

Sick

Why are you picking on me for saying someone didn't sound white when they were singing at a certain time?  I said sorry.  I had just been really mad and throwing things on the floor, my water bottles.  It was constructive criticism and now it's a thorn on my side.  You all drawl out shit that doesn't even matter.  Who's responsible??  Why should I do this??  Wow, sorry never cuts it for you cuz I can say whatever I want.  I've been called stuff, as well, so maybe that's why it felt like the next thing.  I was so mad I had cut my hand, though.  That's ^not enough^ for you?  I am so sickened to see you basking in triumph that I'm just shit now.  I'm not a sore loser.  It was just something that was true, didn't know it was a sensitive topic to anyone.

Dream

We had lots of kinds of pizza in a refrigerator like in Star Wars.  I had 1 that melted, the cheese, like a dish, such good sauce, more healthy but smooth.

Bed Time

This is a story @ a little girl in a family of girls and many caring adults.  She lived in a house with a room where she had a house built in for her pet cat whom she shared cream and milk with.  She had golden curls and beautiful blue eyes.  Her name was Abigail.  She had a blue bow in her hair and a blue dress on.  She had a very private life, but sometimes there were other things to do.  She was 12 years old and her 6-year-old sister with white hair and light blue eyes walked in.  Her name was Tammy.  Mommy came in and picked her up.  Some other girls who were 17 came in, her sisters.  Brenda, Beth, and Bella.  They picked her up and they went outside to play.

There was a singing contest, and Tammy was to enter.  Abigail and the girls watched patiently.  They all clapped when she was done.  They went off to the competition.  She won 2nd place to a 12-year-old.  Then, there was a carnival.  They brought pumpkins for a competition.  They had to travel far.  Lots of people went.  They all conversed and had a wonderful time.  They set camp, closed up the caravans and set up tents.  1 girl in a pink dress with reddish blonde curls was out a wan'd'ring.  Abigail noticed.  "Mommy! come here!" she spoke.  Some men came out and they warded off the wolves using fire in the end.  There was a great run about of confusion, but the fire was fetched for ready on command.

A girl in a red dress and with rich brown hair awoke Abigail.  "What is it?"  "A snow fall!"  They went outside and ate snow.

Finally, they arrived.  There was a huge tunnel of love.  Abigail went with some friends.  It was a bit scary and had some quiet times and some coaster times.  It was a dream come true!  Then, the ferris wheels, which though enclosed still were a fright.  Had a ferris wheel ever had a problem??  What would it be like?  A boy with raven hair startled her.  They ended up courting and walking around in the foliage.  He kissed her, and they were a ready couple.  They went back home.  There was a gathering.  They were to move.  Abigail went off on her own to Africa to study.  She ended up nannying a family.  There was a mother named Bridget and her 2 daughters Bo and Bay.  Abby felt like she was a child again, wondered if the raven-haired boy still awaited her.

There was danger about town with witches.  Bridget put her hands around Abby's shoulder and said she would take care of her.  They all fled.  Some scary things took place.  People were r**ed and murdered.  "Ah! I'm scared!" she said.  Bridget picked her up and they all had fled.  They found a nice place in the dessert that was guarded by its people and learned to live and flourish.

So..

..Sarah Brightman does not like singing Andrew Lloyd Webber?  [Anymore..]

Bed Soon

Story, videos loading.

Like It Is

If everyone I knew treated me differently for being called a nigger, shit would fly out.

Dresses Up

I'M STILL ME - QUIT GETTING MAD AT ME WHEN I FEEL DRUNK

SITTIN' AROUN'

I SIT AROUND ALL DAY FEELING BAD

My mom might let me stay in a hotel for a month.

Question

Why doesn't anyone MOVE ON

Sickening

The way I'm treated.. it brings me down!  No~ No~ No~ No~ No~

Simply Put

All I meant ^that time^ was that a part of it sounded like she was turned off, thought you'd know and not want me to explain.  What if everything I said was wrong?  Guess that sticks out.

Sorry

I still feel bad @ what I said @ Sarah Brightman.  Why is my singing so much better?  I've been practicing and no one was able to trip me up?

Issue

This is all much too uptight.  Let me be the person I am.  Quit saying I have too many blanks.

Problem

You can't just sit there and hurt me.

I feel

sometimes my pursuit of singing is worthless and I should stick to movies, but I know what's out there.