Sunday, February 23, 2014

Bad and Mean

I'm not really bad, and this is mean.

More

They are following my aunt's tactic of doing 1 more thing.  These cups look like copying my future interest.

Cruel and Unusual

How would my parents know I threw a cup?  They got some new 1s..

Ha ha ha

I was thinking.. maybe like I said before it fit in to say Bella did want Ellen for prestige.  They think 1 person has to be crucified as the top.

A Reminder

Does My Fair Lady remind you of Logan's Run?

Problem

Now the female sack, my dad was pumping the garbage.  I really do not accept this.  Because now I am dealing with a feeling.  It's crazy and hard.  I didn't have any garbage.

Well, what can I do?

I wasn't under the impression this was the case, but thanks for getting me up.

IMDb - The Soapobx

Parents aren't even right.

So, I got wind Johnny Depp wants to discipline us for not watching everything he's in. I asked my dad to rent his last movie. I had a reason, but people like him and Ellen think they live by a different set of rules than people from up north I think..and think when we pull 1 that it was an insult. I was actually in the mental hospital when it came out I think. I knew I could always watch it. It seemed more interesting not to watch it, but apparently they put a lot into it. I mean I know they would. I probably was upset after the hospital, too.. Just tell me what you want? I'd probably do it if you could. I guess I just keep putting it off, too.

Mad

So since you think I'm in trouble you think all the people I look up to need to have o*****s??

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Well

Like, I am sensitive.

Upset

Supposedly, they want people to help me then it's over.  I'm not a criminal.  I will not allow someone to take my place.

Oh

Keep her nose like that and I'll do my own.

I mean she has a good nose but doesn't seem to respond to any other cuz she's so rich and fancy.  :)

Well

Ellen, you aren't much without a nose.  That's just the fact.  I love you and do not want to insult you, but I used to have a more symmetrical nose.  I guess we all can only give so much.

Also

What do you think of her baby nose?  Not small.  Baby Ellen.  Ellen has a certain kind of nose that isn't specific and probably not as satisfying.  I love her nose, though, but why do we have to baby it?  I don't wanna.  I'm not talking to Ellen.  I'm talking to you.  What do you think?  Why do I have to have the stupid nose and her the precious nose?

So, what is it?

Is Ellen on display?  Does she speak to the world?

I am not sarcastic.

A Good Talker

Ellen is a good talker, just not very talkative.  She has a lot of silent spaces for listening.  What about teens that just go on and on?  I guess that lots of people who talk aren't famous.

I must not have been too blunt.  I can't even find it where.

Why..

..she just has a disinterest, can't think of the word.. passive.  She doesn't have anyone to turn on to but me.

Well, that's what it is!

We analyzed Ellen.  She is stuck in the mud.  She drags on.  She's not eager to make anyone feel good.  She can easily afford to give them the cars.

Another joke..
So what's my crime?

So

Bella quit being mean to me if you can control deliberate action.  You go off to Johnny Depp if you so chose.  Just enjoy Ellen and don't waste your anger on me.

I feel..

..Ellen wants me to use Bella, but Bella is getting everything.  Not saying this to Ellen, but I will not forgive her.  About what?  I just mean it's unfair Bella is so comfortable.  I don't mean anything against her, but she snaps at me a lot and I used to care.

OK

So now I myself merely clicked to watch Chloe S.  What will people take away from me, my old TV?

A Poym (A Poem)

I shouldn't care but I am sad.  Why does Ellen have to be her dad?

I saw Bella thinking she's from Jax
Laughing and crying in [her new] mother's lap

I figured it out.

Ellen is mean because she doesn't want to be old enough to be my mom.

Question

How does Bella stay out of trouble with Ellen?  She doesn't.  Well, what could I do?  Ellen takes from me if a thought pops through my head.  Then I was cursing @ the noises.  I felt that I was in danger with people so only did like my dad maybe mom but like in *beep* and stuff so you didn't see it tho I dunno.  I was just really hurt, as my parents do to me.  I have to leave when they do that.

I was just thinking @ how Bella just accepts the happiness from Ellen, but what if Ellen lashed out, which she has in a way.  Bella is happy with her but was mean to me and seemed to have lost something in doing so, unfortunately tho that's how adults can be from where her home is.

Speaking of which, what about the N word thing ruining it with Ellen before your thing @ my cursing on my own blog?

^Examples^

What do you think @ using younger kids to tease older kids but not being nice to them?  Yes, Ellen made me think of it or it was already in my head.

Cute

Chloe S. is serious as a person..however we grew up eating..and wants to dedicate her life to the flaws of kids in a way..  If we can't fix it, may as well move on.  I felt it personally, too, though, and it just makes me sad anyone would care @ me, but my parents just want to hurt me and so do lots of people I see.  They are good people, but I do go insane and have to figure it out as a mistake.  She was talking @ the flaws of girls in Hollywood.  She thinks she's like everyone else in dedicating herself to the flaws that is my generation and myself.

I can already feel it coming.

I can already feel it coming.  I'm into Chloe S. and Helena Bonham Carter is finding that taking all of Tim Burton's attention isn't working.  She's younger, though, or the same age.

Leave..

You all think my friends are so good for being mean to me.  Well, I shall leave and you shan't get me.

Feelings

I figured it out.  People say people from Florida are wrong just because they are jealous.

Not the It Girl

May as well not shove me in other people's faces, cuz I only do the right thing and I talk about feelings and gossip.  I may get my chance if you don't ruin it.  In something good.

Boston in the Dirt Still

Everything seems to go with my friends.  Chloe S. designed dresses and dressed in like an old prarie dress at age 23.  My friend from Boston was big on being in the dirt, too.

I must let you know I grew out of that ^hiatus^.

Don't get me wrong.

I was just wondering why.  It is babyish.  Guess I should stop there.  Sometimes, people talk too much.  They don't even know if there will be anything left to talk about later.

Stupid Stupid

Why do you baby stupider people?  Not saying it @ anyone.  Is being babied a good thing?  Wow.  Wonder how this works.  Anyone interested?  I just wanted to know about not listening to smart people, even if they are young.  You know what you're doing or you don't.  But you know.

So

You all think Ellen is a baby.  Who else can we talk to then?  Like, name a good match.
Forum

Punching

We all just sit her and calculate her pleasure.  What do her Tweets do for her?

Does the word "pleasure" insult you?

I'm convinced.

Ellen just is mean as strict.

So..

Can anyone tell me why Ellen is silently strict?  She doesn't ever talk @ feelings.  Well, that's what my talk show will be based on, in fact.

So?

Why shouldn't we talk @ Ellen?  She doesn't say much actually.  She's only on Twitter and Tweets on Facebook.  Who wants to feel that a 55 year old is a baby to them?

Do I need to put a ban on my blog?  How?  I don't have the technology.

Oh, yes.

I said she was emotionally smart.  She isn't adept online with a displayed cruel sense of humor to the merciless.

Problem

What if I think I can say what I want and you do something to punish me like I'm a kid and you tell me what to do..  I can't even make a point about a problem.

I guess..

She done away with it.

Taalk!

I said something @ Ellen not knowing how to talk, but I can't find it.  She's always like the baby.

What I Rilly Rilly Wan'

I feel I was made for people to think I want what I don't want..compared to what's done with others my own age.

I was wondering..

So, I just watched a video of Sarah Brightman in concert.  Haven't seen anyone else following along.  It's fun but makes me bewildered.  I am also looking up other stuff as we speak and need to clean my room and settle down, will want to watch more later, you can see the red videos with "The Phantom of the Opera!"

All There Is in Life

Don't you wanna see a girl born in 1991 go hysterical over ^the bottle^?  That's why I have a trash family?  No.  We're just different, have something you want.

Why do older kids seem like a tool, those born in the 1970s?  When did they really experience it all?  They are so there for us kids with parents born after 1950.

The Youngest White European

I hereby decree my cousin wants to think she wants to be more European and put on a display as the youngest though she doesn't communicate much in front of me.

Monopoly?

If you're good you collect $200 and pass GO.

What I WANT

What's all this right and left Christina I wasn't from a farm!  Well, I wanted a neat farm!

Cont.

My mom tried to hurt my *** sacks and my dad didn't at 1 point, too.  Don't remember all details.  Why does something always happen when I eat?  Orlando is stale.  I should not stick out.  Also, it might be for Ellen, thinking my twitching is not okay because it's about me and not about her.  How does that make sense?  She lets Bella do that.  Maybe, if she does that all the good people are really bad!

Hurt

My parents were bothering me cuz they are scared of Johnny Depp and me not watching "The Lone Ranger" cuz I was in the hospital.  I just didn't get around to renting it.  I never get around to a lot of things.  My mom even tried to o***** my male part.  It is hard to hold it and I feel a pulse.  I will not accept any punishment from anyone, even if I k*** someone.  Other people would still love me.

People

Chloe Moretz must know this Chloe: link.

..She's also "-it girl" or something, how she said it.  They were teasing with her for fun.

Talking

So, if Ellen doesn't talk to me, I mean why would I have to talk to someone else?  I need someone to really talk to which has nothing to do with her.

My Wish

That I could take the modeling offer from Miami where they'd let me exercise and eventually infiltrate me into movies.  My only hope now is Adventure films.

How I Feel

I don't feel spechal anymore.  I was used, like Johnny Depp.

You know, it's a good thing, but maybe you won't like that things are for the teens now.  They are not as tested.

Ex er cise

Jogged @ 45 min. and did a couple minutes of floor workout.

Messed Up

Well, now Ellen is apparently moving on to bigger and better things.  She keeps tearing people apart.

What I Found There

I found out from my peers Ellen is against me.

I want to be the 1 that shines.

Age

I also find Bella Thorne acts like she's Ellen DeGeneres to other teens, but she's not.  Like she's kinda controlling and thinks we have to make our Twitter after her.

She's not cuz she's not trying to be that way, in a way I mean.  It's not that she can't if she wants to.  ?:  I just was wondering @ how she acts like we're doing something wrong..

My Case in Point

I have the right to complain.  Things aren't as much about me with Bella around, and it isn't healthy.  May as well not watch Ellen, in that case.

Problem

I think people are playing with me, like I wanted pizza today and we're also having something else out, but I wanted some more American food.  We usually eat out cheap @ Costco sometimes on weekends and my dad just likes to get pizza and has sometimes hot dogs, so.  And there was no movie I wanted to see.  We don't go to church for a certain reason but would if we could.  I think if there's soemthing wrong with the b**** there's something wrong with the pup.  Life is not a mathematical formula.  I just feel things strike me as a punishment or something unnecessarily bad I hope.

I wonder if..

..Bella Thorne likes LA.  Do you?  Well, okay Ms. Fort Lauderdale.  :)

Conclusion

Pennsylvanians today are stuck up and phony.  Why so funny?.. That's a personal reason, but there is a reason.  They just want to know you didn't make it, but if they attack you then they are wrong.  I did not attack them.

Why did I say that?  They are very irritating or hard to understand completely.  It was supposed to be a funny joke that was true.  Actually, to uphold their dignity, I happened to have to go there and I found it very nice, thought of Jackie Evancho then before we went to her concert.

When they come out in public, these sorta people are like.. "hi."  "Hi."  How am I supposed to understand what it's like to be from there?  I can kinda see.

Mobile

may or may not post

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What's Obvious

I make it sound like I deserve more than I should accept.  What if I said Portia is spoiled?

A Success

*gum comes out of factory machine*

I know Ellen is just mad for any turmoil, so that's why she's got Bella - because the world always was wrong to me and made it impossible to succeed at all in a way.

Eureka!

I realized what was wrong.  Bella does not want to see me as in any way at all that exists the good 1.  Like the goody-good with Ellen.  Maybe, in some way she'd have to act like that's what she thinks.  You know, she's far from being flawed as a schizo, definitely not, why would Ellen like her?  (Yes, I was called that here.)

Good and Bad : Princess and Ugly..

I fear people want me to be the bad guy too much.

Harder

She knows I will never ^forgive^ her and let her be with who she wants.

Why I Said That

I'm back.. Well, I imagined Ellen felt bad prostrating herself for Bella and insulting me by pushing me away as a display.

IMHO (In My Humble Opinion)

I think Bella is not as big and close a fan as I am.  She just wonders if she gets "what" she wants that's prestigious.  Most people encourage my following Ellen.

Gossip

Bella is an outlandish girl on the inside who reprimands those older than her such as myself and hooks onto people no one is allowed to hook onto.  If someone gets close as the prize, she wants in.  She's really just a sweet girl soaking in the attention, but she can't seem to stop being mean at the same time.  I am not here to be the robot.  I would have to figure out what's up by and by more.

- Not? - Being Mad

If I'm mad @ someone I don't do anything but can't seem to be able to actually ignore them.  It would hurt them I found so I stopped.

Staying Safe

If I tell someone to stop something they will do something worse.  I'm hiding.

Funny

Why does she need to hurt me?  I'm not just another person.  What she did was she pretty much dug into my personal profiled information online.

O Kay !

I just imagined Ellen nodding off like when she was a baby at all the suggestions I made at her.  I just posted Ellen does such and such, not, "Stop it, Ellen."  Why?  Because not only does she have a reason but it concerns me to a certain degree.

Cutting a Relationship

Do you think people who cut a relationship have a ^problem^?  They must not be big on being online, like having a public blog and talking things out, though some people are very pushy shovy in chat rooms.  These people think talking is something people Tweet out in small quantities.

Facts

Do you like when the answer is just stating an unkind goal not based around facts?

Being in Trouble

People put you in more trouble for being younger?  So they go by not just your action but "what" you are?

Question

Ellen, why do you just treat younger kids good in a modern way?

The Night

10 Hours of Sleep

a little over 5'1", like 1/5"

TV

Ellen Outline

Monday
Tim Allen
June 13, 1953 in Denver, Colorado, USA

Tuesday
Minnie Driver
Birth Place: London, England
Ethnicity: English, some Scottish
January 31, 1970

Wednesday
Jimmy Kimmel
Born: November 13, 1967 (age 46), Mill Basin, New York City, NYAllison Williams
April 15, 1988
Connecticut
*Irish, some German (father)
*English (mother)

Thursday
Matthew David McConaughey
Uvalde, TX
Birth Date: November 4, 1969
Ethnicity: English, Scottish, Swedish, German, Irish
Taye Diggs
Birth Date: January 2, 1971
Newark, NJ
James Blunt
22 February 1974
English

Friday
Leonardo DiCaprio
Birth Place: Los Angeles, California, USA
Date of Birth: November 11, 1974
Ethnicity:
*Italian, German (father)
*German, Russian (mother)
Courtney Cox
Birthplace: Birmingham, Alabama, U.S.
Date of Birth: June 15, 1964
Sara Bareilles
Place of Birth: Eureka, California
Date of Birth: December 7, 1979
Ethnicity:
*37.5% Italian (including Swiss-Italian)
*37.5% Portuguese
*12.5% French
*12.5% English and German

So

Yea, sorry @ yesterday.  Usually, I wouldn't do anything but was trying to be uppity.  I don't really agree that I am Asian or that it should be said.  I don't know why you said it, but it's probably okay..  Sometimes or usually now, I don't really care, I also try to ignore things.  I did notice that it's just something to say instead of something social, so I dunno, I mean I wouldn't do it to someone else.  I would bring up Asian depending on ^how it is^.