What's wrong with my mom.
She believes in suggestions and keeps doing it in secret message to me, like calling my future kids crap and stuff. Any time, she'll just say it. She doesn't actually even read my blog..
Monday, March 17, 2014
Something I Will Never Want
I am actually listening to "Ti Amo" now and it makes me think of families with people born @ 1960 acting dumbfounded about it being so snide and snazzy, like the person asking is more special and whatever shit comes out is all that's necessary and they have the best of times.
Because you see I said the same of Chloe Grace Moretz, born 1997. She was in Dark Shadows with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. She really is fighting for Tim Burton. She just had a few roles, and everything she did "just had to be right!"
Because you see I said the same of Chloe Grace Moretz, born 1997. She was in Dark Shadows with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. She really is fighting for Tim Burton. She just had a few roles, and everything she did "just had to be right!"
Problem
It seems like every day, something stops working or something new starts. My YouTube playlist isn't working.
I know what it is.
It's kids with dads born @ 1960. They have the popular dads. I wanna be nice to my dad, but people are pushing me not to have any mystery in this world. I'm saying we're different. We do have some things in common, but I find that with lots of people. I'd say my parents are pretty neat, pretty self-giving. People just pressure me to get too close to them for no reason.
Issue
I wanted to be happy @ my dad reading my blog, too bad @ the funny feeling, like he might try to pop out some emotion..I mean like feel like someone he's not and doesn't wanna be just to enclose and bother me, get what I'm saying, big guy not my business, mean to me since going to the mental hospital. People think I am "related" to him in desire. I dunno, we just don't have that relationship, but I still wanted to have strong relationships with others, friends. I don't have any! I don't need to be with my dad so much more but not friends. I have different desires on who I wanna be. People are not clones.
Problem
You all act like I need my parents more than you. Like I'm still a 2-year-old. I do talk to them..and live with them.
My Blog
I did invite him to go to it. I just know that he might use it against me, but he won't know what's going on and he doesn't always comment, too, anyway, but no one does. I just got a funny feeling, esp. with how things are it really messed up the thinking of this.
Question
So, my dad thinks he will keep up with my blog, but he seemed to do it in a way I didn't like. I've been sending him links to post on my forum, too, not much to comment on on my blog now. Like, I know my mom pushes me to be a daddy's girl in a way I don't like, like he's all big and ***. I don't see this happen to other people. Who's idea is this? Some annoying racially thing? What else.. Also, you can comment on my blog and forum. He didn't yesterday. So, we won't really know what he wants to think|say @ it. My mom also came in the room and gave me another annoying secret message, I think a message from someone else. She just sat and stared at me, inappropriately. People in Orlando do that, actually, but maybe in a different way.. Why do people push me to be like my parents when I'm better off how I was? Maybe, they need a taste of their own medicine, though I'm not imposing their own sin on them, just saying. It's actually quite morbid to me.
Coming Home From School
Isabelle came home from college, her 3rd year as undergrad. She was 20. Georgietta ran and jumped to her.
They all enjoyed a nice meal. The snow was cold outside, and they had to make way for a nice stay. Georgetta, 8, helped make Isabelle's bed. Isabelle had white, wavy hair, and her sister of whom she was like a mother to, as well as their own, had curly light gold locks. They had another sister and brother, who were both older.. the brother the eldest..
They had a nice 2-story cabin. Father was away at sea, and mother did all the housework. They lived in the woods and could ride into town within hours.
They all enjoyed a nice meal. The snow was cold outside, and they had to make way for a nice stay. Georgetta, 8, helped make Isabelle's bed. Isabelle had white, wavy hair, and her sister of whom she was like a mother to, as well as their own, had curly light gold locks. They had another sister and brother, who were both older.. the brother the eldest..
They had a nice 2-story cabin. Father was away at sea, and mother did all the housework. They lived in the woods and could ride into town within hours.
April Shopping
socks
-white ankle - $4
-black - $4
bras
-2 size 36A|26B - $20
-3 size 36 sports bras - $9
wig
-http://www.voguewigs.com/cowgirl-haute-forever-young-wig.html
-$42
-reddish brown
-$37
-white ankle - $4
-black - $4
bras
-2 size 36A|26B - $20
-3 size 36 sports bras - $9
wig
-http://www.voguewigs.com/cowgirl-haute-forever-young-wig.html
-$42
-reddish brown
-$37
What I mean by close..
..is he is acting like he is someone he is not nor that he even would like to be. He will not act in place of someone born in 1960 or 1970..
Problem
Tim Burton made my dad get close to me, but I am not close to him, I just like talking. Don't take that a way I don't like, you don't know me..
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