Wednesday, March 12, 2014

What'd you say..

What do you think of a person who would suggest they wanted to destroy someone's talent because of their age and suddenly be able to milk it to someone a bit younger?

Also, are kids born in 1997 more 80s successful than those born in 1987-1996?

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New Videos of Me Talking

They are amateur and winded.

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HA

Supposedly Sarah Brightman has to be better than me, but I'm already really good, and they didn't find anywhere to boost her rating.

I mean my singing voice when I'm in training like before.

New Place New Schedule

Monday 6-7
Tuesday 6-8
Thursday 6-9

Problem

People are going behind my back making shit messages.

found the next star who can sing

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Ballet

I'm going tomorrow!

Abuse

I think my dad is abusing someone.

I don't wanna bother abusing him.

And

I can afford it!  $343.

E-Mail

I'd like to be placed in the level 4 schedule.

I used to take classes here, I think at about that level.  I like the schedule because it has more time for ballet.  I'd like to start in the fall.  Currently, I am staying in shape working out and eating enough.  I don't know if you want me in a lower level, but I guess I will take a trial class when the next school year starts.  Is that okay?  I exercise regularly now.  I also sing and plan to spend my summer doing that, as well.  I am a serious performer and have had ballet at least once a week for years.

So, should I plan a trial class in level 4 when the new school year begins?  I also plan to take the Jazz/Contemporary, Modern, Pilates, and Character.

Thanks.

Problem

A new poster is on IMDb.. just bc of "what I did"

Problem

I couldn't even keep singing and they are clicking feeling outta me..

And when I post I keep getting a swirly thing as I leave and no posts shown then.  There used to be a Google share popup..

Wish Me Luck

I'm gonna sing again.  1st, I have a warmup from old lessons.  Then, a warmup book and my own set of warmups.

Old Post

Sarah Brightman

I love it! I don't know who wrote you that, but I made a private honest review of my feelings right now, which are very depressed and critically injured, but you guys might think it's funny. I wish I could be more funny now. (Only click if you want to know what I really feel now and are interested. I thought some of you might like it. It's not really bad. Edit: I don't even remember what I meant. http://20joanna14.blogspot.com/2014/03/an-honest-review.html) Anyway, cute remix, that must be the thing to do. I must have liked pop music a lot as a baby because it doesn't really leave an impression on me.

**** my parents and send them to jail!

My brother was overly compliant to my parents and they didn't care.  They're dumb.

They're just like "U hum, I wonder wut that [really] means."

Problem

I made something for Sarah Brightman and since Blogger has messed up with something sloppy that's like it.

Problem

Why is everyone so mean?  I know they are mad at things like me failing, because I was walking around.  Then, they think I was bad to e-mail my friends when they didn't e-mail back.  What am I, shit?

New Video

me being upset more sad than on display

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Problem

I can't relax with these noises.

Issue

I'm already up there, I don't need my dirt nosed dad.

Problem

They felt for a boy from England just because I hit on my bed.

More

Well, we can't listen to silly rules that hold no truth, like if something is involved it always means something, like you can't even frikkin figure it out for yourself.

Problem

These noises are annoying me.

Problem

I see that someone might do something @ being born in 1960.

Problem

bleeding where I was cut before.. just hit my bed and myself.

THEY ARE TALKING AGAIN

Problem

They wanna control me.  They keep talking.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

I'm getting shit messages.  Like someone needs it.

Problem

I'm getting irritated and want to hit something.

Problem

They were giving me annoying messages recording a video..

Now I can't feel as much.

Problem

I didn't grow up for my dad.  I feel his m****ing me.

Well

You don't have my problems.

Identity

Why don't I have 1?

An ^Honest^ Review

"There is a room
It floats above the stars
This is my home"

You sound like you wanna get away.


"It's filled with twisted light
Our prayers will speak soon
But not without words
Where I had lost you
But now I've found you
With only one word I reach you
Glowing sun"

It sounds like some people are more sensitive than others can be.


"And here you are and here you are
Now I have found you
It's time to say goodnight
How could I reach you
When you had passed me by
I said the last word
Only this one word"

It sounds like you all want everything.


"It couldn't save you from the long night
With all the brave hearts in opal sky
Glowing sunday
And in your shadows the frightened eyes
And here you are Glosoli"

Well, I didn't really like it..  :I  Go have fun.


I can't seem to look at it positively.  You just seem freely mad.

You have what you want supposedly.. like attention.

Problem

Because of someone, I keep hearing negative messages.  Like, oh, this is my chance.

Problem

People are keeping a record of me..

Problem

Someone is threatening me about where I want to sing like in public.  Why?  I am already a singer!  What do you mean I did something all of a sudden?  And I had to type this out.

Problem

No one will stop trying to assimilate me as shit like my dad.  That's not nice to him, too.  I am a completely different person, I dunno @ you....  I don't think it really should be thought of as a problem to begin with!

Me

New Lame Video of Me Talking like a few minutes

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Problem

I have to worry @ people watching me in private.  I cannot recover.

Problem

The police won't help me.

Problem

THESE PEOPLE ARE ANNOYING

Problem

My dad simply put shit on.  He was upset, he just ^touches it^.

Problem

If it weren't for certain people in my life, none of this would be a problem!  You didn't figure anything out!

Problem

My dad thinks he can be in my life and affect me.  You just keep letting him know @ me privately when he should not be in my life cuz I'm really smart and he's really mean and careless.

Problem

You're just a beast with no control.

Problem

My parents are sending secret threats to other people!

Problem

I'm not singing for bread.  I need bread now!

Problem

They won't shut up.

My dad passed me and my pr***** felt more flabby.  I was gonna sing and already worked out and am not sure what to do.  I was complaining @ being kicked outta singing @ Loyola.  And Ellen wanting to talk @ stupid stuff, like telling my dad to make my pr***** flabby.

Problem

They are watching me closely and making ridiculous noises that sound really tacky.  They won't stop obsessing over my Gramma's mistake @ me.

Problem

They won't leave me alone and keep calling me shit and say someone else said it.

Wasn't Bothered

I wasn't too bothered @ the drawer slamming, but it seemed sarcastic.

I am upset @ what was said, too.  I feel people are always around me, making fun of me.  I should just go to bed after I eat.

Problem

YOU can't even be in my life.

Problem

They won't shut up.

Problem

They are telling me I have to be with someone I don't wanna be with!  Just go and lie all day!

Problem

I'm tired of your *** analyzing me so I'm gonna tell that I thought my mom was shit automatically.  I never did this before Tim Burton ruined my life..

Situation..

..My mom closed the drawer by my girl sac really loud and lately I haven't even been sure if that's the girl 1.

Good Girl

I had cereal for breakfast, jogged, and then showered.  Now, I am gonna do my singing or eat lunch.

Also, I Think..

And if you just asked me, I think you only protect people for your own self statement of being better than everyone else.  You make a whoopin' deal over it.

I can't seem to get that boy outta my head, the 1 with the tape on parts of his body who was murdered on Facebook I saw.  I feel like I have to type like bandages.  How can anyone think of something so gross?  People in colored countries of that nature don't seem to have it good, but what country is it?  Like, they seem to be fascinated with disgusting ways of looking at the body.  White people have looked at me like that, but I also look at them like that but in a different way.  They go ranging like a wild animal that they have to be #1.

Apology

I am very sorry what passed through my head in my morning jog.  Some people didn't care @ what was on my mind and sounded like they said Viet.  I proceeded and felt upset and more people had attacked.  I even took a different route today.

I do think it is *** to ask me to go back and think @ it, though.

I am sorry if you didn't like me posting @ seeing something cruel and honestly disgusting on Facebook.  This is my blog, and I will write what I will write, though.  There's nothing wrong with what happened to me.  I just can't seem to escape my problems.  I will probably make a special list of people to follow on Facebook again.

Mobile

may or may not post

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Mobile

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Problem

I am upset that people are still picking on me for throwing a water bottle around my room when I Was upset, with no one home, but they can tell.  I was upset and hit my table, too, when my dad was home and irritating me.  You think you've just collected $200 and passed go, but you haven't.  That's just a healthy way of letting out anger, but it is damaging.  Also, you shouldn't be bothering someone.  Also, I am not always respected, these days.  It's just sick to see.  Things were gonna go well, and ^it^ is not for you to decide to prolong your nasty period like chess or Checkers.  And you can't infuse lies on me on how things are to go.  This is no good, you just testing me all the time.  I'm not just a happy-go-lucky freak.  I can't even understand you ruining 1 of my days and making me feel blue.

Ugh!

Laundry - want sleep

WO HO

I am so sorry must have been tired my mistake .. I forgot there was a "thing" @ English accents being shallow, impolite - NAH

BUT I can help

I'm not going, again.

My stomach is bloated.  I can feel, it hurts.

Notable Facebook Post

Sarah Brightman

I was surprised when I tested myself, I was all shaky when I was older in high school about to do a solo in church chorus. No one cared all that much, maybe my teacher was holding me. In Master Classes, I probably shook and wasn't worried @ messing up tho. Strange at the jury I remember 2nd semester singing that in front of the adults made me in such a sensation like I'd just sung in front of a great crowd and my whole body felt like it was flying.

Lots of people are here to help you. I think you have it better than me right now, but I know in cases like this things change -for me! You were responsible for your voice and didn't second guess yourself where inappropriate. Just get rid of the problem when you have 1, like me, depending on the situation.

I want to give the world a sacrifice of 1 more singer, me. I don't think I will ever fully give up the talent.

You are a beautiful singer and gift to the world! You aren't alone, Sarah, there are people here who want to touch you and help you! Thank you for posting your quote and the beautiful photo. It's so much fun to read what your fans have said!

Problem

People younger than my dad or my mom want to help me, but people think since my dad is older that I should only get that from him.  I mean, that's my mom.

I know why..

..I had candy for breakfast.

2 Mothers 2 Daughters - ***

There were 2 beautiful girls who loved 1 another so much.. 1 was the baby, Bella Thorne.  Her big sis Christina loved her so much, but she was usually with her 2 mommies.  Now, Bella is more like her mommy Sarah, and Christina is a twin to Ellen in some ways sometimes.  There were also orphaned kids who came by with whom Ellen shared a great interest.  Christina loved all the visiting people, like witches and warlocks.  Christina in this situation in her life sensed that Sarah, while with her baby Bella, spent time concerned over her in the silence because she was in the same family.  Christina worried @ it, I mean it made sense to her in this queer world, but that was not how the world was made to be, with problems.  Bella was with Ellen sometimes still but not a lot.  She was controlled by Sarah.  Christina helped in the home while Ellen was gone and went off herself at night, like a night fairy.

So

Bella Thorne on Twitter must be lonely.  I hope my depression does not catch.  I need to get my singing down and start going around performing.  I found someone I could call who could record for me etc. or maybe perform with me, if I find the right # again, which I probably should.  Someone should know.  I should sell all my songs as CDs on iTunes, 1st.  The next goal is to improve singing since there's nowhere to perform.

Sad

Depressed things I do can't be fixed.  Just a bad chance.  Some things put me in line when I realize they're wrong.

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The interesting part goes from 26:13 to the end.  It'll start there automatically.

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