Saturday, March 8, 2014
More Apologies, of Course
I've apologized. Sorry for anything nasty that popped up. Sorry for the spam and to someone else the anger. I guess I wasn't feeling well. They have their own lives, I thought. I don't think I went too bad, just was being creative or specific. Still, sorry, should not have done any of this, am left with no BFFs, neither..
Sad and Mad
Oh no, what have I done? I just meant it seems that Sarah is a really good singer but not necessarily sounding racially superior all the time, like she turns off. I mean, it's okay, didn't wanna bring it up, but I think other people would find it important to notice, like she seems shy and inhibited is what I was trying to say.
I don't like things like this coming up. I've been told my held notes sound black, I feel. That's not nice to black people!
Think of a world where what I said was okay. I just meant a few parts. I dunno, I know there's more than what meets the eye. Like, my dad turns on to her in a different way.
I should not have said this. I am terribly sorry. Go ahead and whip me.
I don't like things like this coming up. I've been told my held notes sound black, I feel. That's not nice to black people!
Think of a world where what I said was okay. I just meant a few parts. I dunno, I know there's more than what meets the eye. Like, my dad turns on to her in a different way.
I should not have said this. I am terribly sorry. Go ahead and whip me.
Rant I thought of from IMDb..
What's the thing @ people born it the late 50s?? I will never bow down to teenagers in that way. Drew Barrymore could have been Ellen DeGeneres's daughter and Sarah Brightman. Now, I just have to see if we have to worry @ people born in 1970? They're pretty fast paced, though. I guess they think that there is a difference for people born after 1960 collectively as a coping mechanism. If younger kids get them, no reason we can't, and vice versa. It's just a fact you have to accept!
What do you think of..
Sarah Brightman? Unaccepting, pushy?
Well, if you like her yourself is okay but not just to steal her from other fans.
Well, if you like her yourself is okay but not just to steal her from other fans.
^Going Away^
I guess I will go away if everyone thinks I'm bad. I've been teased I'm dumb not to know that. Hm.. I don't start cursing for no damned reason..
Making Fun of Me
This is just leading me into other things. People seem to ruin my chances at life in Orlando. I have no privacy.
Queen Esther
She was a normal Jew adopted by a famous man in the Bible as well named Mordecai. The king's wife was too show-offy and was naked in his presence, when even the wife needed special permission to be in his presence.. Esther was chosen as Queen. The king said she could have something and she chose to free her people or Mordecai I think. Not sure if anything else happens. Esther was her adoptive name as Queen.
Story Time
There was a troupe of singing girls with a mama. The younger girls had to be careful. The older 1s were more adventurous and strangely therefore needed an eye kept upon. Some were 15 and thought it was old! They didn't have their britches about them, though, as you'd imagine. One of them begged their mama to dance oh so often. Finally, they settled in to a place where they fit. There were lots of people visiting in the living area, while some of the younger girls hid in their room. So, the mama person came in and picked the youngest 1 up and went to the drawing room where she tried to talk to her. Mama had secret favorites.. 1 that was pretty young and an older 1, too. The girl who was pretty young was Christina and she walked to the creek and lay with her fingers drawing in the water, waiting for a fish to catch. Some other lively girls came out, with curls in their hair and bonnets on their heads and boots on their feet. Christina was dressed as well. "Mama," said 1 girl. "Someone." A lady came and said, "What is it?" "When can we go to the fair?" She had freckles in her face looking up and sun bleached white highlights in her hair. "Very soon, my darling! Very soon!" Christina went in to change and got her dress buttoned up. She was only 12, and the youngest was 7. Her name was Bella, and she was a favorite, as well. She took her hand and they went to the caravan, where they waited for the others.. They made camp. Christina had to keep Bella from exploring, and she went and sat with her mama. "Ah!" Christina shrieked. She looked in front of her and loved wolves but darted back at the fire. The men warded off the wolf. They set a fire all around the camp. The men caught fresh fish. "Yum!" Finally, a festival by the beach. Christina explored the beach then came back to have fun. Christina saw 1 lady putting her arm around a 15-year-old. Bella was with some other girls her age. Christina sat on the shore of the beach. Eventually, Mama came and said, "Chris - ti - na," in a soft feminine voice, "What are you doing?! Ha ha!" She carried her away, 1st flipped her up on her back then .. There was another little girl, her mama picked her up and carried her on her breast supporting her legs since she could. The ride home was fun. The mama came and saw the boys telling all the girls ghost stories in the dark. Some were frightened and ran to her. They all went to bed. Finally they arrived back and life commenced as it had.
Quote by Me Now
I am not a sinner, I am a sin - but not of my parents
I have horns so "lookwhatIcando!"
I have horns so "lookwhatIcando!"
Inspired
There was a baby named Bella, and her mother was Sarah, a beautiful young maiden who lived among flowers and in town surrounded by farmland.
There is a girl named Christina, who also has a baby of her own, named Charlotte.. I just noticed the similarity in the names. Christina found it fascinating simply how much Sarah and Bella looked the same, really. Other people found it odd and strangely shunned away. Christina was allowed to enter their beautiful home, while her baby lay asleep at home in her crib. Christina went about, and someone started talking about them. Christina had no option but to listen and tried to ignore it when she was busy getting her food and stuff. Anyway, they said that Sarah had her child in sin. "What?" thought Christina. "I know that's the only thing they could indicate. Whatever do they mean, though? I think not! It's perfectly fine! Everyone goes off and marries and has a kid sometime, and she was married."
Christina walked home and sadly looked at Charlotte, wondering why no one cared.
Christina thought more about how rude those people had to be. People are always so rude or risque if they are good usually it seemed. She thought of old times in school with friends and courting, not much of which she did. She realized something.. She realized that some people based their lives on getting away from her because of her race having white Chinese, which was supposed to be accepted and for other things besides which are of little importance to try and discuss. Christina lay on her bed crying knowing Charlotte was even more of an issue and a real sin, perhaps as she was. She thought of other well-known people who ^used^ their kids supposedly really in the wrong way. They were bossy and got their way for being white. She still didn't believe the other baby to have any problems. She knew of the husband as a fine yet fickle gentleman, and the mother promised never to have another baby and keep this child forever, though. Christina felt somewhat orphaned. She went off to see relatives in the summer and was away busy with school all year, along with eating and drinking.
What did she think of most people when they did what they did, though? She tried to not care what other people thought. She retreated to her own world and for some reason went back to the issue that no one loved her, no one liked her, even a bit, it seemed. No one went to parties that she could attend. She used to look up to Sarah, but she retired to being a stay at home woman for the most part, like herself. She got the message clear no one wanted her and took Charlotte and tried to achieve her own fortune. There was another lady, too, though, who seemed to be up and down, fun like a clown. She wasn't mad but seemed like nothing was ever about her really and people didn't really talk to her anymore. They thought they had contended with her. She was most irritated @ how she got upset it seemed and people found out and wouldn't trust her, though they all had their issues of getting mad in public and in front of others. She could just see that no one wanted her and grew tired of having any interest and wondered if she also didn't matter in any way. If people were mad at her for being Chinese, it made her very mad and emotionless. She didn't act like she wasn't white|European. She knew there was some mistake. Usually, she'd have an answer. That answer was she was right all along there is no problem and that we can't all be robots all the time, no one is a symmetrical ^case^ of a person. She wondered if she was expected to support others who got something that they liked while possibly she was being used for some reason. She didn't know what all she could do to win the world. People said she messed up because she was part Chinese, and that was horrific and she decided to leave that city and put Charlotte up for adoption. She wasn't sure if that was the way to end it all and brought Charlotte with her, someone to guide and mold and give a little tickle to in the morning sun. Anyway, she would still come and visit but found a bigger city. In the new town, it was a fresh beginning with stuff for her to learn. She was sometimes violent as a child but not anymore. She had permanently worn herself with exercise. She knew of Sarah's family and felt that she insulted her child. She could not take "an eye for an eye." She wanted only pleasing things. There just seemed to be a line that was crossed, perhaps supposed to be an ice breaker of a twisted 2-sided joke. She just knew that she felt a sad, empty feeling that might not go away. She knew that she was not loved, and the people she knew knew that, too. In this case, it might be okay, but it seemed to trigger a response. It seemed that people wanted to punish her. Fine, then, that's why she left. It seemed that other people could be treated better and that more people would love them for it.
There is a girl named Christina, who also has a baby of her own, named Charlotte.. I just noticed the similarity in the names. Christina found it fascinating simply how much Sarah and Bella looked the same, really. Other people found it odd and strangely shunned away. Christina was allowed to enter their beautiful home, while her baby lay asleep at home in her crib. Christina went about, and someone started talking about them. Christina had no option but to listen and tried to ignore it when she was busy getting her food and stuff. Anyway, they said that Sarah had her child in sin. "What?" thought Christina. "I know that's the only thing they could indicate. Whatever do they mean, though? I think not! It's perfectly fine! Everyone goes off and marries and has a kid sometime, and she was married."
Christina walked home and sadly looked at Charlotte, wondering why no one cared.
Christina thought more about how rude those people had to be. People are always so rude or risque if they are good usually it seemed. She thought of old times in school with friends and courting, not much of which she did. She realized something.. She realized that some people based their lives on getting away from her because of her race having white Chinese, which was supposed to be accepted and for other things besides which are of little importance to try and discuss. Christina lay on her bed crying knowing Charlotte was even more of an issue and a real sin, perhaps as she was. She thought of other well-known people who ^used^ their kids supposedly really in the wrong way. They were bossy and got their way for being white. She still didn't believe the other baby to have any problems. She knew of the husband as a fine yet fickle gentleman, and the mother promised never to have another baby and keep this child forever, though. Christina felt somewhat orphaned. She went off to see relatives in the summer and was away busy with school all year, along with eating and drinking.
What did she think of most people when they did what they did, though? She tried to not care what other people thought. She retreated to her own world and for some reason went back to the issue that no one loved her, no one liked her, even a bit, it seemed. No one went to parties that she could attend. She used to look up to Sarah, but she retired to being a stay at home woman for the most part, like herself. She got the message clear no one wanted her and took Charlotte and tried to achieve her own fortune. There was another lady, too, though, who seemed to be up and down, fun like a clown. She wasn't mad but seemed like nothing was ever about her really and people didn't really talk to her anymore. They thought they had contended with her. She was most irritated @ how she got upset it seemed and people found out and wouldn't trust her, though they all had their issues of getting mad in public and in front of others. She could just see that no one wanted her and grew tired of having any interest and wondered if she also didn't matter in any way. If people were mad at her for being Chinese, it made her very mad and emotionless. She didn't act like she wasn't white|European. She knew there was some mistake. Usually, she'd have an answer. That answer was she was right all along there is no problem and that we can't all be robots all the time, no one is a symmetrical ^case^ of a person. She wondered if she was expected to support others who got something that they liked while possibly she was being used for some reason. She didn't know what all she could do to win the world. People said she messed up because she was part Chinese, and that was horrific and she decided to leave that city and put Charlotte up for adoption. She wasn't sure if that was the way to end it all and brought Charlotte with her, someone to guide and mold and give a little tickle to in the morning sun. Anyway, she would still come and visit but found a bigger city. In the new town, it was a fresh beginning with stuff for her to learn. She was sometimes violent as a child but not anymore. She had permanently worn herself with exercise. She knew of Sarah's family and felt that she insulted her child. She could not take "an eye for an eye." She wanted only pleasing things. There just seemed to be a line that was crossed, perhaps supposed to be an ice breaker of a twisted 2-sided joke. She just knew that she felt a sad, empty feeling that might not go away. She knew that she was not loved, and the people she knew knew that, too. In this case, it might be okay, but it seemed to trigger a response. It seemed that people wanted to punish her. Fine, then, that's why she left. It seemed that other people could be treated better and that more people would love them for it.
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