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How Younger Kids Are

If you let younger kids be how they are why get upset at me for wanting that?

TV

Machines

Kids today are made machines to attack mixed raced kids and young adults.

Addicted

Lots of people like watching Ellen DeGeneres.  I used to watch "The Secret Circle" and didn't matter to me if I was online @ it but was..

Needs

I need to visit my Gramma, maybe why she came down, more laundry to finish.  Dried stuff to fold, a full load which I can't do tonight.  A rack of ironing in my old bedroom.  Like 3-4 more baskets.

Heyy

Bella must be busy, Bellarinas..  8|

How To..

My scientific theory is to leave.  I can't do that here.

Weird

Saying someone is bad who is hurting you isn't bad.  What can I say?  People are hurting me is also bad?  The messages are piercing.

So?

If you all don't want Ellen give her to me.

Problem

Someone is leaving the Soapbox.

Better

My cramp seems to have gone.

Problem

What if all the famous people didn't post online cuza yer dad?

I think

my parents are awkward about affection, but I am not..

Problem

I should not be being punished.  You all treat me bad.

Problem

I got mad again..  Am I being punished for talking @ Bella in a cruel and unusual way?  I was so mad I hit my head like I saw someone do.

What I Want

More teenagers who watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Apology

I am mad and was but I thought of something of someone..  I felt so bad.  I should just stop this.

Wow

Make me feel bad for a slip and threaten me for posting it online.

A Low Life

That's what you get for following and punishing me for nothing.

Again

I don't agree with saying you did something that is worse than Ellen just to feel on top of OTHERS.

I was respected like her.

Eating

Making a burger, need to lie down!  Ow!

Mad

Each day, I am more and more irritated.  It is not my place to blame Ellen as it would make her unhappy more.  However, I think she did it..  what's irritating me is little things my dad does and my mom's constant annoying sort of fire.  She keeps at me like it's a sport, I swear to God.

Aching Cramp

My dad was playing around with me and this happens..

Chores

Laundry - Fold
Laundry - Dry
New Laundry - Wash and Hang
Laundry - Iron
Laundry - Hang

I don't..

..want other special people to go away in my life because of my dad.

Knowing My Dad

I seem to be able to know about him well.  I try to identify with him, BUT THAT MAKES YOU MAD AS WELL.

Get Something Straight

Why do people want me close to my dad?  My dad is not my type.  That's why I like those not in my family.  My mom is a bit closer, but she's not European.  Why does it make you so mad if I get close to someone else?

Upset

It's just too much.  I have my female thing, too.  It's cold, etc., etc.  My stomach feels bloated.  I don't have the right size.  Today is laundry.  I got my new striped shirts in from Sears.  1 red 1 blue.  It's like a 3/4 sleeve cardigan.

Problem

They keep insulting me.

Problem

Ellen, you just hurt me in private.

This is not okay.

Every day I wake up to insults.

Annoying

So, what, now are we just sloppy?  Who would test me against someone all Northern|British European??

Problem

They won't stop the messages.  They are lying.

So

Ellen, did you break my camera on my phone to punish me?  I am 27 and I was mad.  People were irritating me again.  I have nothing.  I am always being bothered and even when I'm having fun often.

I think it started..

.."it doesn't mattet" my dad dripped paint like dalmatian spots on my floor.

Yes, it is a mixed feeling trying to pleasure up others and not me and I don't wanna be too close to my dad all the time.  If you need to know more, I mean I like him in a certain way.. why would that be something you'd want me to say now?

Problem

I know why Ellen is so arousing and my mom so cross.  You guys are all acting uppity like something big is happening when people are all mean to me..  I'm perfectly relaxed and accepted by Tim Burton in 1 way.  You aren't.  He is the 1 who made things like this.  I can chose to turn on for something if I want, but I don't do anything worth much, like say succeeding enough|okay and taking care of myself as a high schooler.

If Ellen wonders what I said @ her in particular, I said it trying to say something neutral but something that happens.  Oh no someone made my word skip real fast and now I'm mad again..

Problem

AjNNOPYHING CLICKS

Exercise

I did butt + biceps I think.  Like 7 minutes.

Problem

My mom is being mean.  *Beep*

Treatise

I cannot respect the people of this experiment cuz they are being mean to me and keep acting like Kate Bush..  Did you hear?  They're being mean!

11 hours of sleep