Sunday, March 2, 2014

Question

Why are people so wild @ things being asymmetrical popularity-wise?  The think it makes them English, things that are atypical is all.

Problem

My dad made fun of me @ where I go to the bathroom and now I have to push and it doesn't push like it used to.  Who needs him?  (I do care @ him.. don't get me wrong!)

Problem

People are acting funny @ me being Chinese.. and think that I think I'm all that.  And that I can't be a cool person.

People used to act like I was all that, and I recoiled.  WHAT DO YOU WANT!-

Problem

My dad is g** and doesn't always have something positive to offer.  He encourages me to not be a way that people will like me.

Well

I should se Gravity cuz Sarah Brightman is going into sPaCe.

R E S P E C T

If you know all about me, why do not you respect me?

Guess

Ellen is just a sputtering robot.  Don't take it the wrong way.  I mean, she always has something to say and can't keep it in cuz she knows ^what^ someone will tell her.  She's crazy.

Problem

People are bugging me.  You have nothing on me.

WATCH OUT

I better get my butt to doing singing and dancing.  They are playing Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory.

So

Don't expect someone will give you anything.

Danger

So, be stupid, and Ellen will take care of it?

What It's All About

I took a walk, and I found from someone I was walking with that it's about who you know, not just plain old fame..

Question

I'll never be perfect if I'm never treated perfect.

You know..

..the Harry Potter song on the Oscars sounded like a classical song..

Well

You don't know how old my mom is.

Question

Bella, do you like this?

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Sad

Sitting here waiting a day for my voice to recover and to use easier recording.

Interesting

Ellen is feeding them pizza.  Oscars.  :)  What do you think?

A Reminder

Tim Burton reminds me why I got into film.

Answer + Question

Yes, I also wanted to act like people born in 1950, so if you didn't you lose.  What did you program the kids born in 1997 to do?

New Videos

Me Playing

Well

Someone suggested they'd m.. my baby @ the Oscar's.

Question

Why does my aunt keep bothering me through secret messages through others?  Why do I get these suggestive messages?  I blame Tim Burton.

I'm in the process

of getting my transcript sent to a college that didn't get it 2 or 3 times I asked where I failed probably from depression.

Mobile

may or may not post

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Wow

Ellen is captivating to you all accepting creatures.

Not Fun

Already, Meryl Streep..admitted she was a racist.  TMI
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Story (cont.)

"Mom," said Bella.  "What is it, my only ever daughter ever?"  "When will we visit your older sister, Aunty Sarah!"  "Today!"

All the girls but Christina were presnt in the house with Mama S. Absent.  They were posed on the sofa.

Christina was having an adventure walking through a stone castle until she saw a ghost and screamed.
So, no hard feelings..?

Story

There was a beautiful lady named Ellen with a beautiful baby girl named Bella.  Bella was 17.  There was another lady named Sarah Absent.  An older sweet lady named Susan lived alone but came over to help and entertain mainly..  Sarah A. was allowed to cuddle her children she had: Hayley (26,) Scarlett (17,) Chloe (17,) and Christina (30.)  She was only 45..and she had such beautiful children.  Now, Bella means beauty, and she got Christina's jealous eye.  Christina was American and hung out in the American side in the grass with the sun shining sharply on them, the grass, and water below.  She hung out with some younger girls.  "Oh, mama," she demonstrated, "Je t'aime, maman."

Story

There was a lady named Ellen and she had a kid named Bella.  Her sister Sarah had no kids but loved Bella dearly.  There was a troupe of girls consisting of Christina (28,) Hayley (26,) Scarlett (18.)  Bella was 17.  Christina focused on what was in the house and peeped through her dark shawl like she knew she was related.

The girls were sitting on a bank 1 day, and Ellen came in.  Hayley dipped her toes freely into the creek and looked back.  Oh, there was another little 1 age 18 named Chloe.  She was weaving her fingers through the weeds.  "What is it, Ellen?" asked Chloe..  "Do you all want to live with us?"  "Oh, yes!" said Christina, who took care of them, though Hayley knew how to manage a farm.  "We've been looking for this opportunity."

"This home is my home..again!"

Not With Her, Joking

You all put up with Ellen, but you don't really know her.

You guys are seriously..

..sensitive.  What's wrong with me making fanfic?

The Way It Should Have Been

I planned out doing stuff for others so I could accomplish.

So..

..Why are you punishing me thinking nothing will be @ me?  I think most people don't think that.  I thought I did do stuff, for others.  What are you pushing me for?

Answer

Maybe, I will put Bella and also others in more action, but I know she asked me with an attitude.  Why not more for me?  I never had anyone treat me like this.  This is my story.  This is not about everyone in the world!  I'll figure it out, but a lotta times people don't really wnat me involved in their life.  So, we'll see what makes sense.

Well

I like having Bella around, but she needs to get out and have fun with girls her age.

Problem

I don't think you'd understand the problem.  I made a story where I got more action cuz I wrote it.

Problem

Ellen does not encourage things in me.. she's like oh well I hope you would give it to someone else.  That's not possible.  I have to live my life and be happy.  Why did she say that?  She has nothing to say.

Problem

My dad keeps thinking I have to live how he wants.  I don't see my mom under the same umbrella.  I have a freedom from my parents.

Suggestive

I found it suggestive that Ellen thinks I don't deserve anything I want in life and that if I get it I give it to Bella.

So what if I cursed?  I wasn't mean to anyone.

Apology

Sorry I've been a little hasty! Still me thinks it's rathah tasty.

Nap Not Working

I was thinking "there was something in the air, accustomed to this place.."  I was thinking that at 1st I made my way as an American in a public high school.  As time went along, I was finding myself up there in musical talent and with promises of a better life from the likes of Europe.

To Do

Clean my room, busy Monday, busy Tuesday, free the rest of the week.

Nap?

New Video

Me Singing "Castle on a Cloud" a few times

Yesterday

I thought people liked bright blonde hair.  We were told no?
Comment

Hm, that's funny.

I thought my singing was better, but the video camera isn't as good.

hurrah hurrah

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Cheer for Ellen

ra ra ra

may the festivities..begin!

(Oscars and Ellen hosting)

What I Realized

I just realized Ellen doesn't do something cuzza her race and others won't accept it, but they're the 1s she aims to please.  People just give me attention to get attention from my dad sometimes, so that's a different story.

Just Woke Up

I was embarrassed not wearing a bra and kinda went in the room like my dad usually does when waking up and I felt bad and he acted like he said I was bullshit and then, "but I said you were bullshit."  It's like he's speaking for Ellen and Sarah Brightman.  I don't care why he did what he did, but he did it.
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A Lovely Home

There was a girl in britches named Christina and she was quite a tomcat.  She had a little sister.  "Okay, let's go on an adventure, shall we?"  They ran into some pirates.  Christina picked up her little sister Jennifer.

"Now who do we have here?  I'm Jack Sparrow."  Christina almost dropped her sister but said "Hark!  I am Christina nad this is Jennifer, my sister."  "All aboard!"

Story: those who cry wolf

A Lovely Wife

There was a loverly lady named Sarah S.  She had wonderful children.  1 was named Scarlett, age 17.  Bella, 17.  Hayley, 26.  Jackie, 13.  Christina, 28.

Now, 13 is pretty young.  Baby Jackie with her golden curls tied in an 80s theme ponytail on top said, "Mooommy, why are the other girls at school so mean.."  "Because, darling, you're very little and most kids there are as old as the teacher.  You, Scarlett, Bella, and Hayley will all make it together while I stay home with Christina and keep house: washing, cooking, going to town.  I know you love having your feet dipped in the sand like all the other girls do.  It's a fantastic adventure!  Always something.  Now, sit close with mommy and I'll take you on a night outing after supper."  Christina was setting supper and having a hard time at it.  "Ma'm, when are we gonna relocate ourselves to live with the witches of Harem?"  "When the wind changes, darlling."

"Time to eat!!" said Christina.  She was the ^boy^ of the house, and everyone respected her for it.

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"Hayley, Hayley!" shouted Bella.  They were in their new home.  "Do you remember what it's like to be a baby, by any chance.."  "No, not really, but ma'm makes me feel like I was still 1."  Christina said, "Ha ha, really?"

"Oh dear," said Jackie, "It's snowing outside."  "It's okay," SS said.  "Come on," butted in Christina, "I'll go with ya."

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They were in their town home, where witchcraft was practiced.  They did incantations in order to find eternal life.

"I just heard something outside!" shreaked Bella..  "Get in the room, you're safe here!" said Christina..  So.. they.. danced-the-night awaa-aa-ay they danced the night away

It was time for the town to caravan to a huge carnival.  There were lots of things practiced there and lots of rides.  Christina loved the tunnel of love, and she went on stuff alone.  It was beyond amazing, a dream come true!..

The way back was weary for most.  Christina felt fully rested and did some exploring, figuring if they were in danger they wouldn't be there.  "Ah!"  There were wolves, so she picked her up and they related the problems in the caravan, while the men boarded off the wolves.  "Oh, I was so scared!" shreaked Bella!  "There there it's okay," said Hayley..

It must be a real problem.

The depression of people born in 1950.

I don't think I can make it.

I mean, I tried so hard to be perfect.

People are at me for lots of things, though.  It's for not writing back my cousin when I was like 8 or 9.  I just forgot, didn't mean it.  They sent such nice stationary, and my parents don't just buy me things.

What else, I said "oh no" when my dad came home cuz I didn't finish my homework and had no time to be with him.  I was just trying to be fun..

I failed school after having a sorta mental breakdown being kicked outta my majors in college.  And it was not just 1 semester..

I bought stuf with a store card.

I was mad online.

In between I now remember to include my point in case.. I was trapped in the house in my room with noises all bothering me.  I ended up spamming friends and family but with educational stuff.

I did get upset I just realized at this girl from ballet, but I mean I was just factually upset.. don't even knoe what it was.  These people were racist to me, not answering me.  They talk to their other friends.

New Video

Me Singing