Issue

I wanted to be happy @ my dad reading my blog, too bad @ the funny feeling, like he might try to pop out some emotion..I mean like feel like someone he's not and doesn't wanna be just to enclose and bother me, get what I'm saying, big guy not my business, mean to me since going to the mental hospital.  People think I am "related" to him in desire.  I dunno, we just don't have that relationship, but I still wanted to have strong relationships with others, friends.  I don't have any!  I don't need to be with my dad so much more but not friends.  I have different desires on who I wanna be.  People are not clones.