I think people are playing with me, like I wanted pizza today and we're also having something else out, but I wanted some more American food. We usually eat out cheap @ Costco sometimes on weekends and my dad just likes to get pizza and has sometimes hot dogs, so. And there was no movie I wanted to see. We don't go to church for a certain reason but would if we could. I think if there's soemthing wrong with the b**** there's something wrong with the pup. Life is not a mathematical formula. I just feel things strike me as a punishment or something unnecessarily bad I hope.