I seldom do. I'm usually good, but then I never get what I need in certain ways and then get mad. I mean, like, I'm still treated like I'm bad and so I sorta go delusional and think maybe there is a risk in the future if I don't change my ways now, but why do I take risks? I don't mean anything that bad. Sometimes, it seems wrong not to because people make you think this and this is bad when it's not!