Saturday, February 8, 2014

Hmph!

So, you don't get what I get.  I see you attacking me.  Shouldn't that have been us?  Start a generation younger.  :|  I hope you didn't cry.  Oh yes, you are loved by the Ellens.  Your age young enough to be her kid and mine more than old-fashioned seemingly- maybe just missed dunno.  I think so then you get the god par oar

Issue Here

All the shit you get encouraged to do WE were discouraged to administer and pushed aside like life was some shit..

Apology

If I hurt anyone's feelings earlier..

Strange

People sound like Ellen.

Hm

I'm not old enough for Ellen but younger people are?  Why are you associating me with 1950 only but not even?  May as well go to your grandparents.  What will you do when you find I am better but encourage it?

Mental Disorder

They don't know when someone is catching schizophrenia..

A mentally ill non-European is not cute-

Concert

When I saw Jackie Evancho, I said woo and it was really loud and reached the steege.

Pointless Question

How am I the test for kids who thought wrong was right?  I didn't do anything wrong!!

Acclaimed

That describes "Sarah Brightman."  No one knows what I did and no one ever will.  I don't have to sing to get attention.  So, do I have to wonder what Renee Fleming really thinks|is like?
fresh fish

Being Totaled

If we've been carefully totaled by our parents why then with a nurse?

I just found out.

You see people who look fake.  Put them with their kin, and suddenly they look just right.  That's how I feel @ my parents.  With my mom I succeed culturally, and with my dad, I'm just at his wing.

Me as a Baby

Why would my mom think it polite to be strict and make me shit?  Sure, I was an ugly baby, but compared to others I was probably in good shape.  My mom is athletic.  Funny my dad is athletic but not as much as my mom.

xp

OK I did it!  At least for now!
I never knew Florida was racist.
Beads of Sweat

Mrs. Frisby and the Rats of NIMH

I wish I could call the police and ask them to help me move my room.

Rearranging

I'm moving stuff @ my room w/o moving the computer right now.  I need to see the TV from different places.

Friday, February 7, 2014

Drinks

Large Cherry Slushy
Huge Raspberry Icee
Movie Theater Strawberry Smoothie
Water
2 Large Glasses of Tropical Punch

Hurt

My toilet kept flushing on my butt!  Like 5 times!  At the end of the movie, the Lego movie.  Now my sacred items are dirty with it and I even saw a commercial for Spray and Sit online..

What I Meant

Your kids like to talk like everything is trashy.  In certain places.  What else can I say, not that good, sloppy?? too casual?  Well, they also ignore me and they respected me for not being trashy.

And

I don't like getting into talking to weirdos.

MORE?

I don't want yo kids's trash treatment, it don't amuse me!

Problem

Ellen "safely" does mean things to me.  How pointless?  I have lots of talent.

Problem

I don't wanna fight..  SO LEAVE ME ALONE I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO YOU.

Something You Need to Know @..

..my gramma.

My dad drove like big shells of Ellen's toenails, like that can make him a man.  I know he thought my gramma ^knows I did it^ that I visited her but did it not to see her.  True, I don't wanna see her in Florida as much as up north like always.

Because I Know

She is a halfie.  She is 1/2 English from her dad and from her mom 1/2 Irish.  She is from England! of course but seems like she's Irish from England.  Audrey Hepburn's dad was an Irish-Enlish banker, and her mom was Dutch.  They probably grew up partly out of England, in Holland or Belgium..

Question

Do you think Europe is a joke?  I was thinking @ Kate Bush, unfortunately where she is molded a careful way but then gives it up, maybe gave up what her parents wanted, just a sweet girl, not a rebel who became more obese.  I do care.  Just telling you why I thought that in case it's really important for some reason..

A Sense of Foreboding

Do you ever get a strange feeling @ Ellen being nice?  She's probably too mad for the truth.

What Was Bothering Me

Someone told someone to hit my eye with the Main Street Electrical Light Parade rope.  That's nice to warn me, but what do I do @ it?  What?  Something sound wrong @ what I said?  It might not sound right, but it's what I said.  I don't mean it has to connect to what I said b4, and it makes sense.  It just got me mad again and it feels a bit dead.

Problems

My body has been mutilated, my face, and they said it was cuz someone kissed me there or would.  Then I got something happen from having that incident drilled in.

Why not just do it?  Why are there not many famous attractive people and esp. teens?  We'll sit back and watch, I guess, since we're obviously not meet qualifications.  :p  Which is your age itself and not how old nor young.  Who is out there for me?  Why not just leave me alone so we can all have fun??  Why?  3I

And why don't you accept who I've become aesthetically?  Think I'm a copy of other people's copies?  ':|

Bah!

Bah!  (Bye!)

Issue

Yea, my mom is messed up in private to me.  Like, all of a sudden, "Okay, what I am going to do to you."  Wtf did that come from?

Problem

No one would touch my family for being jealous.  I did make it.  I don't HAVE probLEMS

Tim Burton said no in a way to me, so what, he's Tim Burton, he's not perfect.

Also

I have to deal with my dad.  ':[  I have to deal with his problems from you, too!

Problem

You're still talking back?  In fac'?

So, what?

This was all shit?  It doesn't mean anything?

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

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Problem

They can't get me for picturing things when I'm upset.  They won't put a sock in it!!  THEY ARE TALKING TO ME WHEN I GET UPSET @ ELLEN THINK I CAN'T GET ATTENTION I TOLD YOU TO STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP

Problem

Maybe, Ellen has to stop, but I think she doesn't.

She should not make me watch the show if she's gonna quit because of me.

Sio..

I can h*** you.  I didn't, you just made me mad.

What's So Bad

She is hurting myy dad!

Issue

She's being really stupid-  Why do you keep sending it to me in the form of shredded shit??  Over and over, how the page loads, a click.  Stop lying.  It's just stupid.

I ALREADY TOLD YOU

I'M NOT BAD!  STOP ACTING LIKE YOU FOUND OUT MY MOM'S OPINION.  SHE KNOWS I DON'T REMEMBER SOME THINGS.  SHE'S NOT ALWAYS THAT COOL.

Problem

They wanna stimulate me by telling me I'm stupdi.

Problem

They keep strying to stimulate me and this is bad for me age-wise.

Problem

So what you ruining my relatives?  They were all mean.  What Ellen you wanna pipe in?  You *beep* you're so tacky.

Issue

Ellen keeps thinking she knows I'm bad or shitty.  Well that's the school's fault loud mouth or big mouth.

ISSUE

THEY ARE FOLLOWING ME AGAIN

Issue

They are trying to stimulate me.  My cousin just got online.  You're the one who's bad.  I can do whatever I want, sickos.  You don't do that to bad people!!  WTF!

Problem

There's a guy following me on Facebook trying to say I'm shitty and unattractive.

WAH

Ellen seems like a nice person, but she's mean when other people I don't know long aren't.

What That Means

That just makes Ellen a desperate person.

Problem

Ellen is having more mean stuff on her show.  It's really mean.  She had a guy say gay about my dad.  That's not okay.  I can hit stuff if I get upset if I want and I chose to do so.  I don't like doing it, though.  ':[  Gr.  Why did someone just talk to me through a click?

Weight

156.4 pounds

Woke Up

My caseworker came.  Also, I'm getting annoying noises from someone again.  I should be alone or with someone else.  Seems this is the best we can have, though.  It's so annoying, though.  Ellen keeps sending messages and I don't like to unravel them.  Maybe, I didn't.  It seems like I would..  I did like this, but usually it just seems like insults for no good reason.  Sometimes, it gets annoying, but what can you expect?  I know I wouldn't do something mean like that.  It's disgraceful.

New Videos

Disney Parade

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Nitey

Bed soon.

TV

Some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" so happy to see Channing Tatum from the NO area.
more farting

farting bc oh that's ok i'll just leave my shit in chrsitina's room

MORE SHIT

MY MOM INDICATED I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING IN LIFE
Whyd oes everyone always treat me likes

Mad

When my dad was hurt by Ellen physically.  That's not okay.  What did I say?  I said Ellen thought I was horseshit and I got called a nigger..

What's the big idea?

I was just posting @ how I felt @ Kate Bush, and now something else is rubbed in?  Is this stupid Helena Bonham Carter all over again?  Bella and Ellen.. I'm into Richard Carpenter, not Kate Bush.  He does nothing, though.  I'm watching the show now.  I post online @ it and stuff.  Who else does?  I mean participates online often?  Wouldn't I?

O Wow

I painted my room and had an interest in another person.  You think that means Idon't like l

Fine

Just give shit to all the kids born in the mid 80s with parents born in the 50s.

Problem

If I don't get Ellen, I don't want Kate Bush.  Bella knows she doesn't have to do Ellen's shit.  May as well just say it cuz it popped up later last time.  Kate Bush was born with black hair and weird buck teeth in a cute way.  Lemme guess, Bella is Caucasian.

Problem

My mom came in and made it like Kate Bush was in my life again and Bella has Ellen.  I don't wanna play yo shit games.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

Aw

It's okay Ellen if you ruined my dad, but you didn't.

Big Mistake

I think I programmed myself to death being upset over not being accepted by Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres and was nasty when my dad was sacrficed [in a car accident.]  His health or well-being.

I recorded

the Main Street Electrical Parade by taping the part with light.

Update

I even put "organist" as my Twitter.

Piano

I admit I am good at the keyboard.

A lady @ college sounded excited @ me and organ.

Also

I can't draw.  I know what real art would look like.  Most art is from people without developed talent as a kid.  I'm good at sketching out an animation but not good enough..

I can't sing!!

Can Kate Bush sing a lot of ways?  No, but she's a great person.  Same goes to Britney Spears.

Thinking to Myself and My Fellow Outcats Out There

I'm not a talented "singer."  That would be an opera diva or someone who's done nice music as a kid.

Disturbing

I listened to Kidz Bop Royals and What Does Fox Say from Ellen (Norway.)  They sounded better than me at modern pop.  Well, I mean, why for instance do all the sounds in my room sound like Kate Bush and why would you seclude me with her away from others?  You did that as a punishment.  She has something wrong with her.  She doesn't wanna take care of herself.  I do like her a lot, but you make her sound tacky and she's not that great a part of my life, Tim Burton is.

Problem

My mom acts like I actually am like my dad in a bad way.  She just thiks she can make fun of it.  I don't want to be that way.  I'm not connected to him.  You guys are being weird.

Issue

Why does my dad always have a problem?

This is trash.

I'm not putting up with shit.

I forget, but yes I do do nice things with my dad.  Stop pushing me to have *** with him!!

Problem

I am annoyed at someone randomly changing things like something like the address up top when I add something just to send me a message.

How wrong are you?

Though my dad isn't really necessarily in my life, now, I was having fun on weekends with him.  You know I was dying out there and he's still awake.

Problem

They are talking to me in my room with a machine threatening to tackily hypnotize Ellen.  What is it with you people and that submissive feeling??

Stop bothering my dad, too!

Problems

I have too many.

My dad sounded like he said "how old" @ my future kids when I came home and just said Disney was okay and went to my room, it's late, I don't wanna talk to him.  O boy, food left.  Gotta shower and hit the hay today.

What else..  I got a message from the Heavens that random, unidentified teens of today are on team Ellen and I get someone who I don't agree with in how she cares for herself, Kate Bush, but for a reason I'm mellow and supposedly unpopular.  What she does is the problems others hail to have, this has nothing to do with me, and I don't necessarily need to ever barge in on Ellen.

Zombie Be Gone

Ex er cise Ex er cise

Twitter

I updated my profile.

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Mobile Later

may or may not post

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Watching 1986 Parade

@ Disney, the night 1

They are so racist, I caught some strange communications, which were all insults, too.  Why do people pick at me!!  I think I'm just another person who looks and acts white and should not be dug into like I did something but have heritage in something rare.  See, they are just jealous of my existence.

Expecting

Howcome people expect you to do something and you do it and are the only 1 and they don't care to have fun with you?

Worried

I don't know if I'll get better.  I'm always in some sorta pain.  I think I went through getting mad, @ my dad getting in a car accident, my mom already 2 with reduced eyesight from it.

I just feel like awake|tired.  Somewhere planned to go.

Yikes!

Maybe I shouldn't have said farted.. no one in particular, just happens.  Let's just say, the thought has come up, then.

Thankful

I am thankful someone is interested in me, but I hope it's not not a nurse.

Any Case

You know, someone did something.  Maybe they just have their own world..  Maybe, they aren't actually as fake as we think.

Being Fake

I think those people did something and will become unfake.  They might need exercise and rest.

Do you care?

Do you really care what the motivation was to include Ellen in .. Twilight?

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Issue

I think my dad is acting like I don't care @ my fish.  I just got it to take care of it and let it have a part in something.  It's just a fish, it's not a person.

Weird

Now, music is ALWAYS on in the house.

Problem

1-I am trapped with people monitoring me and never communicating with me.

2-Someone thinks they can fart in here at any time.  No offense about the "word" fart.

Idea

I imagine you'd get bored of people from just 1 area.