For some reason if someone says something to me like birthday or baby, I get upset. When I thought of the words to chose from, the anger quelled. I don't want these thoughts. Why won't anyone help me? It really hurts. It's not okay. I know no one loves me in this. And if you did it to someone else, it would be important. You see, I take 1 point from each message, that someone is out to get me.