Friday, March 7, 2014

Long Facebook Post

I love how you have an official website. I wonder if soon all my activity will be plastered to my blog. Your website is so loverrly!

8I I am not a dreamer, but I am a dream ^chaser^.

You are very different, Sarah, I dream of meeting people, I dream of being a singer and dancer but am too old to chase a dream like that..

You dream of things like stars, an escape from the cruelty of the world.. I dream of privacy and being accepted by people, of having a successful career in something that changes people's moods and minds!

You have lived many a dream. You have met many people. I have experienced new things in my life all the time. I have experienced too much hardship and my own stupidity and timidity, a fear of what others can use me for, a nightmare that came true.

All people want to tell me is not to talk to you, not to talk to her, so on and so forth, just kidding.

You have done such a wonderful job on your year tour.. I am glad you are on a break and can seem to relax online even though you are a star and so world famed and loved and adored by 1 and by all.

Sarah, I have dreamed for righteousness and love only to find I am handicapped emotionally and revert to personal violence and outward aggressive behavior. I have to look around every corner..

Dreams can be shattered, but you dream of the stars above! Like a great dome.

I just wanted to tell you how much I have loved you and am ready to love you.. I hope my post was pleasing and thought-proviking

I hope my post was not too long, but I wish more people would make posts like this to you and learn to express themselves to both you and others they wish to speak with. Normal people who go online may talk to me on my blog or the forum I set up since it can be hard to keep track of comments. So, I just make this post to you in love that things for you go well and of course for others to read and enjoy, as well. :) Thank you so much Sarah for being there for all these people.. We all are waiting for you to do what you will do next! Though I know not what they know.

Just thank you so much and hope my post is okay! Beautiful site!

2 comments:

  1. This is a nice post. I like how you shared your thoughts and feelings. It is nice to learn of your hopes and dreams. I hope we can save this post. Maybe you should tell Sarah that we saw her in person. I hope she comes back on her next tour so we can see her again.

    You are getting better and better at singing.You are sounding like Sarah. Keep up the good work.

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    1. Thanks, glad you liked my posts and noticed how I was like Sarah. We shall see how I turn out.

      Yes, I will remember to tell her we saw her in person @ the Amway. I hope I can see her if she comes to Florida or Georgia. If not, then we won't for sure. It is slightly likely she will come back to this state, hopefully for her likes Miami. Miami is 3 1/2 hours away and I have no idea what day she'd come. We could sleep in and leave without staying in a hotel maybe, unless the driving's not okay at your age since you're not used to driving as much. I think a night at a hotel is only like $100, so I could pay for my room.

      About this post, it's how I used to type my feelings and what I'd become like. I am looking forward to getting more views of it. :)

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