Aw

It's okay Ellen if you ruined my dad, but you didn't.

Big Mistake

I think I programmed myself to death being upset over not being accepted by Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres and was nasty when my dad was sacrficed [in a car accident.]  His health or well-being.

I recorded

the Main Street Electrical Parade by taping the part with light.

Update

I even put "organist" as my Twitter.

Piano

I admit I am good at the keyboard.

A lady @ college sounded excited @ me and organ.

Also

I can't draw.  I know what real art would look like.  Most art is from people without developed talent as a kid.  I'm good at sketching out an animation but not good enough..

I can't sing!!

Can Kate Bush sing a lot of ways?  No, but she's a great person.  Same goes to Britney Spears.

Thinking to Myself and My Fellow Outcats Out There

I'm not a talented "singer."  That would be an opera diva or someone who's done nice music as a kid.

Disturbing

I listened to Kidz Bop Royals and What Does Fox Say from Ellen (Norway.)  They sounded better than me at modern pop.  Well, I mean, why for instance do all the sounds in my room sound like Kate Bush and why would you seclude me with her away from others?  You did that as a punishment.  She has something wrong with her.  She doesn't wanna take care of herself.  I do like her a lot, but you make her sound tacky and she's not that great a part of my life, Tim Burton is.

Problem

My mom acts like I actually am like my dad in a bad way.  She just thiks she can make fun of it.  I don't want to be that way.  I'm not connected to him.  You guys are being weird.

Issue

Why does my dad always have a problem?

This is trash.

I'm not putting up with shit.

I forget, but yes I do do nice things with my dad.  Stop pushing me to have *** with him!!

Problem

I am annoyed at someone randomly changing things like something like the address up top when I add something just to send me a message.

How wrong are you?

Though my dad isn't really necessarily in my life, now, I was having fun on weekends with him.  You know I was dying out there and he's still awake.

Problem

They are talking to me in my room with a machine threatening to tackily hypnotize Ellen.  What is it with you people and that submissive feeling??

Stop bothering my dad, too!

Problems

I have too many.

My dad sounded like he said "how old" @ my future kids when I came home and just said Disney was okay and went to my room, it's late, I don't wanna talk to him.  O boy, food left.  Gotta shower and hit the hay today.

What else..  I got a message from the Heavens that random, unidentified teens of today are on team Ellen and I get someone who I don't agree with in how she cares for herself, Kate Bush, but for a reason I'm mellow and supposedly unpopular.  What she does is the problems others hail to have, this has nothing to do with me, and I don't necessarily need to ever barge in on Ellen.

Zombie Be Gone

Ex er cise Ex er cise

Twitter

I updated my profile.

Mobile Later

may or may not post

Watching 1986 Parade

@ Disney, the night 1

They are so racist, I caught some strange communications, which were all insults, too.  Why do people pick at me!!  I think I'm just another person who looks and acts white and should not be dug into like I did something but have heritage in something rare.  See, they are just jealous of my existence.

Expecting

Howcome people expect you to do something and you do it and are the only 1 and they don't care to have fun with you?

Worried

I don't know if I'll get better.  I'm always in some sorta pain.  I think I went through getting mad, @ my dad getting in a car accident, my mom already 2 with reduced eyesight from it.

I just feel like awake|tired.  Somewhere planned to go.

Yikes!

Maybe I shouldn't have said farted.. no one in particular, just happens.  Let's just say, the thought has come up, then.

Thankful

I am thankful someone is interested in me, but I hope it's not not a nurse.

Any Case

You know, someone did something.  Maybe they just have their own world..  Maybe, they aren't actually as fake as we think.

Being Fake

I think those people did something and will become unfake.  They might need exercise and rest.

Do you care?

Do you really care what the motivation was to include Ellen in .. Twilight?

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

Issue

I think my dad is acting like I don't care @ my fish.  I just got it to take care of it and let it have a part in something.  It's just a fish, it's not a person.

Weird

Now, music is ALWAYS on in the house.

Problem

1-I am trapped with people monitoring me and never communicating with me.

2-Someone thinks they can fart in here at any time.  No offense about the "word" fart.

Idea

I imagine you'd get bored of people from just 1 area.