Saturday, February 15, 2014
Being Presentable
That's what I like to do. How can my parents do that? My life with them is miserable, in a way..
What Should Happen
Ellen should find several people that she likes rather than spoiling Bella. I mean, these kids just wanna claim their age as being the youngest kid to a person Ellen's age.
Also, why is my dad getting involved like he has to have something to do with me when I see Ellen?
Also, why is my dad getting involved like he has to have something to do with me when I see Ellen?
Ow
My hand. My dad was pressing at me.
WOW YOU'RE GONNA SMIRK AREN'T YA. GET MY DAD OUTTA THIS SHIT.
WOW YOU'RE GONNA SMIRK AREN'T YA. GET MY DAD OUTTA THIS SHIT.
Problem
My parents are leaving out juice because they made me mad and I threw a special plastic cup and it fell from being put in the dishwasher. Only a stupid person would make me remember shit they caused and they were not there. It's not funny. I don't need to talk to you.
Be Upfront
From posting on IMDb I got the idea that Ellen should state upfront what she's doing, like I'm alotting so much of something to someones. I think that's the goal. However, I guess she can't find more people. That should be fun. We might even see them on the show.
Topic
Isn't Bella and Ellen a topic of interest?
It started things were as usual.. then because of Bella Ellen started talking significantly less to me just because I followed her. I just wondered what anyone thought. Like she is giving her special treatment for being from the Fort Lauderdale area. Sooner or later, she'll meet more teens. She had some on her show once, and I posted how weird it was like everyone thought, being treated special. Now, we have no teens. Ellen thinks she found a reason.
Also, Bella "dare not talk to Ellen" it seems. Am I gonna have to consider not watching? I wanted to watch if it were normal. I'm just talking to other people. This is not for Bella nor Ellen.
It started things were as usual.. then because of Bella Ellen started talking significantly less to me just because I followed her. I just wondered what anyone thought. Like she is giving her special treatment for being from the Fort Lauderdale area. Sooner or later, she'll meet more teens. She had some on her show once, and I posted how weird it was like everyone thought, being treated special. Now, we have no teens. Ellen thinks she found a reason.
Also, Bella "dare not talk to Ellen" it seems. Am I gonna have to consider not watching? I wanted to watch if it were normal. I'm just talking to other people. This is not for Bella nor Ellen.
Measurements
| Weight | Waist | Height | |
| 01-04-2014 | 158.0 pounds | ||
| 1-08-2014 | 157.4 pounds | ||
| 01-22-2014 | 155.8 pounds | 31" | 5'1" |
| 01-24-2014 | 155.0 pounds | 31" | 5'2" |
| 02-07-2014 | 156.4 pounds | ||
| 02-15-2014 | 154.8 pounds |
Sorry
My writing on Bella and Ellen was long and varied. She did get upset at me. I guess I wanted to prevent that in a way.
Dream
I was with parents. The dog my dad or someone wanted to shoot I asked cuz he'd get crazy. I went to a table to take an easy test to prove my sanity. I came back, and we were balls, and I found a mommy, maybe otherwise representing the new Ellen DeGeneres. It was just a general ball, and I was like the little 1 and went to snuggle and not leave. I was a ball. Then is when I went out with the othet balls and asked about the dog.
Problem
My dad is insane. He thinks I need to be punished for an attitude. I just have a personality. He keeps leaking these things or spurting secret messages. He thinks I'm long overdue and agrees his mom is the 1 who thinks I'm bad. She doesn't live here.
Well
The people were okay to not wanna talk but I don't think it was nice they didn't accept that I gave them an apology. I am sensitive to new racism.
Problem
Why are people digging into if I ever was a little mean to my parents, which I probably had the right to be, and picking at me like I'm bad all of a sudden? Is Ellen not right? I'd swear these messages are from her, too. I care, I also said I cared that other people did that.
Problem
I didn't do anything wrong. I was mad at the movies telling me insults. I don't deserve this. My dad should not have his nose in my life like this. Ellen will get paranoid about noses cuz I said this, but I didn't mean it in that way.
Disappointment
Ellen is. Someone on Soapbox has been trying to get my attention in each topic. A poster I liked is lost.
If you don't know what I mean by this, I said it's a disappointment because it sounds like she does it to be ***y.
If you don't know what I mean by this, I said it's a disappointment because it sounds like she does it to be ***y.
Wut?
I already said I didn't do anything except curse at the clicks in my room. It's a simple, useless piece of information.
Supporting
Could anyone be as nice and appropriate as me online? Seems hard. Just to impress Ellen DeGeneres? It's ^simple^.
Problem
I am annoyed at these noises and me not leaving the house. I did tell my parents I would to get away from them, but this is illegal.
Why is Ellen off?
I said I'd rather talk @ her than with her.. What did I do wrong? She did something wrong and can't take it and doesn't even know how to be nice.
My parents get irritating, too, but that doesn't mean it's off with everyone!!
My parents get irritating, too, but that doesn't mean it's off with everyone!!
Situation
When I am nice to Bella she seems to not leave anything sane for some reason, acts up. Thinks everything's for her. Cuz she's from the Fort Lauderdale area and is like that, a normal kid!
It must be..
..the fact there was no one else before. Why was it like that then and why all the insults?
Bella seems to be treated special. What if it's also her age?? Like young enough to be Ellen's youngest child.
Bella seems to be treated special. What if it's also her age?? Like young enough to be Ellen's youngest child.
So
Why won't these people stop making me uncomfortable with clicks in my room? I seem to never get up and do anything.
Guess no one go it.
Why do I have a strange feeling @ Ellen now that Bella is involved? I wasn't warding her off. I was talking to other people about it.
I mean
I do NOT mind if Ellen never talks to me, but I am sad she doesn't seem as onto it.. :/ not that she should be to me. It's just a change with no address.
What Makes Someone a Phony
I don't even feel conscious of why I said that, but Depp doesn't do anything other than movies. He also acts like being mean is okay like it's how he punishes but is never truthful about that.
What if
Ellen was a phony like Depp? Just biding our time. What if there was no Ellen? How did you fare? I thought maybe there were lots of Ellens. I'm trying to make it myself, too. Everyone seems to agree Tim Burton was in the way partly. Like, we were waiting for things to happen, and older kids got thrown away.
Position
I need to be in a position where the answer is yes, cuz older people will be gone 1 day. This is our time.. no time means it doesn't matter.
Mad
I always said Ellen will be on when summer is over. Why do I feel different? Should I consider she doesn't like me? She makes up lies @ me.
Question
Who likes Ellen as much as I do? Is it just cuz she's the most world famous person when you think about it? Maybe cuza Epcot.
What You Think
Why does Bella think she's so righteous she should know Ellen. Not talking to them, but my belief is she shouldn't cuz she's spoiled.. She's bossy and bipolar, with a temper sometimes I mean. I am very falsely diagnosed so you'll have to excuse my peripheral of knowledge.
Bottom Line
Ellen should not have replaced me with Bella.
I don't even know why I think she did that though it must be getting there, someone else will start a relationship where she's more reliable on a schedule.
I don't even know why I think she did that though it must be getting there, someone else will start a relationship where she's more reliable on a schedule.
Problem
I feel my eyes like they have a force together like my mom startled me, like she's thinking @ it.
Upsetted
I'm being mocked for liking Ellen or for Ellen liking me, like when she sends secret messages all the time. I don't know how to be convincing.
Like I said, I don't wanna say anything about Bella can't have Ellen, but she really was being bad. I just had to talk about it.
I feel that if I want to support myself since Ellen doesn't that like it's like this.
Like I said, I don't wanna say anything about Bella can't have Ellen, but she really was being bad. I just had to talk about it.
I feel that if I want to support myself since Ellen doesn't that like it's like this.
So
I didn't even curse AT Ellen those big times if at all, but I have used curse words. It was about whoever just hurt me. I don't believe I deserve it.
I got a nasty message
and don't know if it's Ellen.. "My mom can't ^follow^ how funny it is like to discourage me. I'm sick and tired of Bella in the way. She's Ellen's favorite.
"Excerpt" or Sample of Her Personality
She was in a TV show with a girl who looks kinda black with Afro hair curled or tied back. Bella found her friend didn't look as happy after their TV show ended.. A good how but still. She sounded like Johnny Depp tossing her finger saying "Watch [friend]." Like all tacky. That's also rather selfish. She's acting overly bossy like she knows other people look like her friend. And ordering other people to watch while she had to be involved in the movie in order to do it!
Big Time
I know what Ellen did. She made a big step without going through details of giving Bella better.
How It Is
When Ellen gives other people attention, it's interesting. Now, it's like I don't get any Ellen.
Upset
I'm getting more people who know this was gonna happen now. I think Bella and Ellen are now up to no good!
What If
Ellen changed our friendship for someone else? Then I would be legally alone and have something to rant about.
Problem
My dad is doing things I don't want him to. I feel uncomfortable and followed, and he is no longer a part of my life as a father|guardian.
A 2 Sided Personality
Bella seems to have 2 sides to her personality. She gets selfish and upset but otherwise is cute and smart.
Also
I get this feeling of disdain. I did turn her off I guess, but she didn't exactly post an answer on my forum. Like I said, it's some feeling I don't know. Just because of Bella, I should still have a healthy relationship. My feelings were crap yesterday.
Also
It's just because she's straight from the Fort Lauderdale area + noewhere else. Would you say she's making Ellen boring and painful to watch? I'm not talking to her but to other people who watch her or know something about her. I'm not saying it's bad in general but about what happened.
And then it's like
I did something to Bella before she came on the scene. What, can Ellen really talk to her or something? I wonder if Bella checks.
What I Meant By
Selfish - I mean to like barge in on me and think I'm selfish if Ellen likes me, too! To also give a direct insult. Wouoldn't that make me feel bad?
Apology
Sorry Renee Fleming I was so stupid to get upset on Twitter @ forgetting to watch you.
Great @ the Superbowl!
Great @ the Superbowl!
Story
There was a young woman named Ellen. She was married to a man who was very suave and feminine, but she was 1 of those teeth-gritting sassy females. She didn't need any kids, but she had 2, 1 named Christina who was already mature and the other was Bella. "Mommy," said Christina when she was quite a young girl still, "Can you pick me up!" Christina was a little sick, so her mom regrettedly did not pick up this child. She had blonde hair and a strong disposition. She cuddled in bed at night and dreamed about things like India and Africa, the monkeys who would play with her. Baby Bella was born with bouncing blonde hair and glittery blue eyes like her mama. "Mommy!" Christina said, "I'll see you after school!"
Bella grew to a fine young girl, her mother's sole possession and person in life. The town is going on a caravan. Christina said, "Oh Daddy, this will be so much fun," and he lifted Christina into the air.. She went to cuddle with her mom as she was a girly.. She left and went to her room while mama played with Bella. Christina saw a boy around her age, 10. "So, Jack, looking forward to itt?" "Yes," he said. They ran away.
They were seated in the caravan. Christina wanted to sit by daddy, but she was still a little girly. He lifted her into the caravan. Bella would stay with mama the whole time, but she liked to run around and scream... It was dark, Bella was with the nursery as she was about 7. "Maama," she said, psyched from reality, "Why aren't there any rules?" "What?" "Wolves." "Oh, wolves." Suddenly, there were real woods and Christina ran away. Everybody scurried into their caravans and the men fought the wolves off with fire.
Finally, there was a place filled with booths of fancy witches and wizards with papers and pens and things. They passed this section and went to the fair. Apparently, this was the South.. Christina ran around with her wealth of money and had lots of fun. She came back with a Coney dog and slushie and cotton candy. Bella jumped into her mother's lap, while her mom was actively there soothing her. Christina went over to play with some boys. Bella was the small 1 with the girls. They wore fancy pale lace dresses.
Bella grew to a fine young girl, her mother's sole possession and person in life. The town is going on a caravan. Christina said, "Oh Daddy, this will be so much fun," and he lifted Christina into the air.. She went to cuddle with her mom as she was a girly.. She left and went to her room while mama played with Bella. Christina saw a boy around her age, 10. "So, Jack, looking forward to itt?" "Yes," he said. They ran away.
They were seated in the caravan. Christina wanted to sit by daddy, but she was still a little girly. He lifted her into the caravan. Bella would stay with mama the whole time, but she liked to run around and scream... It was dark, Bella was with the nursery as she was about 7. "Maama," she said, psyched from reality, "Why aren't there any rules?" "What?" "Wolves." "Oh, wolves." Suddenly, there were real woods and Christina ran away. Everybody scurried into their caravans and the men fought the wolves off with fire.
Finally, there was a place filled with booths of fancy witches and wizards with papers and pens and things. They passed this section and went to the fair. Apparently, this was the South.. Christina ran around with her wealth of money and had lots of fun. She came back with a Coney dog and slushie and cotton candy. Bella jumped into her mother's lap, while her mom was actively there soothing her. Christina went over to play with some boys. Bella was the small 1 with the girls. They wore fancy pale lace dresses.
Wow
Ellen just likes to lie. Why are you talking about her after my retarded post? Like, I heard you say that she has nothing good to say so fills it with fluff. What will happen to my life?
Retarded
Who wants to sit there and think of what I did wrong in the distant past and little things? Someone must have made me mad by doing something wrong! DOI!
Annoyed
People like including born around 1970 or even 1980 are so picky to me when I'm so good. If I do something others can't or don't do, they think I'm just trash and it catches on cuza them. Good bye, cruel worldof opportunity.. Shall I just live for my parents and fight for fame rather than Social Work?
Enjoying Being a Kid
I only was a kid really for 1 year at 11 and I guess later on when Tim Burton was popular.
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