Let's talk @ something.

Me, what.. going to bed maybe will get up and post.

Why not just leave?

I mean, what will the other people waiting do?  I am establishing a future and apparently an end.

Well

If you must know my mom generation-wise must be more compatible with Ellen unless she were older than my dad, though you must know people thought we were sisters.  I don't matter.  I just talk.

So, my dad

..So what?  He's only @ 10 years older than Ellen.

So

I can't tell my mom's age, but doesn't it sound like she's not that old??  My dad is born in 1950..  What the fuss is @ how old you are?  What if you are comparing parents of a similar or opposing age?  What does that have to do with your own age?  I'll just say that in Indonesia, they have kids young and my mom waited.

And

for Ellen

Present

For Bella

What I'm up To

I'm not even tryin' to get floo floo attention.  I'm trying to be smart and nice.

Imagine if like say a bunch of people knew Ellen and got a hug from her each month.

Well

I get attention from being from Fort Lauderdale, so cuff me already.

So..

..Bella is a match for Ellen, but she's in some secret pleasure world I can't unlock and I need help.

So

So Bella is reBellious?  Ha ha no offense, but I'm trying to figure out how to play with my new attention-getter.

Funny

Bella can talk to Ellen but seemed to demand attention.  I forget what that meant.  Bella what about everyone else like I said?  I realize I talk to Ellen, but she probably could talk to others, too..

So, it's true.

Ellen is less a part of me now.  Is she moving on like Mary Poppins??

You know what..

..Bella already thinks I'm not as good as Ellen, but she wouldn't say that of someone like Sarah Brightman.

Well..

..why would you take away attention I get if you are already happy?  (Dad walked in.)  I already told you that it's gonna be a contest of more than 1 person on 1 side.

But

Well, those younger kids don't live like this-!

Weird

You all are m.. and basking in thinking I have to think for Ellen to feel pleasure.  You're criticizing and snapping at me for asking about things that you think stimulate her..

So for fun..

Let's just say the beauty pageant princess is Bella Thorne with her mama Ellen DeGeneres how's that sound tho?

Problem

You all just judge me too much.. ) ) )

Let's also sit and think..

..can I even say Bella Thorne?  I don't wanna snap and say what I really think but it's nothing bad.  It brings up the topic I disagree in.  I mean older kids are not treated with as much love ever.

cont.

I wanted people to be judged fairly, like whatever it would be in relation to Ellen DeGeneres.  Why can't we all be happy then?

Things That Bother Me

People who misjudge me.  I think I am liked here.  Things rub off I don't like.  I don't like games.  The truth is yes I am feeling for Bella Thorne via Ellen DeGeneres to a critical degree.  With my cousin it ruined my relationship with our aunt.  As well as with her husband's supposedly German family..

Funny

Bella is spoiled.  I'm not allowed to have that attitude.  That's incredibly empty and unsatisfying as well somehow.  :(

So

I wanted to stop talking @ Bella but guess I didn't when I said that.  Better not say it again!

Not Related

Bella and Ellen is not related to me other than that I like them both.  If everyone wants what Bella wants why not make it known?

Question for You

Not for Ellen.

What do you think @ the idea that Bella gets more attention all the time from Ellen?  I mean she didn't do anything in *beep* to deserve it.  I'm just joking and not talking to Bella..  I don't mind, but it seems a bit like when my cousin would blab all the time and always be around when I visit my aunt.  That aunt didn't even have any kids!

I dunno.

What all did you get out of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  A bunch of actors.  The threat she might shut down her show or have to.  What about her show as a show?  I grew up doing things like art and had dreams to make pretty things but mostly had paper, pencil, and crayons, later the primary colors but was busy.  What's funny is to see how much people get for looks.

Bed Soon

Don't even look for me.. well, yea.  I don't sleep and post online..

Sorry

Bella I was talking @ you, gossiping.  I just was interested!  It was interesting!  I might talk @ you some more but maybe not this like this.

Well

Ellen probably teaches lessons, a well.  She is pretty concise..  I think my dad doesn't like me to get a huggy feeling, but how can he tell everyone else what to do or "just not Ellen?"

I came to say something @ Bella.  I guess she was just doing some things.  I didn't blow up.  I didn't get it.  I get it now.  It's great that they do this.  I love it.  Sometimes, I get less attention and Bella dunno if she deserves it in the same way, so I get some funny feeling, but you know I think I get enough attention whatever it would be.  I just wanted to talk @ Bella maybe should stop now.

Also, my Gramma moved to Florida.  I go to a support group once a week now.  I wanted to visit her a week maybe in summer.  I mean, there's no occasion.  My aunts had visited on my birthday time, I know.  Like, right when summer hits I should visit, June.  That may be long.  I don't know if I should even call anymore.  I did send a letter and may do that.

Problem

I can hear my dad is incredibly mad about me feeling good and a sense of relief watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and acting like he's threatening.  He thinks his new English job being like me blogging is a lesson for some stupid things that don't need punished even if I were a kid!  I just heard a clicking.  You have no right to be suggestive to a public figure or celebrity, picking on someone really nice who works really hard.

TV

To Fill You In

Because she wanted me rooted in her.

Also

I even sent good wishes to the new relationship.

I am mad.  I already went and did other things and when I come back Ellen is tired of me.

Problem

Just trying to make me feel bad?  I never told anyone to do anything.  This is just a waste of time.  I don't have anything to do.  This casting agency I like isn't visiting this 1/2 the year.

I'm not allergic to speaking.  Guess Ellen isn't exactly always the biggest conversationalist, which would shock me, wew?

Question

Why is Ellen pushing me away?  I'm with Bella.  I don't mind not thinking about her..  ':|  I like to talk.  What, Ellen is playing racist?  Is this the dramatic scene or something?  I can talk, can't I?  Here, I'm talking, and it doesn't seem to say "To: Ellen."

So..

Do you think Bella ever watches Ellen?  Lily Rose posted about her, and I saw 2 other blogs.  I think I said I wasn't looking for her, but I don't know.

Glad

I'm glad Ellen is getting to know more people.  Bella just seems on edge like "Yea" like everything should be about her.  Would you say things were always about me in the same way?  This is kinda fun, but I feel like I'm the 1 in trouble and have had problems with age.

Problem

Why do you keep making me feel awkward?  There's not much to talk about sometimes when it comes to some people.

Sigh

Okay, but they are probably just being careful.. it kinda has hurt me.  I'm not as special.  Ellen did it on purpose.

You know, I am not rich.  Bella has been a child actor.

I am mad.

Bella just knows I'm Chinese.  Forget the Ft. Lauderdale Police.  I AM WHITE.

Something hit.

Why does Bella look like Helena Bonham Carter and Sharon Osborne?  NO TIM I AM THE 1 WHO LIKES EUROPEAN TOO.  AND ITS NOT BECAUSE IM MIXED.  I was about to go further and describe them as contemporarily snooty to me.

Just Watching

My mom made me so mad.  I feel so aroused right now.

You all aren't mean to other people..

Cutting

The last message was that because Ellen meets Bella that she's the best now.  Supposedly I did something wrong, but I was sad to lose Ellen for no reason, felt like I lost some of her.  Ellen is a lugger, then.

Problem

I'm hearing little clicks, again.

So

So, now, Ellen spends her days teasing us @ Bella and I don't know if anyone here feels the same.  I mean, I'm just saying.  If Ellen is talking to Bella, then I am probably talking to someone else.  I already let Bella into my life.  I'm not sure what's really going on?

I mean, I was okay with it of course.  It's just that for some reason I always have to deal with something about her when I see Ellen, but you'd understand that better.  It was an insult.  It reminds me of when I went to visit my aunt, though, and my cousin was always there and eventually people got mad at me for even playing with her.  Now, I'm worse off.  I just wanted to express myself.  Any advice?  I mean, I don't think she's exactly my cousin, but these people are always being mean.  I know they are.  It's not me with a special temper.  They are wrongly hurting me for being dragged along in college, maybe spending money, and finally the silly N word thing.

Mobile

may or may not post

Problem

You can't seem to ruin my experience if your parents are still older than Ellen, yourself.

Tumblr

Problem

I'm trying to post online and live my life, but people keep butting in.

More Funny Things

At the Country Bear Jamboree people wanted me to submit that for NO REASON Ellen IS the baby bear.  I bet they are all its Teddy.  They're all like, "No."  They are so annoying, those bad guys who tease me that I'm doing something wrong.  I don't care, I think what I think.  I said to myself it's her BECAUSE.  I wasn't using it as a tool against myself.

Problem

I caught my dad.  He really is punishing me for that shit!  He can't m.. me.  All he could do is make me work.

Problem

You have no right to come in my house and make a scene!  Do you hear me?!

Problem

They keep giving me suggestive messages and hurting how my body feels.

Problem

I feel very irritated.  Like I wanna explode.  I feel it tingling.

Problem

These experimenters were being suggestive to me in a torturing way for no reason, "I can't do it this week."  My dad just visited with my aunt, too.

People keep treating me like they used to treat bad kids, and I do not accept it.  They came into my home and give me these messages at random.

But

I don't like those show-offy goofballs.

Generation A makes its mark.

link

They were thought to be more materialistic.  They seem like a blast from the past.  They're just kids now.  Who knows how long they will look like children.

Online Post

link

Change

I'm open to things because of Tim Burton, like good things.  Something I thought recently was to give my mom a chance.

What is the mystery surrounding that of

Tim Burton?  I was a big fan but not much going on like as before.  I just mean why are people so mean now?  Preventing us from feeling we deserve him??  I thought we still had our old chance at life, like if I goofed off in school which isn't how it happened.

RUN RUNNER

February is crunched time.

Just How ^Cool^..

Did you ever find that older people don't know you well for any other reason than that they do happen to be older?

They were created to be bullies.

Ohh..

These 2 pizzas or 4 altogether are making me full..I just got my female thing I think.

Well

So what if I said something objectionable?  Whatcha gonna do?  Afraid of certain words?  Maybe, it was wrong, but at the time maybe it seemed okay..

Problem

I get visions of Ginny torturing my future kids when they have never done anything to her!  WHAT IS THIS!

Exercise

Upper and Core

Pathetic and Upsetting

People here are so annoying.  They think that I'm bad when they know I'm really good.  I hate this place.

They are acting like my future daughter and son are my brother, and he is like my opposite.  Too bad.

People are so violent.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

TUESDAY

Harry Connick, Jr.
Birth Place: New Orleans, Louisiana, United States

Birth Date: September 11, 1967

Ethnicity:
*Irish, German, English (father)
*Ashkenazi Jewish (mother)


Gabrielle Union
Birth Place: Omaha, Nebraska, U.S.

Ethnicity: African-American, possibly Native American and

Filipino


WEDNESDAY

Jonah Hill

Place of Birth: Los Angeles, California

Date of Birth: December 20, 1983

His parents are both Jewish.


FRIDAY

Birth Place: Cloquet, Minnesota, U.S.

Ethnicity:
*50% Finnish
*25% Dutch
*25% German


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WEDNESDAY
Lionel Richie
Born: June 20, 1949 (age 64), Tuskegee, AL

THIRSDAY
David Spade
Born: July 22, 1964 (age 49), Birmingham, MI

Jessica Lange
Born: April 20, 1949 (age 64), Cloquet, MN

FRIDAY
Lupita Nyong'o
Born: March 1, 1983 (age 30), Mexico City, Mexico

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