Responsibility

Our children are taking care of the other children.

And are these their kids?

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Do you forgive yourself?

Why should us kids do anything to you when you don't even feed us.

"English Teenagers!"

I was looking for teenagers and I found more soul people.

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Apology

I posted it on a post on my Tumblr, sorry if I said anything mean.

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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was interesting today.  I feel that I am not as rude as the people coming on, but it probably will go away.

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Problem

I'm mad and don't wanna feel what Bella feels, and if you felt it, just know that she'll make Bella feel even better, and if she is uncomfortable then nothing will get to happen at all in this world, nothing we can even see.  Why can't we at least see it rather than leave it there and make us aroused to feeling bad?

Reiterate

We were raised to hate ourselves and think we don't deserve anything, apparently.. How is that okay?  Then, everything has gone to the people today who are 16, or 15.

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Ellen supposedly or a fake Ellen  thought of her and Bella as a baby nude together, and I think she's going so far as to not only being of a people born at a controversial year as far as being fair concerns but even knocks out the idea anyone older could even be the age of a kid with a parent that age, when that is false in popularity abound.. that she not only doing it to someone that age but to a feel of

a specific person, like no one else will get anything that good.... maybe from anyone, which is something I need to think about in some cases, is nursing her.

I just come here to talk and bottom line am not jealous but rather astounded and sorta in an intellectual trance.  I don't know how I'd feel about an adult born around 1940 or even 1950, if that were a girl.  Why can't we just say some people think it's weird?  The Ellen or fake Ellen wants it to come off as a counter message and false punishment!

I mean, we are even told to think against ourselves and these kids get nurturance cuz it's like their parents's age.  I don't get feel of anyone worthy as my older sibling or parental age figure.  I don't even know if with some people you can chose something about your age with that.  Why should we be made unhappy and these kids happy?  Just say "I - Don't - Care!?"  Why can't we descend like that and see how truly worthless this whole thing is, including our existence.  Pretend we're not there for them would that do anything or just be mean and nothing else, not that I would wanna be mean..

As far as me following Ellen alone, I mean I don't ask for tons of attention beastalizing me.  It would be nice for the world to see what she's really doing with Bella because that's a real issue.  I've talked about me as the issue before, too..

The point is I think that it's overload for Bella and we all split and do something else.  I wish someone would also use my board to post on.  Maybe Ellen would like it and we could try to post it on Twitter or Facebook once we get going.  What I mean also with Bella is it's like a normal kind of public issue.  What do you have to say about people spending time being mean to me but others seem to wish they could get a hold of my brain?

Hope

I hope I don't have to shave my head again, but I will if I give up on hairdye.  It's a must.  I like looking at the color of it.

burger, egg salad, cheetos small

Bed Soon

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Apology

Don't worry, your friends love you.

Sorry I simply Retweeted that thing without commenting maybe.  It seemed outlandish.

To Bella.  :(

Too Many?

Too many Southerners to notice so you have to oust others?  I've lived in the South my whole life.  I'm not saying you have to.  You have it nice.  It's just a fun thing, not some necessary thing because it could be dangerous to come down here and miss life up north.  I mean, you could move here as a young adult.

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I deleted the bad things page.

Knowing What's Right and Wrong

If you knew somenoe didn't want you to do something, why would it be wrong you thought they wanted you to do it?

I'm sure Ellen cheated to get to the top insofar as her punishing me and torturing me using those noises in my room, could tell.

See, it wasn't wrong, but there was an opportunity to pretend you could put me down.  You can just sneer at my habits.  Say, oh, I wouldn't do that because.. you know, they could appear to ask the same thing twice.  They're weird.  I didn't like it, but it wasn't about me!  Sorry, that's not what was wanted.  Now, thanks for ruining my life for maybe a 4th time.

Observation

My teacher Ginny seems to not even be able to say Thank You.  People think I wouldn't be able to say sorry.  Ginny has been teaching speaking at Disney since 1988.

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I had other things earlier..

I got a request.

Ellen wants an apology cuz she know wut I feel.  I told her not to say half cuz I was mad and I ain't perfect.

:{  Well, I probably won't do the same thing again.  What should I do? or done?  Just ignore the bad feelings of the word?  Everyone is doing this!  I don't do anything to them.  I feel something has taken a toll.

So, I guess you thought I meant it a certain way, but that I would not.  Sorry to have it affect you and happen..

Mo're

Those people is goood and know's what they's talkin' 'bout.  It hit the truth.  You think it's just a suggestion, but they know the truth and they knew it before.  You just brush it off and don't een know the sto ry.

BE LIEVE

You know, I believe in the Sout'|West.

Funny

I liked my mom holding and kissing me, but she chose to stop.  I was too big but the midget.  She still mothers me where she can~

I like this.

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New Video of a Dancer



Here is her dancing I think.

I got an idea.

BeLLa.  Let's keep our hair light strawberry blonde and|or gold to be Ellen's pretend daughters, but I imagine for you it's real.  I don't know how many kids she wants.  You're still the 1!  Go Bella!  Holds up Bella's hand.

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Hello, wonderful, the Ellen!  =]

I think you would like this girl, I think it's funny!

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There's another shot of her at 0:15 after the beginning 1.

I wish that we could find lots of people like this and broadcast it on your show or put them on the internet.

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It's "Dance Moms."  It's a strict thing.  As an athletic person, I know that sometimes there are sacrifices in eating.  I mean their muscles look dry and pumped.  So pretty girls with white hair, 1 has.  Ellen would like her.

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loading her dance

So

Well, I canceled an audition and will go to Disney instead.  I will not waste my time unless I think I'll make it.  I don't know if I'll ever be that skinny.

*Steam Rises*

So!


I just finished watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Let's see, that guy was funny and so was the family.  They were so nice everyone on the show.  I just know that guy was funny but was kinda just listening to the feeling etc., like well secret messages.  The family was so interesting to see.

I hope Ellen is doing well.

Looking forward to tomorrow!