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Ellen: Here she is.

Here she isn't!

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Ellen: Stands up and drags Christina onto the staage. Christina is caught up in the moment and reluctantly but happily sits down.

Ellen: So, you're 1/2 Chinese.
Christina: Why, thank you! *blushes*

Wha?

I'm used to being stuffed: chicken, rice, broccoli, corn, carrots, cucumbers.  Bleh.

So

ELLEN I AM EUROPEAN HAPPY?
They're testing the water..  I look okay in desire.

Because you don't have to literally do|think it.

I hope the answer isn't what made me ask.

So

This is my blog.  Let's see what if Ellen asked @ me being Chinese?  "So, you're Chinese, bye."  Or "So, you're Chinese." "Bye."

I have a question for Ellen if I'm allowed.  Why do you think you have to act like you're doing something testy literally, like bad, just so someone can get the feel of it for pleasure, as though they have something and can hurt you?

Sometimes, people don't know if I'm Chinese.  No one who's not got something even wants to be Chinese.

Wow you people have nothing but s*** to go through.

and I don't give a flying f*** @ LA

So

So, you're not in my life.

Ellen is in Bella's life and Portia's life.

I AM WHITE.  BE GLAD.  THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO SAY AND AM WAITING FOR LITERALLY A SORT OF "UNTAMED" REACTION AND NOT AN RESPONSE.

How is that rude?  You're not Chinese.  I don't have to be Chinese.  I chose what I liked racially.  I don't know why you can't go from there.  I am sorry if anyone is offended, but I think if you're offended you're technically used to just tossing out the Chinese like a Holocaust.

I'm not gonna listen that I'm Chinese.  Not if you say I'm different in a bad way.

I know.

You all didn't tell us to blog so you don't have those Cindy Brady's all being responsible for how they hurt us.

What I'd Have Liked

If I was told by people to get a blog at 11 and 12.  You could have done that instead of e-mail.  AH!!! !!! !!! !!!  AH !!! !!!

I feel..

..a sense of strength from watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

Problem

Ellen can't accept she isn't perfect.  She punishes and then takes it back each time.  What does she say?  She'll act like 1 thing then go back and say she just did it for fun!  Sounds like someone said her definition is to block older kids and welcome younger 1s.  Important to say not to just toss her but to solve the public interest and your own personal problems.  You can go by and say it didn't happen.

Does anyone have anything intelligent to say @ what is going on with me or just passing over?

So what?

You know people are far from perfect..  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?!

Problem

You don't have the right to single me out for stomping as I walk.  SOMEONE WAS AFTER ME.  THEY WERE GIVING SECRET MESSAGES.  I COULDN'T LEAVE.

Mobile Later

may or may not post

My Issue

I could not stand the people last night who thought only I am ever punished..

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

Problem

Do you know how lame this is?

Something else happened.. 1 thing they jiggled something.

Problem

It's been that when I minimize my blog I have to wait or double click.

Problem

Now that WPB Zoo is interfering - ew!  Trying to make this my friend?  YOU ALL WON'T LEAVE ME ALONE!!!  THIS IS MY LIFE!

Problem

Now the Ft Lauderdale Police are commenting and said birthday, Boston..  ':0  They won't leave me alone!  So what?  I can do that if I like.

Problem

They are threatening me by the week as I speak!  A THREAT.  I can make my own decisions.  I don't really care that I did that.

Also

I just sorta did it as I walked-

Should I feel bad?

@ stomping my feet @ Disney?  I should have walked away but forgot.  I was in a fury|dilemma I guess.  Actually I did it as I walked away hoping no one would know.  They were already at me for no reason.

Help!

I felt tacky saying hi to my mom.. guess it is to be expected.  I asked her why and why when my dad comes home.  Hope she has a goo dday.

Monitoring Myself

So, I was happy enough to watch Sarah Brightman from..last night.

New Orleans

I might be nicer than some New Orleanians in general if not most.  You all are just mean all the time.

Problem

My mom bore in me a hurtful message.. @ my female stuff.  I am more feminine and delicate!!  YOU ALL DON'T CARE.  I AM FEMININE AND DELICATE.

I would prefer..

..to get close to people but not leave me family but not seclude myself to them!

Problem

My mom was looking at me tackily like I was coming outta a womb.

What It Was

I feel my arms jiggle for some reason.  What an animal!

Problem

My mom is also trying to change my body in ways I don't like.  I didn't do anything.  She won't stop being onto me yet wants me out.

Also

If Ellen kids, I take it like I take anyone.  HA HA HA.

Well

I was ignoring someone, and my mom brought it up again.

She also is trying to make love to me, but it's disgusting, I don't quite do that with anyone..

I'm serious.

My mom won't stop.  She doesn't even know what I'm doing.  I am trying to turn her off (on|to me.)

Well

My mom is acting like I'm bad.  She just keeps doing it, all the time.

Problem

My mom again..?..  What do you think?  Do you want me to stop talking about stuff like that?  Why should I?  It's just more work for me.

Problem

My aunt is sending secret messages on Facebook that I shouldn't say I'm part something but all something else.  I don't care @ those jokes.  My mom is chiming in secret message too.  You all mad for Ellen!  I wasn't even talking to her - my aunt.

In the Game For..

Is Ellen in the game to say oh stop to someone @ physical pleasure?

Problem

I was watching something, and they said it would go, someone mad with a spoon, if I had a knife.

Since saying I was mad..

..did I sort anything out??  Because if I stop talking @ it, I dunno.  I just feel something will happen.

I didn't really mean anything violent.  Whatever will I do?  Something will happen.  Don't get me that mad in private.  I was holding back I said while the thought came.  Thoughts came sorta by random|accident.  I would not cool off, not sure if I should have left the kitchen table all alone.  I want a breakfast bar.

OK

Now, I'm going on IMDb to release my sorrows.  It's an entertainment place where you are allowed to practice self-help!  :p

Well

I would like to wish everyone a well day.  Yes, I am innocent.

What Really Irritates Me

You not caring I said I'm too old to be punished.  You leave hateful messages when I wasn't that bad.  Sometimes, the public gets to me.

Problem

I don't like secret messages from people like that, and the 1s from my dad are very perturbing.  I'm literally being attacked.  For some reason I know what's going on.  They're still tailing me!  THEY DID IT MORE IRREGULARLY.  Hey you're annoying.  Wanna be trapped?  :|  Like me.

Problem

They won't leave me alone.  They loaded the page like I have 2 little toenails!  They keep having a stuck up disposition like no one should talk to me.

YOU JUST WANNA SEE IF I GET MAD.

Problem

WHY YOU ALL UP ON ME FOR STOMPING MY FOOT - THAT GUY WOULDN'T SHUT UP

You think I didn't realize it was bad?

Well..

..What I ended up thinking @ Ellen for some reason was like something that came up when I was at the table annoyed at my dad the whole time!

Problem

My dad is involved in my life since Ellen DeGeneres..and Tim Burton.  He left a sign on the kitchen table that that person I liked so much I met in a wheelchair who was skinny couldn't reach her food but could have a present near her..  Also, if I get upset I get in trouble the rest of the day!  GO IN THE WORLD AND SEE WHY PEOPLE OTHER THAN YOU GET UPSET! YOU PATHETIC MACHINE.  AND THEY WHINE FOR GRAMMA THINKING FOR SOME TACKY REASON YOU CONCOCTED THAT RELATED THINGS GET IN TROUBLE EVEN IF THEY HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON.  I did get upset and stomp my foot on the boat, but so what?  I didn't do anything mean.  I did find that guy was unhappy after.  He was being mean.  Go blame him!!  You all are so annoying.  I don't want his carefully concocted messages.  He's not even in my life.  He can't come back to hurt me!  I'll tell a lawyer!  Unfortunately, Ellen made me mad at the peak and I ended up thinking @ something.  I don't know what to do, but I didn't think it on purpose.  You are annoying me while I say this.  You think it doesn't matter, but it does to you!  You don't even care if I'm upset.