What would you do in the privacy of your own home|room?

Would you hit something when you feel like it but hopefully not often if you're usually alone?..  Or would you make the scene happen?  Or think oh I'll suck it up??

Pining

Shouldn't I be allowed to sing in public-

Reading

I was wondering if I was a Romantic child.

They are passive and introverted mostly.  I'm actually extroverted or 1/2 1/2 according to the test.  I got exactly half and half almost every test in a row for years.

My therapist thought I was an Observer, but this is perfect.  An Artistic Romantic.  I'm interested in people and art..  Maybe, Sarah Brightman is even more romantic.  I would call her an introvert.  I don't know how much steam she has as an extravert.  You know my dad is an introvert, but all the girls in his family are so loud.  I should be calling-Pff!

We were complaining eating today.  I don't have any way of being better than what I already do.

Anyway, I am not provided for.

Problems

I can't even laugh the same.

Apologies

Well, sometimes I have to say something, but sorry..

I see I also threw in something that others might think maybe as an inappropriate or lazy release.  I need to write more stories to teach me a lesson.

Problem

Why do you have the right to make me mad?  To purposely irritate me and make me feel like I'm not alive?

bc I suffer undue severe punishment when I am too old to be taken care of and punished.  You don't even support me completely.

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

8 hours of sleep

Problems

I just feel like I am being pushed to ricochet and be like my parents in ways I don't like.  They keep insulting me.  Like, I think they are being too picky to my dad @ how he looks.  He's a guy, though.  Why pay so much attention to him with such a result?  Like, I'm looked at like a tub of lard.  My parents are very different.  I kinda try to mold myself with my own ideas.  I start with a positive desire.  I don't start with them.

It's important cuz when they do it it just digs into my nerves and I can't seem to function.  I just get upset at how my life is shitted at all the time.  I have to leave.  I don't have a life, too, though.

An Unworthy Use

I'm sorry to say but look how Tim Burton has been used as a cause to trash the world.

Problem

My mom was acting annoying to me this morning.  Yesterday, my dad acted like okay I admitted something, whatever it was, my mom suggested I was blubber in the fashion of my dad and not "who I was.." like I'm some sentimental fat piece of garbage.  No one listens to me.

Problem

Wouldn't you not expect people to be so bad that they get mad at people who were more perfect? and start getting mad at them for little or rare events?

Bad Idea

My mom thinks our family should socialize within itself.

Problem

Stop talking @ my Gramma.  She will die soon.  Stop punishing me from her.  I am not a baby.  I was a good child.

Problem

They make noise, I MAKE NOISE.

Problem

That dork|annoying person behind the camera won't be quiet.

Problem

Someone insulted me with a mic in my room.

Problem

I got made fun of for being interested in famous people.

Problem

My mom is bothering me.

watching it

Funniest Movies

Home on the Range
The Emperor's New Groove
Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas

Okay!  I'm Uncle Slim.  "I'm not just a singer, snotty children sing, opera singers sing (or whatever it sayd) but I YODEL and YODLEIN's AN ART!!"
Why?  Because he says.. "I put on a disguise (to the 3 brothers) .. now who am I - NO I'M STILL ALAMEDA SLIM!"

So, if I slip and get upset, which I'm trying to drain my body of, this is the nature of my personality..

Hm..

I wonder if I hurt their feelings when I was upset.

Wah!

How can I constructively make it better.  I finally learned to appreciate her mature voice.  My voice is not immature, for political interests sake.

Well, bed soon.

Problem

My dad isn't being supportive of me getting rid of my fish..  There's a place that takes them to sell.

Problem

They called my mom a nigger with the word Captchas.  It said And at the end, but I chose not to care.  You are just a sinner.  I can get nasty if I like.

Problem

They won't stop irritating me, these queer people.  I have no one to talk to.  I wanted to go to bed, then this, after I wanted to apologize.  You know what I meant and have no right to ghost around me.

Problem

They won't stop.  They are being racist.

I know.

They think my night means nothing because my life means nothing.

Well

That's just her.  No, I didn't mean what you think.  They won't stop making fun of me again.

Problem

You have no right to torture me in my room like this.

..I don't like you!  Sometimes, I say things.  You keep gaping at me when I say something when I get a peak and upset.  Most people don't really care!  Just this stupid experiment!  It's shit!  I am stuck here and I don't meet any person in the world.  No one is here to engage me in activity.

Also I Think

It's cool to be different like in Mr. Peabody the movie, the girl broke her pencil when the teacher didn't acknowledge she was right over Sherman.  My favorite part of this feature.

Well

It's just 1 of those things, that slip.  What are you worried @?

True

I probably am flawed and had no right in bringing it up..

All I See

is a bunch of adults showing off.  I guess the meanings get twisted into mazes.  I thought I was a respectable adult.  What if it's true?  It's just something to fix.

So..

..I've even changed my story.  What will happen next?  What I said seemed to fit at the time, didn't mean some big insult.

There!

I just made a post @ something like it on IMDb.  Sometimes, you just have to go by how it ticks, even if unwelcomed words are involved in what you read.

What It Was

I meant 1 part, and not everyone is white.  It's not supposed to be an insult, and I don't think she cares if I were to be more specific.

Problem

You aren't even right.  I've had to notice and follow, and I found it was trash.

Problem

You aren't even right.  I've had to notice and follow, and I found it was trash.

Problem

So, why are you bringing up what I apologized for that I don't need to again?  I just meant something else.

I'm tired of talking with you.

Wonder

I wonder why sometimes I forget @ ^the rules^.  It's too bad I feel wayward sometimes.  I did just change when I take my medicine for some reason.

Story

There was a fair maiden who was pricked with the evil pin, and no one would really ever forgive her.  Now, she was of high class but wanted to move into the woods alone.  Her mother whom she loved found out and convinced her not to.  She sat looking out the window of the cabin with her loveable little sister.  "Amelia," said the mother, "come here."  She got a lecture from her mother, who was a stringent believer in good behavior.  Then she went and picked up the little sister, and Amelia went up to bed in a loft.

Night left, and day followed, the next day.  Amelia went to work on the family farm, her mom, sister, and her.  She got paid for it, too.

The town was filled with witches.  They all went to a carnival.  Amelia talked to her friends, but they only seemed all to fun at her..  Her mother noticed, and Amelia wanted to flee from her.  She was always complaining.  Next, they went on a journey deep in the woods.  Her sister was with her mom, and everyone was having fun but her.  She was feeling a rush.  She decided to run off a bit, found something to eat..

She lost her way back and no one would find her.  She climbed a tree and sobbed to herself.  Suddenly, someone was there, a nice guy.  "Are you with the crusade?" she asked..

The man helped her down and together they found the others.  No one was looking for her.

Singing Okays

I once said I was better than Sarah Brightman as a singer cuz I saw I was being mean from not admitting the truth.  I wasn't online.. I was nasty to someone I was mad at who was better than me as a person.

Anyway, why does she like being an offbeat and atypical?