Problems

I listen to your *beep* every day.  I go out and I get numerous messages from my parents in code.

Problem

I got a message here that Ginny said there is no more Sarah Brightman.  *BEEP*  You can't do that and still be respected.  Stop telling me I am secret in my family.  They are not nice.  Like you!

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STOP YOU EVIL ANNOYING.. SMIRK.  I AM NOT "TOO OLD" FOR YOU.

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Ellen said she did it and there's nothing wrong with my liking Sarah Brightman.  I SAID SO!

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Supposedly, my dad said to do it, and I don't want him in my life like that.  Even if I moved, I could still get messages.

2 Problems

The people in the experiment are really giving me annoying or stupid messages.

I keep getting "woken up" to fight something.  And I didn't do what I didn't do, you thought of what you thought of, and I don't feel like finding I have a problem and need to fight shit.  I probably need rest and stuff.

The people in the experiment believe they fascinate me with their perverted, grotesque accusations and threats, to me and if I have kids, sounds like someone else though too @ the kids.  That's not nice and not right.  It's just gonna leave me alone in the situation with no way out.

Problem

They are threatening people I know to remember them at a certain time.

Mad?

Why should I care if you're mad?  Are you mad cuz I lost my friends by either repeatedly messaging or was upset at their hidden racism?  I told them sorry and they didn't write back, so I think they're wrong.

I was saying why should I care, I believe what I believe.  It's something that's not illegal I wanna get out of.  People are all holding painful grudges against me since Tim Burton became popular.

Sorry if this upsets anyone.  I don't mean to be just nasty, just saying.  I don't wanna put up with all that's going along with something I didn't do and don't believe @.  I mean, who does that, who would you want to do that?  It is a bit weird.  I think I may have hurt myself.  True, you could go further and pretend I need to take precaution all the time, but I ain't gonna.  That must just be the plea, that I'd need to protect myself.  No one should care @ me for that, you'd think.  It might be nice in that way, whether or not you know it.  It did bother me, though, that people actually think they need to do this to me..  What am I to you, a machine or monster?  What did I put online that would make me seem to be that hefty?

Anyway, sorry, but I mean I already said sorry.  I think they are bad to not talk to me.  I am really mad they are trying to control my life that way, get sympathy for something they did wrong, still there to bother me.  I mean, they do matter, like anyone would.  I just don't know how to settle my thoughts, in a way.  Sorry once isn't good?  I am nice to them.  I don't really talk to them,  But I mean I would be nice and wish they would talk nicely.  You know, even to say it's okay.  I guess we needed our freedom.  As far as the burden of knowing them like this, I mean it's like some other people who've nagged at me.  I want to have fun, but they make me uncomfortable..

Well, okay for now.

About saying why're you mad.. I mean why should I care.. I mean that I thought I was hurt for it.  I can kinda feel a result from it.

I have more to talk @..

Problem

These stupid noises won't shut up.  This is illegal.  You are are stupid *beep* thinking I deserve this.

Problem

I was lying in bed and asked my mom if she wanted my basket, too much of a grump to get it.. laundry.. and she was thinking of something, 1st that it wasn't right to me, and then when I felt like there was something against me she made a loud noise.

I'm not a rat.  I just get mad when people do stuff to me.

The noise was like flipping off and made me dead in the head.

What is ya'll's problem?  See this out in the open!

I also have a suggestion this has been happening since I was around 12.  I don't want my dad in my life like that.  Never have.  Why can't you take that?

Hey, I heard another annoying noise.  You are bad.  What do you need to react, me cursing?!

And you were rude in the 1st place.

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This dumb person in the experiment said it wanted my mom.  I know that.  But you were trashy to her.  Isn't that what white people do?

Problem

I don't wanna be picked on for little incidences that are someone else's responsibility and already a displeasing topic.  Did I say it @ someone in particular?

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My lame dad I think is hurting my mom ***.. for being nice to me sometimes.  Just tell her to stop being mean to me.  She doesn't need to do it.  No one needs her here.  You can't jump in and say you were nice to her, neither, cuz I know no one wanted her.  You were just on @ my dad and my race from my mom.  At least that's most foik'.  Can't find  areal example of an exception.

What's this?

Your joking?  I don't wanna be placed under you!  You wanna say goodbye?  Guess I'm the only 1 ever in need.

Problem

I don't wanna play around either with the people of Orlando on "this case" of yours.

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People are treating me badly for something I didn't do.  I was upset at something being rubbed in while I was tired while my mom was driving me!  I don't just get up and think at your command!  What're you doing now, trying to wake me up?

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They are asking me inappropriate questions or something, too.  They are making me feel attestable to something I don't think.  I guess someone is really messed up and doesn't have to follow rules and thinks she can make you feel guilty.

Problem

My mom and someone else are funning me for someone else just because of when they were born.  They are easily ticked and wanna use me for their fantasy.  They are princessing someone, and 1 person really glared at me that I "did something" when I'm guessing it was something minor that was pushed on me.  I also don't think it's in a way|like keeping track of shit.  Sorry if anyone thinks it's offensive.  Don't mean any offense.

Funny

I wanted more time with my dad intellectually.  I do talk @ feelings with him..or did.

Goal

This is all life is @ for anyone, I have a journey and want to be who I made as my goal.