Nitey

I guess.. might pop up instead of m..

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Problem

Bella is disrespectful to me, why does Ellen think she's okay?  Because she is, too!??

Problem

Ellen isn't the only person I care @, but sometimes she is.

What I Feel

I thought of my anger of Ellen "playing" with me giving Bella all this attention from me or something.  Then I didn't feel like m..

Problem

This experiment is making me feel like physically m.. and zoning out in some form.

TV

As a baby..

..I must have had a shit life..

Problem

Don't you dare treat me like my little brother.

Also

I'm being poked at for getting attention more!  I have nothing to say @ it!

I dunno.

I know Bella's not with this program, but what if someone is?  Am I suddenly the bad guy and like stuff happens all the time?  What if that's all Ellen has to say?  What if she's following that old bestie of mine and thinking none of us should talk about this stuff?  I am perfectly sane talking about this.  It's not on my priority, just don't have anything else in life but suggestions.  I don't feel like leaving the house and am on my female thing..

Problem

Bella has no right to Ellen because of her childlike age to her.  Who is she? anyway.  That's an insult to me.  That's saying some other little kid has a right over Bella, though, I think.  I'm not trying to start anything, just talking.

Pretty Mad

I feel less affection now and for some reason that we have to talk to other people, too, meaning Bella.

:(

I couldn't see my mom wave today.

How She Is

She's not as shy..

..cont.

It's not like talking to 1 of her staff for some reason I do not know.  I am happy for her, though.

Talking

I'm not saying no but saying I'm sad and want help.

Problem

Someone on here was talking to me like there's some silly reason I'm not good enough.  I never imprinted myself on anyone.  They are being listful and nonthinking and annoying me and not getting in trouble while people just play around with me.

How I Feel @

Bella..

I don't think there's anything wrong with talking, and I feel attacked for it.  I just felt she could get like all the attention from Ellen or like I was the sore thumb.  I did encourage her to come and talk.  You know before Tim Burton none of this would have happened, I wouldn't be susceptible to insult quite so.  I did think Bella came in either at random or in ill will, and they way she communicates does annoy me, though all I can say is yes please join.

To clarify, why does Ellen seem to follow an old bestie of mine thinking in a tacky way, "Don't say anything?"  She doesn't give orders and that's barbarous!  I have a freedom of speech.  I know she tried to "tell us" not to gossip.  What else is there to talk about?

no y

i dont wanna lie down - so as i dont get all mushy

So

I feel I am as Kate Bush against Ellen, but really I was no one.

Did you know..

..last time @ Disney I didn't even go on Small World.

That Person

I keep feeling like I exert hatred when they mimic that person in a weird way.

Maybe

My life is shit not the experiment.  Who cares?

Want to Be Nice

I don't think anyone really likes me, particularly this experimenter.  They keep making parody of Kate Bush and it's dead annoying I say.  I'm not blasting off on what to do, just wanna say that.

GET IT

I'M NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP.

Problem

I got another message that I am with someone when I posted about a new zoo picture, that person I'm tired of being with.  I CAN SAY WHAT I WANT AND I DON'T CARE WHAT YOU THINK.  I CURSE WHEN IT'S APPROPRIATE.  WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM.  I CAN'T TALK TO YOU.

Problem

I don't wanna be close to this person.  I decide that!   This experiment is shit!

Problem

Do you even care that 1/3 of my misery is from her?


This is all shit I won't take it.  I mean my situation.

Problem

This experimenter is acting like she's in an old white dress being too close to me..  I don't want to give my soul to this person acting like someone in a weird way!

Hm.. seems fat like Dad..

As far as..

..being introverted, I think he is secretly blatant..

More..

Why do you think you can get scared of my dad all the time?  He probably doesn't care.  Then it'd be Tim Burton's fault if not my dad alone.  I mean, Tim Burton affected my dad then?  How embarrassing!  I am not my dad, though, so.  I mean, he isn't as skinny, he's more set and not as athletic as I am.  He's not artsy and romantic.  He's introverted and intuitive.  I've worked on art in my life, the joy was not there to be passed on.  I don't know that I succeeded manually, but I can do work in art.

Problem

My parents keep getting in my life.  My dad spilled paint on the floor of my room.  My mom didn't give me money for tomorrow.

Also, I don't like these sounds in my room that sound like Kate Bush in a weird way.  Whoever is experimenting is a sicko unfortunately doing trash to me or whatever.

I mean come on, do you want oh let's just do it a little more, let's do it, let's keep doing it.

I know my mom's being a sarcastic Mongoloid.  She's tiny and flings out what she flings out.

This experimenter is odd and ruining it for me being so, trying to arouse me with her defunked tone.

Spilling it like a lady like I can't use curse words when I'm upset.  That's personal.  Lots of people probably do it..  And I don't use it in a bad way!  If someone's is mean, I simply report.  I don't mean to dig into anything with the cursing.

I mean, come on, I just had to m..  Why are you getting Daddy involved?  He's not in my circle of friends, and I am in my 20s.  You guys think he made me, I just came from him.  I wasn't made that way like a puppet.  I came out as a cell or collection of cells, that's all.  I made myself!