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My dad can't get me at ballet tomorrow..

Obama is at my old community college tomorrow, but I'm not allowed on campus cuz I was kicked out and need a psychiatrist note.  They wouldn't listen to me and I got no credit.

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Also

I'm careful how I used them.

So, what?

Curse words are just curse words.. if I'm mad I may've used them.. but like I said I'll try not to with people who don't like it.

Sick

The people watching me.  I imagined my brain had lots of little tiny bumps inside.  I just woke up.

Why?

Instead of cursing, I'll say I feel you are punishing me for no reason.  I already had a track going of good behavior and none of it was all bad.

Old Problem

They are getting in a last word they think, made it sound like my dad. 

Problem

My mom is upset.  She is insulting someone I like.

Also, the noises didn't stop and are stupid and nasty and shitty.

Apology

You're bothering me, it feels like m********ing.

AND

QUIT PICKING @ HIM.  HE'S NOT A BAD GUY.

Problem

This is really stupid these people.  They are incredibly annoying.  They are making stupid sounds.  It's so bothering and I have a meeting @ 11.  I'm hungry, but my mom is out there.  I got another stupid message.  I said this was bothering me.  I feel really mad.  You're making me feel like my dad for Nell Burton to connect to her dad.  He is flawed.  I SAID NO I AM NOT HIM.  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM?

Problem

Stop getting me close to a big touchy feely man like that.  You don't have a right to enter my life.

Problem

Since when did you start going over things just to go through them and what for?  You're not magical mister maestro.

Skin'n'Bones

You should pay more attention to people who're skinny?

OK

Stop listening to my dad.  I'm not bad.  I'm me.  You can't do anything illegal.  I can do whatever I want and my dad would like a murderer better cuz he ^Lives by the tongue^.  He does not seem to have connected factually the right way with Ellen.  I mean it'd be dangerous for him to be with her in the same room with other people.

Weird

I feel bombarded with stuff @ my dad, like his being kinda touchy feely.  He thinks I am supposed to be worse off than he is.

Ha ha

Even the bird thinks who sponsored this .. is shit.

Problem

My dad's always been too edgy like I've done something.

Doesn't Matter

What you say doesn't even seem to matter.

Problem

Stop pushing me to be violent.  You aren't *beep* anything.

Does't Matter..

It doesn't matter to anyone.

I thought you mattered.

Cooking

I have a vegan cookbook, too.. nothing good.  I should get a cooking with wine book.

Problem

These stupid noises won't shut up.  This is illegal.  You are are stupid *beep* thinking I deserve this.

What do you think?

I'm ready to die now?  I am a real person who posts pictures on Twitter.

Problem

I don't want my dad as dad in my life.  I am 27.  He's Grampa now.  You're all acting like I did something I shouldn't have.  That's wrong.  I don't wanna curse @ it you curse-fucker.

Problem

These noises are crap.

Problem

I was lying in bed and asked my mom if she wanted my basket, too much of a grump to get it.. laundry.. and she was thinking of something, 1st that it wasn't right to me, and then when I felt like there was something against me she made a loud noise.

I'm not a rat.  I just get mad when people do stuff to me.

The noise was like flipping off and made me dead in the head.

What is ya'll's problem?  See this out in the open!

I also have a suggestion this has been happening since I was around 12.  I don't want my dad in my life like that.  Never have.  Why can't you take that?

Hey, I heard another annoying noise.  You are bad.  What do you need to react, me cursing?!

And you were rude in the 1st place.

Problem

Don't get mad at me like I call you shit cuz you keep ticking in a stuck up, annoying voice.

Threatened

They are punishing me for saying that.  I am an adult and do not need you.  They think they can take away opportunities they dress up as shit.  To them life is shit.

Problem

I'm never listening to you.  I am 27 and I don't need to.  You can't get at me for getting mad at you picking on me yesterday.  How much shit of my time do I spend on all yours's trash?!

I can try

not to curse, but it's not geared esp. toward real people.

R&R

Guess I'll lie down.  I need a shower after this lady visits to talk @ my mental health stuff.

Remember

Cursing can come up, but you shouldn't make a reason for it.  It was just talking nothing nasty.. you were nasty.

Problem

See, it's this kinda thing, they start something really inappropriate and annoying.

Mobile

may or may not post

New Video of Me Singing

with Katherine Jenkins + some really good guys

link

Question

Do you get a motherly feeling from someone with bleached hair who's born in the 1980s?

The magic..

I know you'd care if I was white that I didn't put a period on my last sentence.  With me the magic dies when you come in.

I'm Ready

I'm jogging @ curfew

What It's Like

Well, I can do what you can do, but I'm no glitter monster.  I wasn't a skater.  I was a gymnast.

Hey you know how

Andre Bocelli will cozy up to someone while singing?? at his own risk I suppose.  I don't believe in touching friends.  I just touch parental figures.  I'd love to touch him like a boy.

Idea?

If you prefer, substitute Kate Bush with Karen Carpenter and then see who you are like, her or Sarah Brightman.

the lotto on tv

Fault

It's not my fault, it's the people you want attention from.  I was in my home doing whatever I do.  You think you found out something then.

So

Is it sorta a taken aback feeling to make some kid feel good like they're better than me, as though maybe I've had enough too.. a bit unatural to say goodbye completely forever.

Wow

I wonder if someone thinks this is a dream come true to have this annoying person annoy me.  Someone loading the page funny.

Ruined

So, the world did fall apart because kids 20 and 25 or even 15 years younger could not look up to people born @ 1960 as a mother.

Stupid

If I weren't stupid, I'd have loaded an iTune in 2006.

no to both

I'm disgusting and slimy, not resounding with popping eyes?  I said no to both.

So..

I miss the old days with Burton.

Edit

I found a French blog and added it to my list of people.

Website

WAH!

I am like so sorry, wut, Mizz Sarah Brightman, I did not realize .. I did not see you when I was 2.  I already was fat!

I wish I wish

I had my room set up so I could kick back and watch TV somewhere.  Time for change, it's time to rearrange.

Problem

Someone is picking on my in my room, planted a camera there.  I know they just have to hurt me, aren't doing shit.

Racial Issue

Do you see people bring up things like I want the person for this to be blond so we don't have this weird Spanish and Russian crap.. but then when it comes to being important racially like for someone who's English and Asian, they drop it?

Problem

Why did they do something stupid to Blogger and make the time touch over the edge of the column?  Will it come back?

Problem

Why is my dad so mean to me?  I know he doesn't accept me being nice because he thinks that's just normal for me and is still mean and blames it on the past.

So

just throw away the kids because my dad is part Native American?  Doesn't matter for me to look white like my mom who isn't?

So

Bella Thorne knows she had a nice dad.  He's Spanish at least partly.

Announcement

My iTune is Simple Gifts from Appalachian Springs.

I'm also very sorry

for how I was this morning.  I won't curse at you if it hurts you.  I don't think it matters if anyone curses at me, just the whole message.

TV

I've been watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Maybe some part episodes and then 2 full 1s.  Not sure what happened to me.