SICK!

I'm sick of your fantasies @ my dad supposedly being able to be an asset to my life as though I were still 10, 11, or 12.  Meaning he can "handle" my skittishness.  I'm not 1 of those people's girls.

Update

Edited YouTube link.

Problem

I felt a direct feeling I had to run and hit something.

Nite Soon

1-Sided Thinking

You still think I'm bad for spamming my friends with love.  If they said stop I'd stop.  I told you the world was insane and I was trapped and going crazy with nothing to do.

So..

THEY ARE INSULTING ME WITH CLICKING

Ellen you think it's right to just hurt people?  Some guy on the bus who's a fan of you hit his head and now I don't hit my head the same as before.

I SAID THE CLICKING INSULTED ME - I AM THE 1 WHO IS TOGETHER - YOU ALL ARE NOT - THIS IS SHIT - WHAT IS - LIKE THE HITTING MY HEAD - THREATENING ME AND TRYING TO SCARE ME - YOU ARE A THREAT, YOUR PERSONALITY - HOW DO I KNOW YOUR CLICKING WON'T STOP? - I AM WHO I AM ALREADY - I DON'T NEED TO CONTEND TO ANYTHING WORSE AND WORSE - YOU REJECT MY AFFECTION

Feeling

I am being discouraged to apy attention to Ellen.  I already think I did that in some extent..  Well, what should I be doing?  Feeding the poor?  Maybe, I can ararnge for that if I make money from my talents.

Problem

I feel a pinch, what if I died on 1 of those rides but for no reason?

Problem

They are bothering me.'
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NO

I keep pushing things.

Things look more daed buyt should get better.

Problem

I just visited her with my dad up north a week.  She should still be up there, but no she moved to Florida with an aunt.

I'm not even caught up on laundry.  It'd be a miserable visit.  I was thinking if I was free this summer at all a week.

Problem

Stop ruining my life with if my Gramma thinks she should hurt someone!  What's with your supposed Kate Bush?  No one else has to put up with this.

STOP

No one cares @ the Ginny thing!  You can't do this!

Problem

I was about to sing!

Problem

They're bothering me and I hit my head..

TV

Mobile

may or may not post

No Place to Go

I'm a starving artist.  They do have modeling schools, but they're not nice like Full Sail.  Well, I mean some..

Actor

I can fit in an action film or something like Sinbad.

Check in out.

link

Discouragement

I'm thinking of Full Sail, Bachelor's degree in film.  Right when I make it, someone wants to stop me in my own life.

Problem..

Ellen, I am tired of your sick fans.

Nothing to Do

If I had more money, I could move to LA or where I want in Florida and forget @ my stuff in this house.

Desires

I don't know what insane people you know, but I do not wish ill on anyone, I think of them like a pet.

Upset

I was upset when my dad was here and thought of a violent pretend like image.  Why couldn't we give it a rest.  All I did was wonder why the noise was so loud.. and I was just ignoring him but he still had to say something.

^Depressed^

Did some of my laundry.  I'm tired of people fooling with me, I just want a good time.

Blog Comment by Me

http://kymdouglas.com/bliss-blog/2014/02/16/meaningful-mondays-a-daddys-letter-to-his-little-girl/#comment-70

I'm sad to say that old people like to wear makeup, and young people simply don't seem to have anything under it, which he thinks.  People have to wear makeup, like to ^formal occasions^.

Once on TV I think 2006|7 I saw a show on cavemen.  The white people were lean and fair with their bodies painted all in white with maybe like blue designs on top, which reminds me of Atlantis..  Their hair was probably painted, as well.  You take care of your real body by exercising and eating healthy food that prevents cancer.  (I've had a tumor.  It was from a psychotic drug that made me lose my period..)  You wear the makeup for fun like glitzy glitter.  It's like putting on clothes!

Very nice writing.  The only thing is I don't as of now try on like different kinds of lipstick at once.  I just go for the light powder, the pinky lipstick, matching eye shadow..

A Change

I make people mad cuz people think the real complainers are in control.

Exercise

Lower and Core

Hey Look

link

Tumblr

O I dunno

Isn't Nell Burton cute like her mom, thinking things are so precious?

IMDb - cateringcat

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I'll be ironing.

Update

I added my YouTube Feed to the side of my blog.

Hey

You're bad.  I'm not putting up with this!  Ellen did it!  Don't ask her, though!

Problem

Now they are doing things to my future son like to Nell Burton!  NO!

Problem

If you think I'm bad I don't care!  EVERYONE SAID I WAS GOOD BEFORE SO MUCH.  NOW YOU'RE RUINING MY LIFE!  BECAUSE OF CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.  WHAT DO YOU THINK I DID?  NONE OF THAT STUFF IS MY FAULT NOR ANYTHING FOR YOU TO BE DANGEROUS ABOUT.

Mad

These people follow me as I think like it's a big deal.  What about what you did to someone I looked up to?  Turned them back into Toyland?

Major Problem

I went out to get some water and saw my dad at breakfast early.  I was upset at my aunt posting a double chin on my post because I thought it was just to annoy me.  I was thinking @ Ellen and it made me feel more ^comfortable^.  I imagined my dad plastered her eyes together.  He didn't seem to do anything, didn't answer when I said "Hello" as I came into the light.  I think "O" was the only thing he said.

Stupid Wives's Tales

I have made the decision too hard to make myself get up and heal, but people imprint me with messages that I don't handle.

Mean

You're just racist and into what's disgusting.

Problem

So, you listen to the world when they threaten you but NOT ME.  WHY SHOULD I CARE!

Why does everyone hate me?

Problem

Someone keeps bothering me.

Yesterday

Just went to Whole Foods

got snacks

Oh no!

Sorry I was talking to my dad and got upset @ Ginny.. just funning I think and another reason.

Mad

That was cuz I was funning.  Ellen acts like I'm a stupid 1940s parent kid.

Problem

I just got another reaction as I posted on Twitter.  They won't stop!

Problem

They keep pretending like they have to be mean.  They are acting like Kate Bush, who can't be quiet when giving a message.  Don't make me use words I don't need to.

Problem

The experimenter is in my face and *beep*  "I have to do this!"  I can't have a life like this.  I need to make money as a performer.

Worse

I was like okay I hope it didn't happen..

Now people are all selfish and gross like at the movie even acting like something happened.  No one wants to talk it out or not be the dummy.

Annoying Experimenters

Supposedly this 1 figure was being tacky loading the page.  I was uptight and reveled in their sin.  Then I saw them tackily smiliing loading things around the side of the page and I felt my right hip, which is female, like maybe it just turned off from my whole life.  How pathetic is that?  What will happen to my future kids!!  What if Ellen did it?  I bet it wasn't alone.  I don't think it's funny but sneaky.  She doesn't really care about me if that's what happens.  I want it back!