Tuesday, February 11, 2014

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Saying

Just so you know and not to joke around, I thought Ellen wanted people to watch her show.  I would like to find out among ourselves who really wants to meet Ellen most.
Getting tired sitting here htinkng.

Jerks

Why would I be inadequate to Ellen?  She's hte almighty.  Everone wants on her show.  I can back off.  However, I think I dserve her more than actors and actresses.

Real Question

I do like Kate Bush..but I just wanted to say she's under Ellen on my list, and my list isn't a request.

Annoyed

I am annoyed at Ellen thinking I have a dorky personality because my hair she thinks naturally has dark.  Also, this person keeps talking to me.  Isnt' that interseting?  That's mean to think that of me.  I dont' belive everyone should have white hair.  Ellen is just like htat, not in a weird way,m just saying.

B)

A Bone to Pick

I was good, but my parents always think they have something with me.  My life was ruined when my brother was born, but nothing against him etc.  Like, at the last moment, I'll find a smirk @ something.  Like family doesn't matter.  Why can't I forget who my parents were and go on??  I don't mean abandon them or whatever.

Something Rathu Tragic

Isn't what binds Bella to Ellen that they're bad?  Also, I'm into that kooky look Ellen explodes with, but I hold it in like a business man completely.  I mean, I got that it was "we don't care."  I actually think it's just a contest to meet a parental or big sis age figure.  I got you to know what I meant by bad, it means you accept people who were bad before and don't accept people who are good now, like me I was always playing by some rule in life and socialism.  Most everyone is either bad or crappy.

Report

I just wanted to let you know my Facebook just acted up..

Whatever it is

They are wasting my time.  I really am into this.

Problem

LOOK IN CRITICAL WAYS I LIKE ELLEN BETTER THAN KATE BUSH AND HTEY KEEP SAYING THIS IS HER - why wasn't this a few nurses?  What ar eyou doing here anywa

Why can Bella be safe with Ellen?  I don't want Kate Bush just because I can't have Ellen or because whatever..

Popularity

Girls romantically being involved with other girls and same with boys is a step outta the norm saying I don't believe you can talk to someone as close outta marriage..but you just go with the crowd and will please only for popularity.
You all jsut keep actine lik eI did something  I DO NOT AGREE

The Problem

It's that Tim Burton!  Is it my dad or him?

Problem

My mom won't stop saying I did something!!

ORLANDO

You people will never SHUT UP

You know sometimes in life there's a time when you wait for the next thing to happen!!

Problem

I have a reminder about that boy from England for a little while..  It's not in a good way, and he doesn't speak to me.

Mobile Later

may or may not post

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Insult?

Ellen is not fairer than me.  Tim Burton does not make her allowed to have other people crap at me for her.  These thoughts are permeating my mind.  It's what I'm interested in, and I chose not to seek out making crap posts.

So

Your made up Kate Bush is an inadequate form of being nice, and I chose not to get close to others who are taking advantage of me, usually fat, dark people.

Come on!

Why does this person keep saying they are Kate Bush and acting like her?

You're just pushing me to think Ellen is with Bella and chose to never speak to me though again.
I am an adult.

Don't you agree?

I have a right to be mad?  This person is putting messages in my head..

Problem

What if the only person watching me was Kate Bush?  I am being told that repeatedly.  It's stupid.  I chose to watch Ellen and to live as I have.

I thought..

..that big brother or sister was the other entity.  It's something I apparently have not felt.

So Then

Did you catch a sense of excitement in Ellen @ I'm too old to be her kid, about making her real kid?

This is a question to talk about.  If my life is just a lie of others I might end up having to walk out.  Why am I not the baby?  I'm not like that close to her age.  Who cares anyway?  She was 28 when I was born.  I like Sarah Brightman and she was 25 when I was born I think, if not 24?

Wut?

What right do you have to say how old my parents should be?  Ellen doesn't care.  Why don't you be quiet??

Question

Does pretend Ellen want you to sit in your home while they tell you that you're nothing to Ellen for no reason?  What about the hard times you gave me that you're still givin'?

I mean, didn't we already cover this ground?  You're just throwing up ideas.
Why do you like the English if they say shit?

Question

Why are you shitting|trashing me up?  You're telling me I'm something in a way no one wants to be.  You're making me out to be tacky.

breakfast

2 bagels w|cream cheese

tropicana fruit punch (I had Min. Made tropical be4)

Dorks

Did you notice people acting unfair acting like you have a temper when you don't really?

New Video

New Video of Baby TV - such a cute animated fox running!

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Attention

Why can't adults resist that?
ooorgan

food

2 boiled eggs
small cheetos
seaweed
carrot

Music

I think I could play the organ like this, but I had no teacher when I moved.

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boiling eggs

Issue

WHY are people staring me down like it's not about the moment and so I come forth seeming jealous all the time and not them?

Figure Skater from Russia

This ice skater reminds me of Ellen DeGeneres.

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Job Cuts

Florida has big cuts in jobs.  It also is what forced us to move.  It is sad we did not move back to Fort Lauderdale, but my aunts were there and I don't think we were able to visit quite so much.

Too Bad

Some people just wanna hurt people and some for their race.  They don't wanna make their lives better.  They see that they matter to no one.

Taking Care of Myself Well as of Now....

I guess I'll lie down and eat later.
banana

A Request from Gramma

She wants it to be all about those who "have it" like blonde hair and a ***y race.

Baby Duck

I just saw a mamma duck on TV act like "get that" as a duck having a fit on the floor like partly in a circle.  It was a big poised baby duck with yellow feathers.  It was clumpy and immature but old.

Question

Is my Bad Stuff page funny or inappropriate no matter how I was feeling?

Apology

I am sorry I was upset when I asked the question bc I know she isn't mean and that wasn't a thought out way to respond..

Support Group

I feel in the support group I'm currently in that they all just think the obnoxious 1s get all the attention.

Age of Celebrities

It's the older ones who are most valuable and possibly cousin-ing into families of those who are famous.

My Only Question for Any Famous People

Is why we are made fun of for wanting to meet them or wanting to know them?  I mean, they don't have blogs.

Messed Up

Romantic children say something either biting or aggressive if not accepted.  They cannot hide their feelings if a value is being violated.

A Discrimination..

Why does a full Chinese identify more with white people racially than me?  Chinese people overly identify as white and they continue to try to do it.  I mean, they must realize that mixed Chinese are being discriminated against..

Interesting) ) )

If you understand or can read music, this is interesting from 2005: link.

Cycles

I see that they were really strict with like are you a real serious singer?  I think the answer is I wanted too many things too late.

Decades Past

So, if I liked 1996-8 why am I long forlorn and it went away and no one cares cuz they know there are non-whites out there, maybe afraid of their own racial weakness and had to be the 1st 1 to speak for some wild fantasy.

See

1998 sounds good

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Florida War

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Ever heard of Lake Okeechobee??  Well.. it's well-known to real Floridians.  There was a battle there on Christmas day in 1837.

These wars in Florida were tight on the border of Georgia, where slaves escaped to free Florida, apparently.  The slaves were indians!

Evidence

There is a fight in the world of psychology for school not to even be hard because there are different types of children parallel to the fact there are different personality types of adults..

Clothes

I like blue and red.

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Baby at Night

Has anyone else found the baby channel which plays Fantasia type things but at a different level and type at night?

People Who Moved Straight to the South

I celebrate Christmas like the US.  I think it's a priority.  It's so nostalgic.

New Video

Disney

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Eating Away

People feel I was so wronged and place their soul in mine and eat away at others.

I mean they know if they subject me to hatred that they will be subject to the same feeling.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" was good, today.

I am so in love with the Facebook thing.

Bruno Mars was stunning.  I wish people would know people more, so he'd have a better support system.

The African American nurse was nice to see.. I think that Bruno's taking in of Asian-ness was why she was like no to him.  He's not bad.  I guess she thinks the struggle did not belong to anyone else.  It's true their skulls are slightly different from whites, but their noses are smaller and their jawbones and more in back.  I'd have to say white is the most basic culture.

Mansions

Do you ever dream you will 1 day go to a mansion, not a castle, a mansion, your things will be put in storage and it's just you to your room?  Or house?

I know!

Ellen DeGeneres can study me to see how bad I am cuz I'm int'r'sting!

While we wait for the drama queens to come out.

fyi

I have really exercised, for 5-10 minutes, my core, and a walk for like 2-3 hours.

Wish Me Luck

@ to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" or go to bed.

Monday, February 10, 2014

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Being Southern

I am completely Southern.  There is no reason in Hell for you to wish I was Northern.  All I can say is you have ancient Southern heritage which is not practiced in public anymore.

In Florida, it goes if you were born here, then that means it's okay.  They even see if other people seem Floridian here.

Why are ya'll so submissive @ Florida not being Southern?  It might be your fault.

Also, Ellen seems to hail her mother as a deity.  Makes sense, but I wonder if her dad grew up in the U.S.  I heard he is not from the U.S., probably from England.  I can't worship my dad as Southern but as multi-heritage-d.  See, Ellen, I'm fast from the New Orleans area.  Bella was born in Fort Lauderdale when I left Florida, and apparently Johnny Depp also left before I was born.  Who knows what that means.  It doesn't mean "what" they think it means as a general fact family.

Dream

I remember it was some trekk like it was led by Ellen from the Superbowl commercials.  There were like 2 ppl in charge of us, and they seemed presented to be celestial to us.  There were like 12 people.  One of them had a distinct Western accent but in a deep drawl, maybe from Mississippi.  His voice cracked.  He said, "Well, I have 8 bears to shoot."  He was long and thin, more attractive like an animal.  I realized he was just talking and it was no big deal to them.  All I can say is Pennsylvania can drawl apparently and my mom is from out of the US and so can pick up without using that she lived in Pennsylvania as a kid.  More attached to the whereabouts she been altogether.  Me myself I grew up in areas where a Southern accent is encouraged, but it might not be encouraged in Florida all the time.  It's probably more like New Orleans but not the West.

Nitey

Bed Soon :(
and you're always lying that I'm bad and comfortable

In Other Words

You didn't make the world as it should be, like you do what you're supposed to you get Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  Now it's by default for kids.

MAD BEYOND WORDS

You made the world shit because your shit kids couldn't take things after CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY
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Inter'sting..

Richard Carpenter.  I guess Ellen thinks her babies would be born when she was 40.

Anyway, he's a sma't 1.  I used to be like that.

Nails

Me painting the whites of my nails separately is not in the bill.

SO!

I can see it now!!  You attractive adults the only ones pissed off the kids are having fun!

Mad

I'm listening to nice German music from 1997.  That might be the baby's coocoo clock and this turning into yesteryear their teenage flingthing.  No one dare mutilate me in 1997.. except I was never taken to softball like I asked for physical activity and I couldn't bike alone nor walk alone.  I was just 11 when Titanic came out.  ..Oh, and I realize that things since have sort of gone downhill other than childhood entertainment reassurance and priorities that lie..

Perverted Moms

You all keep thinking your children like me are perverted creations of their clumpy fathers and not cool kids and lovely dancers of ballet and such.  It gets disgusting, to the point you believe they are not girls and that they are their parents.  Well, their gender is the same as 1 and different from the other.

Cheaters!

I see from listening to Kidz Bop singing "What Does Fox Say" that you are so sloppy that you want just for the 1st born of parents born @ 1960 + "the ones at the right age" to pass on genes to their children of the Late Boom generation and make fun of us if we think we are better.  If you make fun of us, you must have gotten your gifts unfairly, none the less than for me by making fun of my mom's race but liking her when I'm not around, newly deciding my dad made me fat though when he sired children was not as much!  I talk @ this cuz I like it and it's the right thing to do.  There are people out there suffering because of this.  It's not because you do it but because we can't do it.  Keep doing it, but I'm gonna get exactly "what I want."

Cranes

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They consist muchly of red and white.  "Red-crowned Cranes are highly aquatic.."  They go "kar-r-r-o-o-o" and add variety to it.  They eat aquatic invertebrates, rodents, reeds, grasses, etc.

Flamingos

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Flamingos are the Floridian animal.  They like swampy like areas.  They look a bit like swans.  They live together like in clans.

Kids

Would you rather have a kid who was born in Spring 1998?

CS

Remember when all the young adults wanted to do computer science and the community college - "IT'S SAFE IF YOU'RE IN COMPUTERS."  This was around like 1997|8 ~ 2001 possibly, maybe dying away for good in 2003.

Beavers

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Beavers are family mammals.

They work and swim and look cute when eating.  Litters look after other litters.  O joy!

We need to work hard to keep the species alive.

Same with this.

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So

Bella is more like the oldest girl and me the youngest.

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Child Star

Bella Thorne Child Pictures

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You look too much like my cousin in these pix, I thought you looked more like me.

Question

If Ellen does something that doesn't balance out, I mean aren't you supposed to say that?  Like, how is it that her darker genes make her more ***y like the other normal people are just stupid and bewildered and aroused? but not feeling good @ her or it?

Life was so that you judge on your own when things are right or wrong and that you know why someone tells you something or what they said and for sure that it makes sense for you.

I think French people are rather arousing, but I never felt ashamed of it.  I know that there are things maybe even in this case that you could go back and comb through with a double sized brush.

It almost seems like she did it as a punishment.  Howcome people punish in the wrong way like Johnny Depp?  My writing is a bit bipolar, but maybe I'll make a point.  People were excited @ him as a parent, and because other kids were bad or stupid and just because for no reason, I found he acted like he was punishing us for nothing in an arrousing, suggestive way, instead of telling you how good you are it seemed.  Why punish us for nothing?  Whoever does this is so blah they did nothing!  My hands are stiff and my body cold..  Hard to think of what to say..  What if this is the reason Portia supposedly wants to split or spend a lot more time away from Ellen?  Ellen won't be trusted by anyone for anything, if that were to be.

I don't quite seem to know who I am, anymore.

False Rumor

I guess Ellen and Portia might not divorce.  Supposedly Portia also sees another girl now.  I heard some made up fantasy, too.  Like, Ellen rules Portia!

Wipe That Smile off Yer Face!

Why does Johnny Depp boast @ not watching himself and Ellen that before at least hasn't been like even seeing the magazines on the shelves where she goes?  That's saying "I'm nobody I do not care @ you because I will never know who you are."  Why do people care more @ stars?  Is that their world??

Upset

Why do adults always act like us kids with 1950 parents need to have a thing when we talk, like we're following and submitting to something, but kids born around 2000 probably are not like that.

Splitting

Ellen + Portia so far read Ellen is controlling heard someone cheated.  Oh no!  Well, I imagine she is finished.  Not sure why.  Think she wanted Ellen to not look as cute.  Makes me subject to discomfort.  I don't want to marry, and I don't want to marry anyone, unless it's an exception.  I am actually into marrying of more than 1 person.  So, Portia should stay.  Everyone will be uncomfortalbe and say I wish that were my wife my life!  They don't want to be spotted out for thinking that.
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