Monday, February 17, 2014

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Discouragement

I'm thinking of Full Sail, Bachelor's degree in film.  Right when I make it, someone wants to stop me in my own life.

Problem..

Ellen, I am tired of your sick fans.

Nothing to Do

If I had more money, I could move to LA or where I want in Florida and forget @ my stuff in this house.

Desires

I don't know what insane people you know, but I do not wish ill on anyone, I think of them like a pet.

Upset

I was upset when my dad was here and thought of a violent pretend like image.  Why couldn't we give it a rest.  All I did was wonder why the noise was so loud.. and I was just ignoring him but he still had to say something.

^Depressed^

Did some of my laundry.  I'm tired of people fooling with me, I just want a good time.

Blog Comment by Me

http://kymdouglas.com/bliss-blog/2014/02/16/meaningful-mondays-a-daddys-letter-to-his-little-girl/#comment-70

I'm sad to say that old people like to wear makeup, and young people simply don't seem to have anything under it, which he thinks.  People have to wear makeup, like to ^formal occasions^.

Once on TV I think 2006|7 I saw a show on cavemen.  The white people were lean and fair with their bodies painted all in white with maybe like blue designs on top, which reminds me of Atlantis..  Their hair was probably painted, as well.  You take care of your real body by exercising and eating healthy food that prevents cancer.  (I've had a tumor.  It was from a psychotic drug that made me lose my period..)  You wear the makeup for fun like glitzy glitter.  It's like putting on clothes!

Very nice writing.  The only thing is I don't as of now try on like different kinds of lipstick at once.  I just go for the light powder, the pinky lipstick, matching eye shadow..

A Change

I make people mad cuz people think the real complainers are in control.

Exercise

Lower and Core

Hey Look

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O I dunno

Isn't Nell Burton cute like her mom, thinking things are so precious?
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I'll be ironing.

Update

I added my YouTube Feed to the side of my blog.

Hey

You're bad.  I'm not putting up with this!  Ellen did it!  Don't ask her, though!

Problem

Now they are doing things to my future son like to Nell Burton!  NO!

Problem

If you think I'm bad I don't care!  EVERYONE SAID I WAS GOOD BEFORE SO MUCH.  NOW YOU'RE RUINING MY LIFE!  BECAUSE OF CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.  WHAT DO YOU THINK I DID?  NONE OF THAT STUFF IS MY FAULT NOR ANYTHING FOR YOU TO BE DANGEROUS ABOUT.

Mad

These people follow me as I think like it's a big deal.  What about what you did to someone I looked up to?  Turned them back into Toyland?

Major Problem

I went out to get some water and saw my dad at breakfast early.  I was upset at my aunt posting a double chin on my post because I thought it was just to annoy me.  I was thinking @ Ellen and it made me feel more ^comfortable^.  I imagined my dad plastered her eyes together.  He didn't seem to do anything, didn't answer when I said "Hello" as I came into the light.  I think "O" was the only thing he said.

Stupid Wives's Tales

I have made the decision too hard to make myself get up and heal, but people imprint me with messages that I don't handle.

Mean

You're just racist and into what's disgusting.

Problem

So, you listen to the world when they threaten you but NOT ME.  WHY SHOULD I CARE!
Why does everyone hate me?

Problem

Someone keeps bothering me.

Yesterday

Just went to Whole Foods

got snacks

Oh no!

Sorry I was talking to my dad and got upset @ Ginny.. just funning I think and another reason.

Mad

That was cuz I was funning.  Ellen acts like I'm a stupid 1940s parent kid.

Problem

I just got another reaction as I posted on Twitter.  They won't stop!

Problem

They keep pretending like they have to be mean.  They are acting like Kate Bush, who can't be quiet when giving a message.  Don't make me use words I don't need to.

Problem

The experimenter is in my face and *beep*  "I have to do this!"  I can't have a life like this.  I need to make money as a performer.

Worse

I was like okay I hope it didn't happen..

Now people are all selfish and gross like at the movie even acting like something happened.  No one wants to talk it out or not be the dummy.

Annoying Experimenters

Supposedly this 1 figure was being tacky loading the page.  I was uptight and reveled in their sin.  Then I saw them tackily smiliing loading things around the side of the page and I felt my right hip, which is female, like maybe it just turned off from my whole life.  How pathetic is that?  What will happen to my future kids!!  What if Ellen did it?  I bet it wasn't alone.  I don't think it's funny but sneaky.  She doesn't really care about me if that's what happens.  I want it back!

Sunday, February 16, 2014

Mobile Later

may or may not post

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Something That Might Make You Happy

I got the feeling I did some work and the payment went to Bella, but just saying, not telling Bella to her face, just like.. some thing I forget.  It's just an example.

Website Update

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E-Mail+IM: christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com
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Ever Notice the Pooper

Did you notice when you make one person lonely, the other people don't matter anymore?

Scary and Kooky

I'm having problems feeling good @ myself.

Problem

They won't stop.  I don't like some of these people like others.

Problem

I'm being insulted again.  They said hold me when I was thinking of an English guy who wants to meet me.

Problem

An experimenter got greedy and played with my right hip!  The female side!  Did that wipe out all of my life??

I was upset at my dad, and they got greedy.  I wasn't talking to him.

I was on Facebook, and I know they played with the loading in time.  There was a picture of another ^"disgusting"^ person..

Upset

My dad coughed "g**" for some reason.  Guess it's time to call everyone that.

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Problem

Basking that Ellen is more polite and I'm not sincere.  She's not more sincere.

Wei'd

People talk to Ellen on her show and behind scenes.  I'm sitting here waiting for a dew of water to drop that has Bella's name on it.

Bad People From Way Before

People say that they were the 1s who were too into social issues before, they just pretend that and anyone will listen and the topic will stop, drop, and roll.

Muusic

You get the idea, the performance is about singing well, you already know what you think, it's about the execution.  The note is pretty and floats well like an instrument..

"The Phantom of the Opera"

The phantom is theatrical.

Christine more has the idea yes it is the phantom I want, like they're talking about it, and she finds him very seductive..

What Ah Gat (What I Got)

I never got to be a kid, something wrong with every place.

Making a Girl

Can you make it it for a girl [against boys, like] more than you worry about making 1 girl better than all others?

So..

..were Ellen's parents as cool as she turned out?  What's wrong with mine?  Am I an insult to her?  I know sometimes I wonder about her ^when I shouldn't^.

About the 2nd Thing I've Been Discussing

I'm not saying stop but analyzing the situation.

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  thei hea ea v'n'ly mu sic
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song by moi

look at the an gels up in .. the .. sky ... their heav'n'ly music floats up high

sawung (song)

the strife is o'r
the battle 1
the mystery of life begun
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a le e e lu ia..

Funny

Isn't it simply fabulous how Ellen reaches out to each person in the world like a little Sinter Clawoos.
hurrry ba ack
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Weirdos

You want me to do things I don't like with people I don't like.

Desire

Does Ellen wanna control the universe and not let anyone be nice to me?

What I Got

Well, I feel I have more of a purpose.

So..

Why do people get paranoid @ me?  Catching my disorder?

GOTCHA HOP SCOTCH

I hope you all meet Depp for not being able to do anything but Burton punish me!!

Well

I didn't have anything against anyone.  I just wanted to know where the real Ellen went.  Guess you don't need me, anymore.

Question

What's so special about my anti-social best friends?

The Sole Goal

The sole goal is not to destroy the people born around 1960 for the people born around 1950.  Baby Boomers, who needs 'em?

Also..

Now I'm listening to the karaoke version of "Both Sides Now" by Joni Mitchell.  It's all flowery and spaced out and star-crystally, like they're special more than anyone else for being born when things were all special for kids, like during the time when things were still beinging invented and people were all patriotic, maybe on edge living for the day.  (No, I don't listen to MIDIs and karaokes alone.)

My Personality

Not only am I like kids born @ 1998 in desires but also those born in 1991-2.

I already know!

I know why Ellen doesn't care.  She gets so much attention and everyone likes her!!

Come on!

Let's get'm those BRATS won't shut up.  Who cares?  The adults like them.

I have an obvious statement to say.

It is clear from listening to listening to Kidz Bop Kidz sing "What does the Fox say?" that they think their generation ^knows^ the women born around 1960, 1957-1961|2.  I can hear them act like they think they can introduce something to all the older kids.  The people born around 1960 should not be special and "off-limits" like the Chinese hiding.  No one would do to them what they just did to us and I DO NOT ACCEPT IT.

Website

3 - Jillian Michaels's "No More Trouble Zones" targets an array of different body parts.

Exercise

Core

Problem

People these days always do something bad to you when they find things aren't going your way and they think something had happened.

Disney Bus

I was across from a girl, I've posted about, .. her mom was obese and blonde apparently with Spanish children, 2 kids, a toddler, and a baby.  The oldest had like blubbery legs and veins showing, big round eyes, and was so soft and set and staring with her big eyes.  The other girl was so thin with shiny yellow|whitish hair.  The other 2 were traditional strawberry-haired kids.

Well

I don't think I can do all of my room.  I may be able to clean it some.  I got lots of laundry for Monday.

What I Want

I want a place where I can be a movie actress and can take ballet.

Funny

I was looking at Loyola college ballet.  The kids are all nervous and want you to mess up.  That doesn't necessarily ..help.  So, they aren't right in the end.

Let's decide.

Should they exist?

What do you think of the suggestion..

..that Ellen's generation and their kids born in their later years are a separate entity? which are better..and real.

So?

Wait and tell me black hair isn't okay after my parents tampered with it.

American

So Ellen is old-fashioned and I'm modern.  Goood.

More

1st vid 1st part is neat - link

Edit

post on singers to say it's just the beginning in the 1st vid.

Update

I added a link to my growing up pictures on my About Me on my website.

Reminds me of the Carpenter

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No Good

If an Asian is successful, nothing good comes upon their babies and they feel worse than those who do no good.  Opposite with whites.

So

I guess Bella really likes Ellen, but she's kinda confusing.  Doesn't talk all the time.

Talk It Out

You don't want the world to be crazy because of them wanting Ellen.

So

Ellen likes my Louisiana peers.

What Happened

There wasn't any negotiation involved, I feel I am not as special to Ellen but yes I am.

TV Show

It was so nice to see Ms. Renee Fleming on "The View" - link.

She was so excited and happy.  I like her so much.  She is such a beautiful singer, so very good indeed!  I wanna catch her on whatever was on HD, but I don't know what it was.

Album of Me Growing Up

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New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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Dough

Dough (Money)

I HAVE auditioned to get in movies before.  I didn't make it.  That's why I want to go to college.  I don't want to be lonely.  Work is not lonely but depressing.  When will I get thin and how will I get in a movie?  Movies have busy schedules.  You need to know famous people and non-famous people and have a way of earning money.

Message From Ellen

Only Bella talks to me, not her.  That's incredibly mean and ditzy or what else can I say?  Ellen fights about anything.  That was fighting.  Hm, I don't believe that really happened, though, because I've seen things like this.  What do you think @ that?

cont.

That means you are your siblings but a different life form.  Each cell is different.

Question

Why like animals do people get in your face and say you have to be the same as your parents and have them treat you like they think they're Ellen even though it hiddenly comes off as mushy and disgusting?  They won't sit to reason anything, they just are in your face.