Funny

Bella is spoiled.  I'm not allowed to have that attitude.  That's incredibly empty and unsatisfying as well somehow.  :(

So

I wanted to stop talking @ Bella but guess I didn't when I said that.  Better not say it again!

Not Related

Bella and Ellen is not related to me other than that I like them both.  If everyone wants what Bella wants why not make it known?

Question for You

Not for Ellen.

What do you think @ the idea that Bella gets more attention all the time from Ellen?  I mean she didn't do anything in *beep* to deserve it.  I'm just joking and not talking to Bella..  I don't mind, but it seems a bit like when my cousin would blab all the time and always be around when I visit my aunt.  That aunt didn't even have any kids!

I dunno.

What all did you get out of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show?"  A bunch of actors.  The threat she might shut down her show or have to.  What about her show as a show?  I grew up doing things like art and had dreams to make pretty things but mostly had paper, pencil, and crayons, later the primary colors but was busy.  What's funny is to see how much people get for looks.

Bed Soon

Don't even look for me.. well, yea.  I don't sleep and post online..

Sorry

Bella I was talking @ you, gossiping.  I just was interested!  It was interesting!  I might talk @ you some more but maybe not this like this.

Well

Ellen probably teaches lessons, a well.  She is pretty concise..  I think my dad doesn't like me to get a huggy feeling, but how can he tell everyone else what to do or "just not Ellen?"

I came to say something @ Bella.  I guess she was just doing some things.  I didn't blow up.  I didn't get it.  I get it now.  It's great that they do this.  I love it.  Sometimes, I get less attention and Bella dunno if she deserves it in the same way, so I get some funny feeling, but you know I think I get enough attention whatever it would be.  I just wanted to talk @ Bella maybe should stop now.

Also, my Gramma moved to Florida.  I go to a support group once a week now.  I wanted to visit her a week maybe in summer.  I mean, there's no occasion.  My aunts had visited on my birthday time, I know.  Like, right when summer hits I should visit, June.  That may be long.  I don't know if I should even call anymore.  I did send a letter and may do that.

Problem

I can hear my dad is incredibly mad about me feeling good and a sense of relief watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and acting like he's threatening.  He thinks his new English job being like me blogging is a lesson for some stupid things that don't need punished even if I were a kid!  I just heard a clicking.  You have no right to be suggestive to a public figure or celebrity, picking on someone really nice who works really hard.

TV

To Fill You In

Because she wanted me rooted in her.

Also

I even sent good wishes to the new relationship.

I am mad.  I already went and did other things and when I come back Ellen is tired of me.

Problem

Just trying to make me feel bad?  I never told anyone to do anything.  This is just a waste of time.  I don't have anything to do.  This casting agency I like isn't visiting this 1/2 the year.

I'm not allergic to speaking.  Guess Ellen isn't exactly always the biggest conversationalist, which would shock me, wew?

Question

Why is Ellen pushing me away?  I'm with Bella.  I don't mind not thinking about her..  ':|  I like to talk.  What, Ellen is playing racist?  Is this the dramatic scene or something?  I can talk, can't I?  Here, I'm talking, and it doesn't seem to say "To: Ellen."

So..

Do you think Bella ever watches Ellen?  Lily Rose posted about her, and I saw 2 other blogs.  I think I said I wasn't looking for her, but I don't know.

Glad

I'm glad Ellen is getting to know more people.  Bella just seems on edge like "Yea" like everything should be about her.  Would you say things were always about me in the same way?  This is kinda fun, but I feel like I'm the 1 in trouble and have had problems with age.

Problem

Why do you keep making me feel awkward?  There's not much to talk about sometimes when it comes to some people.

Sigh

Okay, but they are probably just being careful.. it kinda has hurt me.  I'm not as special.  Ellen did it on purpose.

You know, I am not rich.  Bella has been a child actor.

I am mad.

Bella just knows I'm Chinese.  Forget the Ft. Lauderdale Police.  I AM WHITE.

Something hit.

Why does Bella look like Helena Bonham Carter and Sharon Osborne?  NO TIM I AM THE 1 WHO LIKES EUROPEAN TOO.  AND ITS NOT BECAUSE IM MIXED.  I was about to go further and describe them as contemporarily snooty to me.

Just Watching

My mom made me so mad.  I feel so aroused right now.

You all aren't mean to other people..

Cutting

The last message was that because Ellen meets Bella that she's the best now.  Supposedly I did something wrong, but I was sad to lose Ellen for no reason, felt like I lost some of her.  Ellen is a lugger, then.

Problem

I'm hearing little clicks, again.

So

So, now, Ellen spends her days teasing us @ Bella and I don't know if anyone here feels the same.  I mean, I'm just saying.  If Ellen is talking to Bella, then I am probably talking to someone else.  I already let Bella into my life.  I'm not sure what's really going on?

I mean, I was okay with it of course.  It's just that for some reason I always have to deal with something about her when I see Ellen, but you'd understand that better.  It was an insult.  It reminds me of when I went to visit my aunt, though, and my cousin was always there and eventually people got mad at me for even playing with her.  Now, I'm worse off.  I just wanted to express myself.  Any advice?  I mean, I don't think she's exactly my cousin, but these people are always being mean.  I know they are.  It's not me with a special temper.  They are wrongly hurting me for being dragged along in college, maybe spending money, and finally the silly N word thing.

Mobile

may or may not post

Problem

You can't seem to ruin my experience if your parents are still older than Ellen, yourself.

Tumblr

Problem

I'm trying to post online and live my life, but people keep butting in.

More Funny Things

At the Country Bear Jamboree people wanted me to submit that for NO REASON Ellen IS the baby bear.  I bet they are all its Teddy.  They're all like, "No."  They are so annoying, those bad guys who tease me that I'm doing something wrong.  I don't care, I think what I think.  I said to myself it's her BECAUSE.  I wasn't using it as a tool against myself.

Problem

I caught my dad.  He really is punishing me for that shit!  He can't m.. me.  All he could do is make me work.

Problem

You have no right to come in my house and make a scene!  Do you hear me?!

Problem

They keep giving me suggestive messages and hurting how my body feels.

Problem

I feel very irritated.  Like I wanna explode.  I feel it tingling.

Problem

These experimenters were being suggestive to me in a torturing way for no reason, "I can't do it this week."  My dad just visited with my aunt, too.

People keep treating me like they used to treat bad kids, and I do not accept it.  They came into my home and give me these messages at random.

But

I don't like those show-offy goofballs.

Generation A makes its mark.

link

They were thought to be more materialistic.  They seem like a blast from the past.  They're just kids now.  Who knows how long they will look like children.

Online Post

link

Change

I'm open to things because of Tim Burton, like good things.  Something I thought recently was to give my mom a chance.

What is the mystery surrounding that of

Tim Burton?  I was a big fan but not much going on like as before.  I just mean why are people so mean now?  Preventing us from feeling we deserve him??  I thought we still had our old chance at life, like if I goofed off in school which isn't how it happened.

RUN RUNNER

February is crunched time.

Just How ^Cool^..

Did you ever find that older people don't know you well for any other reason than that they do happen to be older?

They were created to be bullies.

Ohh..

These 2 pizzas or 4 altogether are making me full..I just got my female thing I think.

Well

So what if I said something objectionable?  Whatcha gonna do?  Afraid of certain words?  Maybe, it was wrong, but at the time maybe it seemed okay..

Problem

I get visions of Ginny torturing my future kids when they have never done anything to her!  WHAT IS THIS!

Exercise

Upper and Core

Pathetic and Upsetting

People here are so annoying.  They think that I'm bad when they know I'm really good.  I hate this place.

They are acting like my future daughter and son are my brother, and he is like my opposite.  Too bad.

People are so violent.

TV

"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"

TUESDAY

Harry Connick, Jr.
Birth Place: New Orleans, Louisiana, United States

Birth Date: September 11, 1967

Ethnicity:
*Irish, German, English (father)
*Ashkenazi Jewish (mother)


Gabrielle Union
Birth Place: Omaha, Nebraska, U.S.

Ethnicity: African-American, possibly Native American and

Filipino


WEDNESDAY

Jonah Hill

Place of Birth: Los Angeles, California

Date of Birth: December 20, 1983

His parents are both Jewish.


FRIDAY

Birth Place: Cloquet, Minnesota, U.S.

Ethnicity:
*50% Finnish
*25% Dutch
*25% German


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WEDNESDAY
Lionel Richie
Born: June 20, 1949 (age 64), Tuskegee, AL

THIRSDAY
David Spade
Born: July 22, 1964 (age 49), Birmingham, MI

Jessica Lange
Born: April 20, 1949 (age 64), Cloquet, MN

FRIDAY
Lupita Nyong'o
Born: March 1, 1983 (age 30), Mexico City, Mexico

Facebook

SICK!

I'm sick of your fantasies @ my dad supposedly being able to be an asset to my life as though I were still 10, 11, or 12.  Meaning he can "handle" my skittishness.  I'm not 1 of those people's girls.

Update

Edited YouTube link.

Problem

I felt a direct feeling I had to run and hit something.

Nite Soon

1-Sided Thinking

You still think I'm bad for spamming my friends with love.  If they said stop I'd stop.  I told you the world was insane and I was trapped and going crazy with nothing to do.

So..

THEY ARE INSULTING ME WITH CLICKING

Ellen you think it's right to just hurt people?  Some guy on the bus who's a fan of you hit his head and now I don't hit my head the same as before.

I SAID THE CLICKING INSULTED ME - I AM THE 1 WHO IS TOGETHER - YOU ALL ARE NOT - THIS IS SHIT - WHAT IS - LIKE THE HITTING MY HEAD - THREATENING ME AND TRYING TO SCARE ME - YOU ARE A THREAT, YOUR PERSONALITY - HOW DO I KNOW YOUR CLICKING WON'T STOP? - I AM WHO I AM ALREADY - I DON'T NEED TO CONTEND TO ANYTHING WORSE AND WORSE - YOU REJECT MY AFFECTION

Feeling

I am being discouraged to apy attention to Ellen.  I already think I did that in some extent..  Well, what should I be doing?  Feeding the poor?  Maybe, I can ararnge for that if I make money from my talents.

Problem

I feel a pinch, what if I died on 1 of those rides but for no reason?

Problem

They are bothering me.'
'
NO

I keep pushing things.

Things look more daed buyt should get better.

Problem

I just visited her with my dad up north a week.  She should still be up there, but no she moved to Florida with an aunt.

I'm not even caught up on laundry.  It'd be a miserable visit.  I was thinking if I was free this summer at all a week.

Problem

Stop ruining my life with if my Gramma thinks she should hurt someone!  What's with your supposed Kate Bush?  No one else has to put up with this.

STOP

No one cares @ the Ginny thing!  You can't do this!

Problem

I was about to sing!

Problem

They're bothering me and I hit my head..

TV

Mobile

may or may not post

No Place to Go

I'm a starving artist.  They do have modeling schools, but they're not nice like Full Sail.  Well, I mean some..

Actor

I can fit in an action film or something like Sinbad.

Check in out.

link

Discouragement

I'm thinking of Full Sail, Bachelor's degree in film.  Right when I make it, someone wants to stop me in my own life.

Problem..

Ellen, I am tired of your sick fans.

Nothing to Do

If I had more money, I could move to LA or where I want in Florida and forget @ my stuff in this house.

Desires

I don't know what insane people you know, but I do not wish ill on anyone, I think of them like a pet.

Upset

I was upset when my dad was here and thought of a violent pretend like image.  Why couldn't we give it a rest.  All I did was wonder why the noise was so loud.. and I was just ignoring him but he still had to say something.

^Depressed^

Did some of my laundry.  I'm tired of people fooling with me, I just want a good time.

Blog Comment by Me

http://kymdouglas.com/bliss-blog/2014/02/16/meaningful-mondays-a-daddys-letter-to-his-little-girl/#comment-70

I'm sad to say that old people like to wear makeup, and young people simply don't seem to have anything under it, which he thinks.  People have to wear makeup, like to ^formal occasions^.

Once on TV I think 2006|7 I saw a show on cavemen.  The white people were lean and fair with their bodies painted all in white with maybe like blue designs on top, which reminds me of Atlantis..  Their hair was probably painted, as well.  You take care of your real body by exercising and eating healthy food that prevents cancer.  (I've had a tumor.  It was from a psychotic drug that made me lose my period..)  You wear the makeup for fun like glitzy glitter.  It's like putting on clothes!

Very nice writing.  The only thing is I don't as of now try on like different kinds of lipstick at once.  I just go for the light powder, the pinky lipstick, matching eye shadow..

A Change

I make people mad cuz people think the real complainers are in control.

Exercise

Lower and Core

Hey Look

link

Tumblr

O I dunno

Isn't Nell Burton cute like her mom, thinking things are so precious?

IMDb - cateringcat

;]

I'll be ironing.

Update

I added my YouTube Feed to the side of my blog.

Hey

You're bad.  I'm not putting up with this!  Ellen did it!  Don't ask her, though!

Problem

Now they are doing things to my future son like to Nell Burton!  NO!

Problem

If you think I'm bad I don't care!  EVERYONE SAID I WAS GOOD BEFORE SO MUCH.  NOW YOU'RE RUINING MY LIFE!  BECAUSE OF CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.  WHAT DO YOU THINK I DID?  NONE OF THAT STUFF IS MY FAULT NOR ANYTHING FOR YOU TO BE DANGEROUS ABOUT.

Mad

These people follow me as I think like it's a big deal.  What about what you did to someone I looked up to?  Turned them back into Toyland?

Major Problem

I went out to get some water and saw my dad at breakfast early.  I was upset at my aunt posting a double chin on my post because I thought it was just to annoy me.  I was thinking @ Ellen and it made me feel more ^comfortable^.  I imagined my dad plastered her eyes together.  He didn't seem to do anything, didn't answer when I said "Hello" as I came into the light.  I think "O" was the only thing he said.

Stupid Wives's Tales

I have made the decision too hard to make myself get up and heal, but people imprint me with messages that I don't handle.

Mean

You're just racist and into what's disgusting.

Problem

So, you listen to the world when they threaten you but NOT ME.  WHY SHOULD I CARE!

Why does everyone hate me?

Problem

Someone keeps bothering me.

Yesterday

Just went to Whole Foods

got snacks

Oh no!

Sorry I was talking to my dad and got upset @ Ginny.. just funning I think and another reason.

Mad

That was cuz I was funning.  Ellen acts like I'm a stupid 1940s parent kid.

Problem

I just got another reaction as I posted on Twitter.  They won't stop!

Problem

They keep pretending like they have to be mean.  They are acting like Kate Bush, who can't be quiet when giving a message.  Don't make me use words I don't need to.

Problem

The experimenter is in my face and *beep*  "I have to do this!"  I can't have a life like this.  I need to make money as a performer.

Worse

I was like okay I hope it didn't happen..

Now people are all selfish and gross like at the movie even acting like something happened.  No one wants to talk it out or not be the dummy.

Annoying Experimenters

Supposedly this 1 figure was being tacky loading the page.  I was uptight and reveled in their sin.  Then I saw them tackily smiliing loading things around the side of the page and I felt my right hip, which is female, like maybe it just turned off from my whole life.  How pathetic is that?  What will happen to my future kids!!  What if Ellen did it?  I bet it wasn't alone.  I don't think it's funny but sneaky.  She doesn't really care about me if that's what happens.  I want it back!