Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Accustomed to Her Face - something in the air..
I've grown worn of the songs Sarah Brightman sings. Wonder if we'll get new songs when she comes back from space hopefully early 2015, so she can do
Talking It Out
So, if I talk @ something, I get another problem? I just felt so hurt and that's what you do unless you're with Ellen and your name is Christina.
Singing
Does Jackie Evancho think we are equals for some reason? Is everyone an equal. I like to sing differently..
Question
Why do people give a care @ my old best friends? I wanted them not to be over and above recurringly in my life. That was the nightmare. Since the n word thing, the world was only bad.
Congratulations!
Sarah Brightman, you have reached a broad spectrum of audience! Congratulations to the conclusion of this tour. I hope you were able to enjoy the experience of singing for all these eager people who have accepted you. :]
I know in Orlando, lots of people in front were recording. I'd love a relic from your shop and could afford it!.. I have been following you online since I saw you, and I will miss terribly your availability but mostly am happy you can rest now moreso!
I know in Orlando, lots of people in front were recording. I'd love a relic from your shop and could afford it!.. I have been following you online since I saw you, and I will miss terribly your availability but mostly am happy you can rest now moreso!
next
eating
laundry to iron
watch Ellen DeGeneres or sleep for Disney - sorry Ellen hope to catch up with some of each show this week, just had leftover laundry from before Halloween visiting Gramma who's now sick - tho I'll be finished now catching up to a normal level :)
laundry to iron
watch Ellen DeGeneres or sleep for Disney - sorry Ellen hope to catch up with some of each show this week, just had leftover laundry from before Halloween visiting Gramma who's now sick - tho I'll be finished now catching up to a normal level :)
Measurements
| Weight | Waist | Height | |
| 01-04-2014 | 158.0 pounds | ||
| 1-08-2014 | 157.4 pounds | ||
| 01-22-2014 | 155.8 pounds | 31" | 5'1" |
| 01-24-2014 | 155.0 pounds | 31" | 5'2" |
| 02-07-2014 | 156.4 pounds | ||
| 02-15-2014 | 154.8 pounds | ||
| 02-24-2014 | 154.2 pounds | 31" | 5'2" |
| 02-26-2014 | 153.6 pounds |
Apology
For some reason if someone says something to me like birthday or baby, I get upset. When I thought of the words to chose from, the anger quelled. I don't want these thoughts. Why won't anyone help me? It really hurts. It's not okay. I know no one loves me in this. And if you did it to someone else, it would be important. You see, I take 1 point from each message, that someone is out to get me.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
I don't think..
..Ellen cares @ me, she just lets me get upset and ugly @ stuff she does to me. What is that for?
And
I don't need to compromise anything. I don't care @ other people.
But you all won't leave me alone.
But you all won't leave me alone.
Problem
My neighbors are acting like they have my future daughter. I want them to stop. It can't be true. You all are bad, and I am not! Why would you like that? The people here are weird, too. They're like in general too fat and lazy on the inside. I just find it disgusting, and it's true, I can say that. It came up, too, as far as me not talking @ stuff. I want to talk to someone @ it, but my therapist never has anything to answer me back with.
Problem
I don't want a thing going on with these neighbors of mine because of Tim Burton. They should not even be watching me.. They keep wanting a handle on their mistakes. I know Ellen would not like this done to her and I don't know why she does it. I mean, it just makes me think of that.. I don't wanna do anything for her. Bella doesn't. I mean like that, I feel so picked at and like people all think I'm something I'm not. I got annoyed that my neighbors have a thing with me cuz I was upset they were at me.
Problem
I can't really take that Ellen thinks I did something wrong. I mean, how picky can you be? Just put away the idea she made me curse @ something she didn't care @. Think @ what it really ^says^ to be a fan of Tim Burton.
I just feel she thinks she has to make fun of people for no reason. I think it's funny when she does it to people who seem to deserve it in a way possibly, but what do I know?
I just feel she thinks she has to make fun of people for no reason. I think it's funny when she does it to people who seem to deserve it in a way possibly, but what do I know?
Problem
I get very little respect.. think of what Chloe Moretz thinks of my living space!..
You all wanna know if I care @ getting closer to my own parents and when I already stil live with them. Well, my dad doesn't come up and hug me like a business man. My mom doesn't now, neither.
I'm concerned you believe I have to be big and burly in the same way as my dad, but I do that in an unemotional way.
You all wanna know if I care @ getting closer to my own parents and when I already stil live with them. Well, my dad doesn't come up and hug me like a business man. My mom doesn't now, neither.
I'm concerned you believe I have to be big and burly in the same way as my dad, but I do that in an unemotional way.
Question
Wasn't it inapporpriate to tell someone they are another race? I don't know, I am part white, so that wasn't supposed to apply to me.
Also, why would I be a dirty American if my mother is not??
Also, why would I be a dirty American if my mother is not??
Bored
The early childhood education program is msot exciting. I will use it to work with adults.
I do still find I like singing, so we'll see. I don't know if I wanna do music in college. Early Childhood studies is easy and fun and better than hanging around here. I said it wasn't much work. What could it possibly be? I'm not gonna just sit here and go to Disney.. once a week..
I do still find I like singing, so we'll see. I don't know if I wanna do music in college. Early Childhood studies is easy and fun and better than hanging around here. I said it wasn't much work. What could it possibly be? I'm not gonna just sit here and go to Disney.. once a week..
Another Play Request
Not to ^disturb^ me @ my dad and his many insecurities. I liked him for what he claimed to be.
I must add..
..they do act like they're not good enough though I see the end result and what they really think @ me. Another friend seemed to put them in place.
Question
Why does anyone care @ my 2 old best friends? They did not IM me. Why were they friends ever? Because they are better than me??
Singing
I just wore myself out. Not posting any videos now. I think I'm posting them on Facebook, now. There is a copyright thing on YouTube.
Apology
I guess I had gotten a little upset there when my dad upset me, sorry @ that, feeling clumsy.
I will use this degree to..
..get jobs in educational communications or acting with children or directing with children..
Measurements
| Weight | Waist | Height | |
| 01-04-2014 | 158.0 pounds | ||
| 1-08-2014 | 157.4 pounds | ||
| 01-22-2014 | 155.8 pounds | 31" | 5'1" |
| 01-24-2014 | 155.0 pounds | 31" | 5'2" |
| 02-07-2014 | 156.4 pounds | ||
| 02-15-2014 | 154.8 pounds | ||
| 02-24-2014 | 154.2 pounds | 31" | 5'2" |
My Relationship
I am nice to my dad, but I don't feel as attracted to him ***ually as with other extremely attractive people sometimes in some ways, and I do consider the world my life, too.
Comment by Me
link
Christina says – reply to this
Well, yes, a very sweet girl or young lady, ready in the world! I wish I knew her.
Christina says – reply to this
Well, yes, a very sweet girl or young lady, ready in the world! I wish I knew her.
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Well, yes, a very sweet girl or young lady, ready in the world! I wish I knew her.
- See more at: http://perezhilton.com/cocoperez/2014-02-03-chloe-sevigny-rodarte-the-wait-los-angeles-screening#comment-6639576
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Well, yes, a very sweet girl or young lady, ready in the world! I wish I knew her.
- See more at: http://perezhilton.com/cocoperez/2014-02-03-chloe-sevigny-rodarte-the-wait-los-angeles-screening#comment-6639576Monday, February 24, 2014
Problem
Why can my dad know about what I do in private? I am a big girl. I live for *** not daddy.. I have the same relationship as before. :|
What I Want or Feel
My parents don't care about my talents if it's something they don't have, like being a girl like my mom but with traits from my dad..
Well
Everyone always said I was really good. Why do you all think you are good? So it's forever for Bella and Ellen??
So what?
So what? Bella is privately beating a fish at me?
Let me just say I didn't start anything with Ellen.
Let me just say I didn't start anything with Ellen.
Wa?
Why does Bella get all her dreams come true? I can feel the rain falling from here. Uh, now, I don't know what I was trying to say.
I looked at her picture and she is a defiant person. Guess she covers up sometimes. She looked absolutely ecstatic and out of control emotionally. She darted a lotta hate at me just so I could talk @ it, but her joy is real.
I am happy Bella gets her dream to come true, but aren't you jealous? Why does Ellen just like her? I did want her to focus on 1 daughter, and she comes from a good background. Her sister looks almost like her but isn't famous, so that made me wonder.
I get the feeling no one wants to talk @ it, so I will alone.
Usually, I don't have to see it, but that's all that's happening. It's so much better for people her age. I know she acted mean to me cuz she likes me and doesn't want me to feel jealous and like it's okay to be upset. Also, let's ask why Ellen treats Bella the best. Anyone want in with me? I do do that.. This is all torturing me @ having to be with someone else when I see Ellen. It's not really torture, but it's made to feel that way. You can't ask Ellen to like you, she likes you or she doesn't. I think it's just an age thing. It's a pretty big thing. See, I never really get Ellen. What a liar though with all that hurt directed at me, how disgusting. I'm not talking to her in saying this nor do I expect her nor anyone to read it. I'm just putting myself|this out there.
I looked at her picture and she is a defiant person. Guess she covers up sometimes. She looked absolutely ecstatic and out of control emotionally. She darted a lotta hate at me just so I could talk @ it, but her joy is real.
I am happy Bella gets her dream to come true, but aren't you jealous? Why does Ellen just like her? I did want her to focus on 1 daughter, and she comes from a good background. Her sister looks almost like her but isn't famous, so that made me wonder.
I get the feeling no one wants to talk @ it, so I will alone.
Usually, I don't have to see it, but that's all that's happening. It's so much better for people her age. I know she acted mean to me cuz she likes me and doesn't want me to feel jealous and like it's okay to be upset. Also, let's ask why Ellen treats Bella the best. Anyone want in with me? I do do that.. This is all torturing me @ having to be with someone else when I see Ellen. It's not really torture, but it's made to feel that way. You can't ask Ellen to like you, she likes you or she doesn't. I think it's just an age thing. It's a pretty big thing. See, I never really get Ellen. What a liar though with all that hurt directed at me, how disgusting. I'm not talking to her in saying this nor do I expect her nor anyone to read it. I'm just putting myself|this out there.
OOO KAYY
I already said I was okay with Bella with Ellen but that it just makes me jealous and guilty-feeling.
Well
Bella is perfect. She is the best. She is Ellen's only daughter. I just don't like what emits from the show with a relief that I am too old to be her daughter.
I'll try.
Bella has darker features than Ellen but is so beautiful..
You shoulda seen her dark blue eyes! She dresses like a wh***! LOL kidding around okay?? Look I'm a wh*** in other ways.. Sounds like a word other young people would use on others..
You shoulda seen her dark blue eyes! She dresses like a wh***! LOL kidding around okay?? Look I'm a wh*** in other ways.. Sounds like a word other young people would use on others..
Sounds like..
..something a director would say, "Oh, Christina is too exotic (or like dark.)"
Sorry, though, yes in a hurry or don't know what to say..
Sorry, though, yes in a hurry or don't know what to say..
Well..
..Ellen, hope you really like Bella.. she's a bit coy and has dark dark eyes. Her hair is brown and so colored.
Question
So, Ellen has to pretend she has a baby, like we weren't good enough. Why does age have to kill someone else?
Well, Okay
Well, Ellen, I guess I'll just say you're ^ready^ for Bella from me.
I know you wanna seem and be nice and still also want to remember me, so I'll say I'm happy for it but hope your other fans find their chance~
I know you wanna seem and be nice and still also want to remember me, so I'll say I'm happy for it but hope your other fans find their chance~
A Doofus
So, again, I'm really sorry @ what I said but don't want to go back and erase it so people know it was up. I didn't mean it in a bad way. It just was a word choice of something I wanted to say. I saw something like it in the show, too. I went back to show my dad, but I ended up showing him the part where I was.
Ironing Today
and probably tomorrow and the next day and so forth, most of the week.. what shall it be "Ghost Adventures?"
What I Meant
Was I hoped you'd know that the difference between Chloe S. and Ellen is that there's a part of them that probably doesn't happen now. I feel they want ot k*** me, though that isn't a nice thing to think. I mean, I thought it was just Ellen and the teens, but I guess it's Chloe, too.
And..
..because I explained myself I was able to make a criticism and prediction of the futu' (future!)
Question
So, you have to find out, which person accidentally thinks Ellen is something inappropriate.. would that prove her theories are all wrong, like being mean cuz she has to and think no one will say no? I guess I latched onto another personality like her however they both have their shallow side waiting to come out. :( What can I say? Anyway.. Ellen would have said that, let's move along, I don't find them what they think they have wrong. :|
Making People Wonder..
Some people don't agree to treat me normally, and they wonder why I'm not talking to them maybe.
Questionable Things
So, my aunt cowers before others but to me is questionable but maybe just trying to help. Bosses over me.
Evidence..
Before I said "oh no" when my dad came home cuz my hw wasn't done so we had no time together, my mom and maybe dad started acting bossy and telling me I'm complaining when I was just talking, maybe wanting to feel smarter and thinking of advanced things.
Problem
When I am nice to others or kids or babies, howcome that's not enough? You do nothing for them. You just take care of their poop. And I was 5 when my brother was born. You take away from the youngest. No one ever gets what they need. Adults do that. They don't make themselvse ugly.
IMDb - The Soapbox
How do you feel @ idealizing..
..kids born just in 1985 as ^wrong^? to make kids born in 1991 and 1997 look better? and leaving responsibilities up for the oldest young people?
Problem
Why is Ellen gonna worry on her show and misinterpret what I said.. and I feel on edge.. @ how she has poor or shallow speaking skills? A public speaker need not be eloquent.
Problem
If people like Ellen are off-limits to me for no reason should just be the same to everyone else in the competition.
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