I know Bella's not with this program, but what if someone is? Am I suddenly the bad guy and like stuff happens all the time? What if that's all Ellen has to say? What if she's following that old bestie of mine and thinking none of us should talk about this stuff? I am perfectly sane talking about this. It's not on my priority, just don't have anything else in life but suggestions. I don't feel like leaving the house and am on my female thing..