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Apology

Well, I did start off a little physically mad, not sure, took my meds and feel better.

Quote by Me Now

You don't take a chance, you get a chance.

Issue

Why must I do something bad to do something good after?  Think of how inspiring it would be instead of leading people into execution.

Long Facebook Post

I love how you have an official website. I wonder if soon all my activity will be plastered to my blog. Your website is so loverrly!

8I I am not a dreamer, but I am a dream ^chaser^.

You are very different, Sarah, I dream of meeting people, I dream of being a singer and dancer but am too old to chase a dream like that..

You dream of things like stars, an escape from the cruelty of the world.. I dream of privacy and being accepted by people, of having a successful career in something that changes people's moods and minds!

You have lived many a dream. You have met many people. I have experienced new things in my life all the time. I have experienced too much hardship and my own stupidity and timidity, a fear of what others can use me for, a nightmare that came true.

All people want to tell me is not to talk to you, not to talk to her, so on and so forth, just kidding.

You have done such a wonderful job on your year tour.. I am glad you are on a break and can seem to relax online even though you are a star and so world famed and loved and adored by 1 and by all.

Sarah, I have dreamed for righteousness and love only to find I am handicapped emotionally and revert to personal violence and outward aggressive behavior. I have to look around every corner..

Dreams can be shattered, but you dream of the stars above! Like a great dome.

I just wanted to tell you how much I have loved you and am ready to love you.. I hope my post was pleasing and thought-proviking

I hope my post was not too long, but I wish more people would make posts like this to you and learn to express themselves to both you and others they wish to speak with. Normal people who go online may talk to me on my blog or the forum I set up since it can be hard to keep track of comments. So, I just make this post to you in love that things for you go well and of course for others to read and enjoy, as well. :) Thank you so much Sarah for being there for all these people.. We all are waiting for you to do what you will do next! Though I know not what they know.

Just thank you so much and hope my post is okay! Beautiful site!

Time to Get Ready

I guess I'll go do my makeup and then practice.. I spent the day being upset.

Ethnicities

Do you agree with letting others burst out in an English fetish in the states?  I am suspicious I might like English.  Who is to be discluded, I mean?

They blast out more than the English themselves.

Issue

I must sort out my feelings.

Plan

I guess I will do singing 1st and hopefully catch Ellen's show tomorrow.  I just put in a load of laundry!  Not much left.

Quote by Me Now

"You were once a baby, too."

Chores

I think the dishes make me feel stronger.  Laundry day?

Well, I am..

..now physically weak.

Schedule

So, Ellen.. I have a support group once a week, which ads to the burden of my life and watching your show, but I'll be free by summer.  Though, I am to work at the SPCA in April, May, and June, for volunteer, hopefully 2 hours 2 days a week.  Guess I won't be going to Wet and Wild yet..

Problem

I don't like people putting people on edge all the time.  You can just go to Hell.  You say whatever you want, I'll respond.  And no I wouldn't say that to 1 person, though unfortunately certain people would come to mind when called upon.

Weirdos

Why do you think that someone older you owe them something for doing anything?  You're on cr***.

Is that..

..a little girl sobbing in the room next to mine?

I know I'm being watched.

Ow, my right ear, but I almost hit water in 2 electronic areas and things.

Problem

My dad could just attack at any time.

Problem

My Gramma supposedly had my dad punish me again, not to care @ my future son.

Problem

No one cares about hurting my life if something goes a little wrong.

Problem

I think I hurt my ear with the water bottle.  My dad can't not wanna see my future son.  I am white!  SOMEONE DO SOMETHING.  RIGHT NOW.

Things as Is

have gotten pretty bad.

I had a dream Jesus was pulling out the thorns from his head but no blood.

What I Don't Like

So, someone can just go along with something for them that isn't right.

I can feel pain in my personal area.  Pain in the form of a feeling but not just plain pain, pain that can't seem to go away, that just seems pushed like someone saying, "I hate you, I hate you."

I just can't believe

all the crap in music that's out there, don't want to name all the people or anything, but I mean I also care @ what I put out there as far as singing goes.  I know my singing is bad, but I rate it.  It's not for sale.

What I Feel

I don't think it's right for me to really end up hitting things.. but no one will accept what I say.  Like, I say they are wrong and they just won't seem to leave.

Well

The blood is warm on my finger now.. my other fingers feel like fire, as well.

Music

Sarah Brightman Time to Say Goodbye - wow sliding the notes, my teacher didn't let me do that.. Think of Me - She doesn't sound white.. okay now on Blogger.. she is scared to feel, like Ellen.  Time to .. tell Christina good bye

Waiting to Be Stolen From

I learned more about how being mad pops blood vessels.

Problem

All these people threaten me after they started being mean to me..

Lucky for Me

Time until I have something to do for my wounds to heal.

Also, I stopped following companies and put them in a Favorites list.

Wonder what else will happen to me.

I already cut myself and popped a vein a little in my hand.

Problem

A vein on my hand is popping by the knuckle some.

Problem

I keep throwing things and wanting to hit something.  Some people had jogged by me.

You think you can control my life?

Problem

Did I almost break my legs?

Are you talking back to me?

Problem

Should I just go to bed or practice.

Also, when I post something something else happens and others don't care @ it and think it's due to me and funny.

Problem

I'm being monitored by shit from someone.

Problem

My parents think they can do whatever they want to me because they're my parents.

Problem

My dad won't stop.

Problem

Mean secret messages.

Problem

My dad acted like a secret message he wouldn't come see my son on the death of his mom.

Also

Why can't I complain about my problems without punishments adding up?  I know my life is shit for being mixed.

Losing Respect

Ever thing someone older seems smart?  What if they are mean actually?  This is some thing, not an occurrence.

What's up?

Also, what's wrong with my dad?  He's so annoying.  And if I say so he'll be more annoying.  A lot of stupid things are being done.

This Is Where I Go

I am used to complaining about my problems constructively on my blog.  Doesn't everyone have an outlet?  What's wrong?  I got really mad inside.  I can't seem to help it.

Besides

I was criticizing and begging for help for my problems with no friends and feeling down.

Problem

These lousy adults are bringing in extraneous forces when I warned on it.  Well, it also got me really mad.  IT's being done repeatively.  People think they found the real me at home not as good as in public, but really I am.  I can complain if I want.  I will never forgive.

What I Don't Like

I don't like when certain people try to teach me a lesson because they really treat me like I'm an adult and I'm good.

Problem

Today is a special day.

The Night

I was in bed for over 12 hours.

Feeling Bad

I got another message because I wasn't mum, done on purpose.  My parents having access to my private life seems weird.  You can all get to my private life via my blog.  I didn't do anything bad, but they didn't like it and rubbed some thing in that may or may not be true.  They are on my back.  I'm also getting jokes from somewhere else that stay.

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The Witch Mom

There were some girls around age 12-17 who had a witch for a mama.  Her name was Ellen DeeBeeDee!  The baby Chloe squealed, "Mom, when are we going to go ice skatin?"  "Very soon," replied mamma.

So, the oldest was Christina and she took Bella by the hand forcibly and they went out on the ice..  "Christina," said the mom, "I thought I told you-"  "Ah!!" squealed Bella as she slid on a strangely light spot.  Ellen rushed out to get her and shoved Christina outta the way.  "Ha ha," laughed little Chloe.  Jackie came over and looked, younger than Bella, and she said, "What a mess.."

Christina ran, but the 2 sisters caught up with her.  "You were supposed to help her!" they said.  Ellen carried her baby to a nicer place and warmed her by the fire.  She lecture Christina about being careful.

The 2 Girls in Town

There were 2 girls named Christina and Bella.  Christina was 18, and Bella was 15.  Bella was such a beautiful young girl who took ballet, and her sister was a singer.  Christina had raven hair that she had in smooth curls.  Bella had rich light red hair, but Christina had the freckles.  "Oh, mother!" said Bella, "How will we make it to school today in such weather?  How will I train??"  Her mother Sarah touched her around the waist and said to her, "Come here," and kept Bella nice and warm and spoke with her.

Meanwhile, back the the ranch, Christina was covering crops ever more in blanketing.  She went in hard at work to cook, for she had went to bed early and gotten enough rest much so.  There was a biy she liked by the name of Kurt Edwards.  ^99^ ^66^  She peered out int the distance, with her dark curls bouncing as she turned her head.  She went over to him and they talked about the farm and town..  she decided to abandon and went out to the dock with all the ships.  "Oh, Kurt," she said, "I want to be a sailer!  "Looks bleak to me," he replied."  We just lost another get and go of a gal.  "We are all bound to die sooner or later," she replied looking up at him with her glass eyes.  She walked over to where other girls were and sat on the grass just as she had a child.

Nite Nite Story - Wind's come in!

"Mommy," said Christina to Sarah, "I can hardly remember how to read."  She replied, "Well, that's fine, get some rest and you'll get better.."

She was the baby this time!  Bella came downstairs and said to her mother, "Mother, I'm so cold," with puppy dog eyes.  Sarah looked out of their window and said, "Yes, it's definiltey mighty chilly-"  Bella said, "I'd love to go out in the cold with you!"  "Quiet," said Christina.  Mother replied to her daughter Bella, "Well.. you can go there in the morning when it comes."  "Ooh," said Bella, "early morning chill."

Christina woke up, only 2 years old, scrambled outta bed and prepard herself some breakfast of potatos and bacon and cooked leaves.  Sarah came and picked up the tot and watched her daughter eat.

Ex er cise

Did a little Pilates..

Whom do I mean??

It's really all around..

I do not appreciate your lies

that I asked for too much attention but got it.

I know you don't love me.

..You love another younger, no one in particular

I can't care @ people when they break the rules in how they treat me.

Well

Sarah Brightman has a lot of love in her singing.

So

I'm not spechal in the same way.

But I couldn't!

I don't fight for the top in 1 way but I do talk @ what people think @ me.

What do you think

of dumping someone saying they ^used to be ^#1^ and playing around..

I say so because a lotta people got mad.  I talk because I do.  I didn't say poopoo!

Look around and you'll see what's found.

Don't look now, but..

If anyone is jealous of me for any reason, realize that you're competing against the rest of the world.

What I Know

I know people are mean to me cuz I'm not born in 1997.

They are encouraging for them to be normal.

Question

Why isn't anyone answering other posters @ Sarah Brightman on her Facebook?

Also, why am I typing this?  I had something going.

Problem

I don't want anyone interfering my life telling me I'm the same as a 50-year-old when I'm @ 25.

Problem

Please no more nonsense from extraneous people involved.  I am a talker, I do not shut up.

I know what she does..

Ellen likes to not say things.. and then I dunno guess she gets to talk to someone after that @ being on TV or like what it was at the Oscars behind the scenes.  Hope she got some pizza herself.

You know what else I think?

My mom doesn't even think I matter.  I looked at a picture of me and imagined her throwing it away.

Problem

People are picking on me.

Problem

They are asking me questions in the experiment.  They are saying someone hacked my computer and made things pop up.  They want me to get mad at them.

What If

My only problem is my dad?

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I labeled them as such.

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They are just examples of my being able to sing again.

Funny

I didn't get a blog when I was 11.

Now

I'll see if I can enjoy myself.

Problem

I am always nice and right.  I can argue a sin of another adult.

How can you believe in this experiment?  I will never forgive.

Also

I don't know if this is necessary, but I feel uncomfortable sometimes @ having fun.

Why

Does my dad get suspicious about me getting attention from others but he thinks he can sit around and treat me like shit?

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They are just examples of my being able to sing again.

Problem

You listen to attention from other people but not me.  Like someone will protect me.  They listen to them, but I already protected myself and they didn't ever think they need ot listen to me.

Problem

You just want to lure in other people and because of Tim Burton or whatever be racist to me all the time.  Get other people to get hurt for me because you are racist and will never listen to what I've already said.  I need to leave the shithole thatis Orlando.

Problem

My dad is being mean to me.  I will never lower myself to him.

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Also

Ellen is on Twitter and Facebook like all day each day.  If I were her, I'd get off Facebook.

Interesting

Sarah Brightman is on Facebook every day now it seems - she is not conversation-ing, posting things 1 at a time.  That's above and beyond me as to her incentive and how that becomes befitting in one's life.  I guess you have to take what you can.

Question

Why do you think I have anything to do online [with people?]

Confused

So what, I'll catch it tomorrow?

TV

It didn't record today, so I have to watch it online.  Not sure if I'll be up for yesterday's.  I mean, I could be, but I want to at least take a break for some reason.  True, I do want to sing but am a bit tired to stand up through the warm-ups I get.

Well

I'm watching today's episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," supper late today.

Well..

Yesterday, I was out jogging and walking and with weights sometimes a total of like 3 or more hours.  I also danced the night awaa aa aay I danced the night away.  It took my breath awa a a ay it took my breath awayy!

Well

I didn't say New Orleanians "can't have their (grand)parents" or ancestors.  I just said I also was New Orleanian, just without real parents.

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Some Fact

I noticed that like supposedly people my age agreed I'd have some thing and then later it goes to someone younger.  It could go to someone older, but it doesn't and I'd rather talk about it than get it I guess cuz you only can live so long I dunno.. supposed to be okay I find it interseting to talk about.  It is so prevalent.  Nell Burton, Jackie Evancho.  You all thought it was the older people like Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.  It's like I was "never meant to get it.."  What?  Just like your opinion on me.  I can get the same thing as someone else in the world of figments of the imagination.  I feel that I actually would get what I deserved.

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