Problem

I'm getting a threatning, rather nasty attitude from th experimenters and trying to go to bed.

I was never bad like everyone else.  I'm still not.

Problem

I haven't showered so didn't get in bed, but I had to m.. twice @ this.  I've never done that.  I keep getting secret messages alone.

Do you like..

..or believe in Ellen the liar?

More

This isn't my idea of fun.  I feel I'm having a wrong kind of surgery.  I am fine.  Quit ruining my life.  Period.

And your dad thinks he has a bright 97 kid now.

Problem

I don't wanna feel my ears.  Right now.

Problem

They're making suggestions to me and I can't just keep pushing it.

All the times people were mean to me people say I deserve.

So-

Were you looking for my blessing of Ellen + Bella?  To always revel in that?  Weird.

All thes black ladies

going thru 2 a limited @ of times

R.E.S.P.E.C.T.

Thanks

JD I feel so threatened about my own personal well-being.  If you did it for me, I want my sound of mind.  I'm not shit.

I always say though

Whatever she wants she gets.

Hm

Other people are still interested in me.

Look

Who cares @ the baby?  What about the people before?

So

You want Bella to be me?  Everything just goes to Bella and no one else?  Why do I have to act like I have anything?  I don't feel good anymore.  Bella is getting more than she can chew.  Why can't I join in and complain like everyone else?

Problem

They are trying to close me off.

Now what?

Look now what will happen when that pops up @ the English boy every time you go to that tab? Too hard to change.

Problem

The experimenter told me this English boy I care about imprinted had thick hypnotic lines in his eyeballs.

I talk.  Okay?  How many times do I have to post this!

Also, I have a reminder.  It's on the task bar or something.  In a different browser.  Hey what are you talking about all now why did you load the page twice in a row too etc.?  WHAT IS GOING ON.  NO MATTER WHAT YOU DO IT COMES OFF AS AN INSULT.

PROBLEM

I did not insult Ellen, she insulted me.  Sure, she does a lot, but she also does a lotta bad.

WHAT DOES THAT HAVE TO DO WITH BELLA!!!!

Just forget all this?  No, she thinks I insulted her.  She is the 1 who rejects me.  I mean she thinks I was waiting for something from the past that wasn't there, like no I wasn't nice I don't pass GO.