Nitey

I guess.. might pop up instead of m..

Mobile Soon

may or may not post

Problem

Bella is disrespectful to me, why does Ellen think she's okay?  Because she is, too!??

Problem

Ellen isn't the only person I care @, but sometimes she is.

What I Feel

I thought of my anger of Ellen "playing" with me giving Bella all this attention from me or something.  Then I didn't feel like m..

Problem

This experiment is making me feel like physically m.. and zoning out in some form.

TV

As a baby..

..I must have had a shit life..

Problem

Don't you dare treat me like my little brother.

Also

I'm being poked at for getting attention more!  I have nothing to say @ it!

I dunno.

I know Bella's not with this program, but what if someone is?  Am I suddenly the bad guy and like stuff happens all the time?  What if that's all Ellen has to say?  What if she's following that old bestie of mine and thinking none of us should talk about this stuff?  I am perfectly sane talking about this.  It's not on my priority, just don't have anything else in life but suggestions.  I don't feel like leaving the house and am on my female thing..

Problem

Bella has no right to Ellen because of her childlike age to her.  Who is she? anyway.  That's an insult to me.  That's saying some other little kid has a right over Bella, though, I think.  I'm not trying to start anything, just talking.

Pretty Mad

I feel less affection now and for some reason that we have to talk to other people, too, meaning Bella.

:(

I couldn't see my mom wave today.

How She Is

She's not as shy..

..cont.

It's not like talking to 1 of her staff for some reason I do not know.  I am happy for her, though.

Talking

I'm not saying no but saying I'm sad and want help.

Problem

Someone on here was talking to me like there's some silly reason I'm not good enough.  I never imprinted myself on anyone.  They are being listful and nonthinking and annoying me and not getting in trouble while people just play around with me.

How I Feel @

Bella..

I don't think there's anything wrong with talking, and I feel attacked for it.  I just felt she could get like all the attention from Ellen or like I was the sore thumb.  I did encourage her to come and talk.  You know before Tim Burton none of this would have happened, I wouldn't be susceptible to insult quite so.  I did think Bella came in either at random or in ill will, and they way she communicates does annoy me, though all I can say is yes please join.

To clarify, why does Ellen seem to follow an old bestie of mine thinking in a tacky way, "Don't say anything?"  She doesn't give orders and that's barbarous!  I have a freedom of speech.  I know she tried to "tell us" not to gossip.  What else is there to talk about?

no y

i dont wanna lie down - so as i dont get all mushy