It makes me sad that Bella is talking to Ellen. It's done in a way that's an insult to me and takes away time I had with Ellen, like she literally spends less time on me.
All I can say is if she did it normally, like judging from more people, I would not be sad.
... Bella was a friend, but now I think because of other people who are making me uncomfortable, I am losing communicating even through the experiment.